At half past eight in the morning, Janeway and I arrived at the event site, although the celebration had not officially begun, but the event organizer had already made a look of full swing at the scene, full of solemn staff and unemotional machines.

Time advanced another 10 minutes, and guests arrived one after another, and I kept following Janeway to greet them as hosts, but none of them were familiar with me, so they said more to Janeway, and I was silent most of the time, in fact, I understood: I am not a person in the circle, and it is difficult for me to talk to them about the style and quality of high society!

At this time, a group of reporters came to the scene, and I didn't care, but they flocked to me and asked me in a gossipy manner: "Mr. Zhao, there are reports that you are the male protagonist in the last Le Yao withdrawal from the entertainment industry, and Le Yao and you have never responded publicly, do you want to take this opportunity to respond?" ”

"Mr. Zhao, after Le Yao terminated the contract with the film and television company, she faced a huge amount of liquidated damages, who repaid this compensation for her? Also, this time she was nominated for Best Actress at the Film Festival, will she show up to accept the award and return to the entertainment industry? ”

"Mr. Zhao, I heard that you were born in poverty, and now you have suddenly risen to establish this Luku Tourism and Culture Company, does this have anything to do with Le Yao, and have you accepted her help?"

My face immediately sank, and I asked Jian Wei beside me, "Are these the media you invited?" ”

Jian Wei's face was uglier than mine, and she immediately called the security personnel who came to the event, but those entertainment notes didn't plan to leave, and they still threw the questions that made me extremely annoying in the pushing.

I kept myself from having a seizure, and then retreated to a corner, smoking in silence, but the gazes that were looking this way stung me, and I couldn't help but ask myself, what had I personally done to set up this company? I seem to have been held up by another person, although this person is not the Le Yao in the mouth of Yu Ji, but it does exist zài and this kind of storage zài, and it really consumes my passion for this project, so I can still lie in bed today, when the company was established, and pursue the pleasure of those few minutes of sleep, although I have never faced it, but the subconscious things can't deceive people, and now this "literary road" is still what I originally pursued?

At this moment, after being lost in love, my career is also lost!

The smoke that kept coming out of my mouth seemed to isolate me from the crowd, but in a small gap, I saw Mi Cai and the woman in red standing in the other corner, and they both came.

The scene gradually calmed down, and I calmed down, at this time I suddenly understood Mi Cai so much, understood her choice to break up with me, my life was too chaotic, but I longed for her to give me a crystal clear city, is this realistic?

The opening ceremony officially began, the host introduced the important guests one by one, and soon it was the general manager's speech, Jian Wei next to me handed me her revised speech, I looked at it, shook my head and signaled no.

Jian Wei looked at me very incomprehensibly, I smiled and said, "We are a company full of personality, if the general manager's speech is bound by the speech, isn't it a joke?" ”

I walked to the stage as I spoke, and the staff moved the microphone in front of me, and I was immersed in my own feelings, and I didn't say anything for a long time, which made the audience nervous, and hurriedly gave me a round of encouraging applause.

After I took a deep breath, I finally spoke: "Thank you friends from all walks of life for coming to participate in the opening ceremony of Luku Tourism Culture Co., Ltd. today, I am very happy, but I don't plan to say too much, I used to be an unpopular bar singer at the bottom of the society, so let's sing a song for everyone, the song I wrote myself, written in the lowest period of my life, may not be in line with the atmosphere of the celebration, but it is what I want to express the most, and it is also some of the ideas I want to give to this project the road of literature and art." ”

The scene was silent, and perhaps no one would replace the official opening speech in the way I am now!

The staff found me a guitar, I took off my suit, unbuttoned my shirt, plucked the strings gently, and said: "This song has no title, give it to yourself, to the world, to you!" ”

"Cold wind, winter snow, cold rain world, you gave me a qiē, why do I look at you and cry, sadness, joy, memory lover, you gave me a qiē, why did you tear my body, so, ah, I am like a fish in the forest, swimming around, so, ah, I am like a wolf drowned in the sea, fighting, dying to live, tear off your hypocritical mask, love, kill my humble soul hey! Blowing a cold wind, drenching in a cold rain, thinking of you in a person's life, hey! Fuck it, hey! This fucking life, this fucking love, how amazing! Tear me apart, don't misunderstand anything anymore, don't betray anything anymore, think of you again"

My voice was torn apart with the heavy guitar notes, and then I whimpered, whimpering and running along with the lyrics that I had choreographed, a song that I had never sung since it was written by myself, because it would get out of control, because it would scream, because it would remember the countless feelings of lighting a cigarette and holding a guitar and being torn apart on a rainy night!

The heavy guitar sound gradually stopped, the scene was both cold and hot, some people were immersed in my singing, some people looked at me like a monster, and I gradually calmed down, scanned the crowd, and then saw Janeway, this song was written after we broke up, but does she understand, does she understand my tearing?

Maybe she understood, because she was crying.

I saw Mi Cai again, she was drowned in the crowd, I couldn't see her expression, but the woman in red next to her shrugged her shoulders at me and gave me a thumbs up, I don't know if she wanted to express her disdain or appreciation!

I took the microphone out of the stand and said with unprecedented calm: "My singing is over, once I was such a tragedy torn apart by life and love, there are too many similar tragedies and similar people in life, so we all need such a literary and artistic road, to be precise, the road of healing, I will walk this road with everyone, be the first healing patient, please believe in the charm of this road!" Thank you! ”

There was finally applause from the audience, but the host didn't know how to pull the event back to the normal trajectory, she was a little confused!

The activity continued, I lit a cigarette and sat in the corner, and I couldn't figure out my life again, so I was a little panicked, so I went to the dating website, so I sang sadly

The woman in red came to me, smiled, and said, "After today's opening ceremony, I'm afraid the industry will know that there is such a neurotic general manager as you!" ”

"So what?"

"But I think it's great, and I believe that this path will be born in your hands as a healing gesture."

I took a deep puff of my cigarette, smiled and asked, "Where's your generous gift?" ”

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