060 It's hard to say goodbye when you meet

The mountains are stacked and the trees are lush, and the cold green hermitage is located among the green hills and green trees, and the smoke of the cigarette passes through the soft treetops, lingering in the air, like the eyebrows of cigarettes.

It's like this is the second time I've come to Lengcui'an, the green mountains are still the same, the ancient temple is still there, and the past is vivid, but at this moment she is extremely depressed.

The last time Zhongli Wenjun sent her to Lengcui'an, he said that he would wait for her here on the fifteenth day of every month, almost two months apart, as if she couldn't help but not come here, but today she still couldn't help it, she had too many things on her mind to tell Wenjun, so she took Chunhong and Chunxiang to Lengcui I to burn incense for her life

The nuns in the temple greeted each other warmly, as if they had gone to the main hall to burn incense first

As if kneeling on a futon, looking at Guanyin Bodhisattva with kind eyes above, her heart was full of mixed feelings

It was as if holding incense in his hand and bowing to Guanyin Bodhisattva three times, and then said reverently; "Bodhisattva; What should I do if you tell me, for the happiness of Sami is always so far away from me, am I destined to always pass by happiness in this life? Bodhisattva, I only hope that I can live a peaceful life, and that the child in my womb can come to the world safe and sound. ”

It was as if he had finished kneeling, and then walked to the table next to him and drew a lot at random

As if this was a lottery drawn for Concubine Chen, she took this lottery out to find the old nun who had unsigned it

The nun took the sign and looked at it carefully, and said in her mouth,

The nun nodded slightly

It's like asking questions; "Master, is this a good sign?"

Nun Dao; "Back to the princess, this is indeed a good sign, poor Ni did not guess wrong, this young lady should also marry in the emperor's house like Niangniang."

It's like nodding

The nun went on to say; "Soon she will have a great event, and it will make her richer and richer than ever."

As if she wanted to ask something, the nun handed the sign to Wanruo and kept silent

It's like handing the sign to Chunhong next to her, and then leaving the nun who unsigned it

"Chunhong Chunxiang, you go to the dining hall and wait for me for a while, I'm going to go inside and talk to the old nunnery owner. I'll be back in a moment. As if softly instructed, the two girls nodded hurriedly, and then they parted

Chunhong and Chunxiang went directly to the hall, as if following a path and then passing through a narrow Tang Gate, entering a small inner courtyard

There is a plane tree in the yard, standing tall into the clouds

Under the plane tree stood a handsome and elegant young man, dressed in green clothes, leisurely and quiet

The man saw the person who was walking towards him, red clothes like fire, petite and exquisite, although her small belly was already obvious, but it still looked like a lotus leaf in the wind, curling Nana

The distance between the two is getting closer and closer, getting closer and closer, and in the end it still does not become zero distance, they still maintain a distance of one foot between them, and their eyes are facing each other for a long time, as if they are all in this relative moment, tenderness flows, and hearts are in touch

After a long time, Zhongli Wen Juncai broke the silence

"I feel like you're coming today, I didn't expect you to really come, you're haggard and sad again, has something unsatisfactory happened recently?" Zhongli Wenjun's concern was like a soft breeze in March, warming Wanruo's body and mind little by little

Tears slipped down in an instant, she didn't want to pretend to be strong in front of Zhongli Wenjun, she wasn't afraid to let him see her tears, her vulnerability

"Like; Why are you crying, if you have any grievances, you can talk to me, and it will feel a little better if you talk about it. And it's not good for the child to cry when you're pregnant," Zhongli Wenjun gently wiped away his tears with his hand, Zhongli Wenjun's gentle eyes were full of distress.

As if she slowly calmed down, she told Wen Jun about what happened recently

As if she was talking, tears still couldn't stop falling, at this moment she seemed to regard Zhongli Wenjun as her mother's family, and she was like an angry little girl, eager for the support and care of her relatives

Zhongli Wenjun gently shook the hand that seemed to be a little cold, and said; "Like; I really didn't expect you to be wronged like this, how can King Fu treat you like this, no matter what, you have to think about it, if nothing else, just for your unborn child, if you are always depressed, it is not good for children. ”

It was as if he nodded slightly

"Wen Jun; I know, I know everything, I just want to find someone to tell me, I received the gift you gave me last time, I will always return to that courtyard when I dream back at midnight, and see the half acre of lotus pond, King Fu knows that I like lotus, so he ordered the craftsmen to build an artificial lake for me in the palace, and I will be able to see lotus flowers next year, but when I see lotus flowers, I will miss the half acre of lotus pond even more. As if she didn't want to hide her inner feelings, she knew she couldn't

Zhongli Wenjun slowly let go of Wanruo's hand, his face full of longing and helplessness

Since you and I are destined to have no chance, why did we meet?

It is destined that you and I are difficult to hold hands, why do you still fall in love?

Wrong mistakes, wrong measures, every qiē is a mistake, a distressed mistake.

"Like; I believe that Fuwang Chitose will accept you slowly, the last time he was in Leng Cui'an, he was kind to you, I can see that he is sincere to you, you should give him a little time, and I have something to tell you, I went to the imperial examination not for fame and fortune, but to serve the imperial court, my father Zhongli Baiheng was a university scholar during the first emperor's period, and later the first emperor asked my father to be the teacher of the current emperor and the Fu Wang, my father was the teacher of the two of them for ten years, and then he was unwell, and the first emperor allowed him to resign, Then my father took me and my mother to the place where I live now, my father told me when he was dying, I must take the test to serve the court in the future, my father often told me how the emperor is merciful today, and how the Fu King Chitose is benevolent and honest, so you are by his side I am really relieved, like, I hope you can give the Fu King a chance to love you, but also to give your own happiness a chance. Zhongli Wenjun's consolation made the heart like waves slowly settle and precipitate

It's like looking at Zhongli Wenjun's infinite tender eyes, she doesn't know what to say, two people who love each other can't be together, they can only bless each other, and they are destined to push each other into the arms of others, is this their fate?

"Wen Jun; I understand what you mean, I will give my happiness a chance, you will participate in the imperial examination immediately, I am sorry for you to listen to these annoying things of me. ”

Zhongli Wenjun shook his head gently; "Like; We don't need to say sorry to each other, I'll be here for you every fifteenth of every month. I'll be waiting for you whether you come or not,"

Wan Ruo nodded and looked at Zhongli Wenjun gratefully

The only man in this world who can give him warmth is the gentle man in front of him, but he can only look at him, watch from afar, and watch him walk in front of him one day holding someone else's hand

Zhongli Wenjun wished that he could elope with Wanruo to a distant place, but he couldn't, because it was like someone else's wife

How much she hopes to be able to follow Wen Jun from now on, but she knows that Wen Jun will not take her away, and she knows that she can't follow him away.

They looked at each other deeply, the two hearts were already cold, they didn't need to say anything, because they didn't need to say anything, they didn't need too many words, just an expression, a look

This kind of seeing each other can't be too long, even if it's only for a moment, it seems that it can last forever and be infinitely happy

It is difficult to say goodbye when they meet, but their meeting is destined to be separated, even if they are nostalgic and difficult to give up