The first time she met Shen Manjun, she drove a fiery red Ferrari, which was brilliant in the smoky underground racing circuit. Even Lin Xiaozhu, who is extremely confident in his appearance, is full of defensiveness against him. Think of this as a potential threat, an extremely aggressive woman.

But at this moment, Shen Manjun no longer has the demeanor of the past. She was lonely and helpless, as if she had been abandoned by the whole world, and she didn't even have the qualifications to chat with Xiao Zheng fairly.

The rough Xiao Zheng may be able to feel Shen Manjun's difficult situation, but how does he know how painful and unbearable Shen Manjun's heart is?

Swell.

Xiao Zheng reopened a bottle of wine, poured a full glass for Shen Manjun with a rumbling rumble, and said with a complicated face: "I'll accompany you." ”

With that, he picked up a glass of wine in his hand and clinked glasses with Shen Manjun.

A woman's tears are the deadliest weapon, even a man with thick lines like Xiao Zheng can hardly resist a woman's tears. In particular, this woman is still Shen Manjun, who will never shed tears in Xiao Zheng's heart and will never give up life.

But judging from the current situation, Shen Manjun is really physically and mentally exhausted, and he has no courage to continue moving forward.

The two drank the spirits one after another, and Xiao Zheng didn't care if he had more or less because of the good amount of wine. Shen Manjun desperately wanted to use alcohol to anesthetize himself. He drank quickly and quickly, as if he would not get himself drunk and would not give up.

"That's enough."

When Shen Manjun was about to open the fourth bottle, Xiao Zheng grabbed Shen Manjun's arm and said with a wry smile: "Drink it again, you will be drunk." ”

"A drunk relieves a thousand sorrows." Shen Manjun said in a low tone. "When you're drunk, you don't have to think about anything."

"And when you wake up?" Xiao Zheng asked impersonally. "How long can this drunkenness last? One day? A year? Or for a lifetime? ”

Shen Manjun's delicate body trembled slightly, her beautiful eyes rose slightly, and she stared at Xiao Zheng with a complicated gaze: "Why are you so cruel to me?" Am I not even qualified to be drunk? ”

Xiao Zheng's mouth was full of bitterness, but he didn't know how to answer. But he had to answer, because at this moment, only Xiao Zheng could give Shen Manjun the most powerful enlightenment.

"I just don't want you to hurt your body." Xiao Zheng lit a cigarette, handed it to Shen Manjun, and then lit another one for himself, and said calmly. "Drunkenness can escape for a while, but only by facing it bravely can we really solve the problem."

"Solve the problem?" Shen Manjun laughed miserably and asked in a trembling voice. "How to solve it? Draw boundaries with him, or forget about his existence? Xiao Zheng, do you really think that all ties between me and him can be severed? ”

"But you can at least live the life you want, as you did before." Xiao Zheng said calmly. "Look at me, I have been helpless since I was a child, let alone relatives, and I don't even have many friends. Haven't I survived to this day? I never thought I was pathetic or helpless. ”

"Life is self-made. What kind of life you want, just work hard and fight. What's the use of drowning in painful memories? What's the use of giving up on yourself? Do you want to move God with tears? Pray to God to change your life? Xiao said expressionlessly.

He shouldn't have said that cruelly. But he knew that Shen Manjun couldn't untie the knot in Zhao Siye's heart. At the same time, he also clearly knew that the grievances between himself and Zhao Siye could never be reconciled. Even if he doesn't trouble Zhao Siye, even if he doesn't care about everything Zhao Siye has done to him. But what about Zhao Siye? Will he let himself go?

Ye Shiguan's attitude has said it all. Sometimes, it's not you who takes a step back, the enemy takes a step back. Sometimes, it's not that you don't want to get involved, so you can stay out of it. Sometimes, you can only be truly liberated if you solve the problem with a hard heart. Otherwise, doomed to hell.

Therefore, it is impossible for him to promise Shen Manjun that he will coexist peacefully with Zhao Siye, in fact, this is also absolutely impossible. What he could do was to crush Shen Manjun's vulnerability in the most brutal way. Forcing her to show her bravest side and face all the suffering.

If you don't burn yourself with the fire of karma, how can you be reborn in Nirvana?

Shen Manjun stared at Xiao Zheng with dull eyes, Xiao Zheng's cruel but point-to-the-point words lingered in his ears, his face was contradictory and complex, chaotic and desperate.

She didn't know what to say in the next sentence or what to do next. She was messy and miserable. She finally understood why some people can give up their good lives and prospects to seek death.

Once, she looked down on women who were looking for death and life.

Now, she has finally become the person she hates the most.

Shen Manjun's pain and despair were taken into Xiao Zheng's eyes one by one, and he knew that Shen Manjun had fallen into an endless abyss at this moment. Maybe the next moment, the moment she pushes the door and leaves the room, she will find a short-term view.

The fragility of human nature, Xiao Zheng understands better than anyone else. He has seen too many men in high positions who give up their families and turn their backs on them in order to survive. He has also seen too many big people who have committed suicide after the collapse. It's not that they're more fragile than others, it's just that they've experienced more terrible devastation than others.

"If death solves the problem. The world will be in mourning. Xiao Zheng calmly lit a cigarette.

Shen Manjun lowered his eyes, and said with a dilated look: "I want to be alone and quiet." ”

"You don't need to be still." Xiao Zheng shook his head slightly. "Pain and despair are a demon that grows on its own. When it's strong enough, you'll be completely destroyed. ”

Shen Manjun raised his head and asked, "What do you want me to do?" ”

"I want you to live well. Rise to the challenge. Xiao Zheng took a puff of his cigarette and said word by word. Old rules, I will keep you safe for the rest of your life. ”

Shen Manjun's delicate body trembled, and tears like raindrops rolled down his eyes. Emotions are like flash floods, and they are vented in an instant.

Shen Manjun threw himself into Xiao Zheng's arms. It's like a little girl who was locked up in a small dark room by her parents, not given food or drink, and didn't even have hope.

"Why-" Shen Manjun cried bitterly, all the disguises crumbling down. "Why me? I have never done anything in my life that hurts God and reason, why is God so cruel? ”

Xiao Zheng gently hugged Shen Manjun's body, but a lonely figure appeared in his mind.

Cruel?

You have been happy for more than twenty years. What about Tina? Until now, she has been walking between darkness and death, and she has not lived a happy day. Float like a ghost.

Compared to her, you are happy enough.

But the only thing Xiao Zheng had to do at this moment was to comfort Shen Manjun and give her the courage to live. As for the dark life of him and Tina, keep it for yourself.