"When the day is over, and I stand before you, you will see my scars, and know that I have been wounded, and I have healed." The doctor's voice was low, and there seemed to be a subtle sigh.

"How do you read a sentence?" Zhong Jing waited for a long time, but did not see the doctor continue to read, and turned his head curiously to face the direction he was locked.

After a long pause, the doctor finally spoke again, but he repeated what he had just said.

"When the day is over, and I stand before you, you will see my scars, and know that I have been wounded, and I have healed."

Zhong Jing patiently waited for him to continue, but he never read again, but said to her softly, "Go to sleep." I'm sitting here with you. ”

"Doctor?" Zhong Jing's heart moved, why was this doctor suddenly so gentle, and offered to accompany her?

"Lie down." The doctor put down the book, not intending to give Zhong Jing an explanation, he walked over, ordered her to lie down, covered her with the quilt, reached out and touched her chin, "Sleep." It's going to be fine. ”

"Hmm." Zhong Jing closed her eyes and answered softly, feeling that the doctor's 'it will be fine' was not meant for her, but more like it was for himself.

The doctor stood there, quietly looked at the sleeping Zhong Jing for a while, and then went back to sit on the sofa, never reading again, and looked at the sleeping man with his head half-propped up.

After a long time, the assistant knocked lightly on the door and came in, and when he saw the doctor who was about to fall asleep, he reminded him: "Doctor, go to sleep, I will guard Miss Zhong." ”

The doctor shook his head slightly, "I'll do it myself." You go out and bring the door, lighter. ”

The assistant thought for a moment and finally nodded, "Then I'll go get you a blanket." ”

The doctor said yes.

The assistant went and brought in a blanket, and also brought a small sofa for the doctor to put his feet on.

The doctor is tall, and the sofa in Zhong Jing's room is too small, and he already looks a little crowded when he sits, and it will definitely be uncomfortable if he sleeps on it.

In a daze, everyone fell asleep.

Zhong Jing sat up after waking up, and didn't hear any sound, so she went down to the ground by herself, and when she went out to Mosuo, she felt the doctor's ankle on the small sofa, and she was startled and exclaimed, "Doctor? ”

The doctor woke up slowly, he slept too late last night, he had something in his heart, he didn't sleep well, and he didn't sleep well until dawn, so he didn't even hear Zhong Jing wake up.

Rubbing his groggy head, he withdrew his feet, "Sit." ”

Zhong Jing bent down and touched it, touched a sofa, and sat down carefully, "Doctor, did you sleep here last night?" Why are you accompanying me? ”

"You have a lot of questions. Don't make noise, let me be quiet for a while, I have a headache. As the doctor spoke, he kept pinching his temples and eyebrows.

Zhong Jing did have a lot of questions to know, but when she heard the tiredness in the doctor's voice, she held back for the time being, planning to ask later.

She woke up early, not yet six o'clock, so she sat for a long time, almost seven o'clock, before the doctor's assistant came to take her to wash.

After washing, it's time for breakfast.

The doctor was already sitting at the table waiting for Zhong Jing.

Seeing her coming, he ordered her, "Come and sit beside me." ”

Zhong Jing did so, in fact, the strip of cloth on her eyes couldn't be removed, she couldn't see anything, she could only do what he said, and inexplicably, after last night, she felt that he was not a bad person and would not hurt her.

She didn't know where her trust in him came from, but she was sure.

The doctor personally sent the milk cup to Zhong Jing's hand, "Drink some milk." ”

Zhong Jing drank more than half of it in one go, "I don't want to drink anymore." Is there anything else to eat? Seems to have toast bread? ”

"Dognose." The doctor said jokingly, spread strawberry jam on the bread, and fed it to Zhong Jing.

"Delicious. This jam tastes great. Zhong Jing ate something delicious, and couldn't help but talk more.

"Miss Zhong, this jam is handmade and can't be bought outside." The assistant standing aside gave a simple explanation and didn't say anything further.

Zhong Jing nodded, "Doctor, did your chef make it?" Can you give me two bottles when I leave after I have successfully detoxified? ”

"You are a young lady adopted by the Gu family, what do you lack?" There seemed to be a hint of sarcasm in the doctor's words.

Zhong Jing raised his eyebrows, this doctor's temperament seems to be elusive.

After a while, the doctor spoke again, saying, "I don't eat this jam every day. Strawberries are grown in small orchards, ripened in normal seasons, and the best ones are picked in the morning, dusted, drained, and made after many procedures. ”

"Oh. Strawberries should be out of season, right? Zhong Jing said after using common sense to judge.

"Hmm." The doctor nodded, and gave Zhong Jing bread stained with jam again, "So you should eat more these mornings, eat hard, and don't miss the opportunity." ”

"Are you willing?" Zhong Jing thought that the doctor's small orchard must not be large, and naturally there will not be many strawberries planted, and fresh ones must be picked every day, and there should not be many jams that can be made.

"Anyway, it's for you to eat, and it's a pity to throw it out every day."

"......" Zhong Jing pouted secretly, is this using her as a garbage disposal station?

After the meal, the sun had just crept out at nine o'clock, the air was good, and the doctor recommended going out for a walk.

"Are you going to take me by the way, or are you going to go by yourself?" He stood at the door, changed his shoes, and asked Zhong Jing beside him.

Zhong Jing thought about it, and naturally reached out to hold the doctor's left hand.

The palm of the hand was filled with a small slightly cold hand, and the doctor's right hand moved unconsciously, his pupils tightened, and then he walked out quietly, leading the people around him.

"It's pulled. Otherwise, I won't look for you if I lose it. ”

"Hmm." When Zhong Jing heard the doctor's words, he grabbed the doctor's hand very hard.

Along the way, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, and there is the occasional car chirping.

Zhong Jing feels that this place is less like a downtown area, more like a suburb, or a private estate.

The doctor led her to sit on the stone platform next to the fountain, "Can you sing?" ”

"Yes. Do you want to listen to a song? Zhong Jing turned her head to look in the direction of the doctor, even though she couldn't see anything, she could only discredit his appearance and expression from thin air.

"Hmm. Sing one, whatever you want. ”

"Okay. I'll sing you one, when I was a child, I used to listen to my mother's little songs. Zhong Jing began to hum and sing, and then he remembered his mother, remembered the days when he was a child, and remembered many people who had appeared in his life, so he interrupted and asked, "Doctor, do you know David?" ”

Without waiting for an answer, Zhong Jing had to continue singing, and when she finished singing, there was a slight breathing sound in her ears.

She reached out and touched it, and the person next to her was gone, only to know that he was lying on the stone platform and asleep.

"Assistant, are you there? Assistant? Zhong Jing shouted twice, but didn't hear the assistant's answer, so he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and pressed the shortcut key.

This phone is the simplest style, given to her by the doctor, so that she can find an assistant or him.

"Miss Zhong, what's the matter? The doctor is not with you? Then I'll be right away. The assistant asked after receiving the call.

"It's not. Just bring a blanket. Zhong Jing said in a very low voice.

The corners of the doctor's mouth hooked, turned over and continued, closed his eyes, and listened to Zhong Jing explain to the assistant that he was asleep, and she was afraid that he would catch a cold, so she fell asleep in a daze, and then really fell asleep.

The assistant brought a blanket and covered the doctor.

Zhong Jing sat there, "You go get busy first, I'll wait for the doctor to wake up." ”

The assistant nodded and left first.

The doctor seemed to be sleeping heavily and had slept for a long time.

Zhong Jing's waist and legs hurt when he sat down, so he stood up and counted his steps, and walked two back and forth in the vicinity, in case he walked too far and couldn't come back.

After a long time, the familiar feeling of ants gnawing suddenly came to her, she squatted on the ground, hugged her knees in pain, tears and snot flowed out unconsciously.

She trembled, and couldn't bear it anymore, so she knelt on the ground, and scratched the ground with her fingers, and her nails were bleeding and she didn't feel it.

"Doctor...... The doctor ......" she called out to the doctor for help with difficulty, and she didn't dare to speak too loudly, for fear of attracting other people and taking her to the police station.

The doctor still maintains the rhythm of breathing after falling asleep.

Zhong Jing was in extreme pain, took his head to the stone platform where the flower bed was installed, and touched something similar to glass on the ground, and scratched it on his neck without thinking about it. She no longer wants to bear the pain of this addiction attack, and it is better to die than to die.

One by one, with a hard stroke, blood flowed from her neck.

Finally, her movement woke up the sleeping doctor, who looked at the scene in front of him, sat up nervously, and grabbed Zhong Jing's hand, which was still self-harming.

"What are you doing?!" He questioned almost angrily.

"I'm uncomfortable, doctor, I don't want to drink any more medicine, but I can't help it. I felt like I was going to die. Zhong Jing threw herself into the doctor's arms, covering her and crying in despair.

"If you're going to die, then you go now, and I won't care about you anymore." The doctor suddenly became calm, even cold-blooded, pushed the person who was about to die in his arms away, and said to her coldly.

"Doctor. Doctor. Zhong Jing knelt on the ground and hugged the doctor's leg, "I don't want to die, I really don't want to die, but I can't stand this taste." Save me, please, don't make me so uncomfortable. ”

Without saying a word, the doctor picked up Zhong Jing and quickly returned to the house, asking the assistant to give her medicine and injections, and he treated the wound on her neck.

Zhong Jing gradually fell asleep and quieted down.

"Why does Miss Zhong always want to die?" The assistant asked the doctor puzzled.

"I don't know. Probably because I have nothing to love. The doctor explained lightly, his eyes were full of an indescribable emotion, when he woke up, he saw the hard plastic piece in Zhong Jing's hand and the school on her neck, he really felt for a moment, she was going to die, she was going to die in front of his eyes, which made him as painful and desperate as her.

"What a young age." The assistant talked to himself and went out, he couldn't figure out what Zhong Jing couldn't look at, and what it was like to have nothing to love? It actually made her want to die.

The doctor sat next to Zhong Jing, holding her hand, his brow furrowed, and the expression on his face was very heavy.

Although Zhong Jing's drug addiction is not the heaviest, it is the first time she has come into contact with this kind of thing, and she can't help but smoke it a few times, but it is still not easy to quit.

In the repeated attacks, she almost wanted to die in agony, but since this time, she has never had this kind of thought again, because she is afraid that the doctor will really give up on her, leaving her to fend for herself, and she will be deeply trapped in drug addiction, unable to extricate herself, and ruin her life.

According to the changes in Zhong Jing's own situation, the doctor constantly adjusted the plan, tried all kinds of ways to help her from various aspects such as diet, and gradually the effect came out.

Zhong Jing's pain during the onset of drug addiction was reduced a lot, and even if the doctor and assistant were not there, she could control herself and not mess around.

She gradually recovered her meal and began to eat some meat.

The doctor asked Zhong Jing to eat every day, but her favorite is still the doctor's strawberry jam.

"For dessert, can you give me strawberry jam?" She began to cheekily ask the doctor for food.

"Just jam?" The doctor asked rhetorically, Zhong Jing was good that she could eat, but it was not a solution for her to always eat jam.

"Isn't that possible?" Zhong Jing asked rhetorically, she has only eaten jam for the past few days, and the sweet and sour feeling couldn't be better.

"No, you can't." The doctor replied decisively.

"And what do I eat?" Zhong Jing read the fragrance of the jam, couldn't help swallowing saliva, grabbed the doctor's arm, and began to be coquettish, "Doctor, you are the best, you can help me get rid of drugs for free, just give me a little more jam to eat." ”

The doctor does not speak.

"Doctor. Doctor. Good man, doctor, give me a little to eat. I'm the nicest person in the world, and your jam is the best in the world. I especially like you as a nice person, and I especially like your jam. After Zhong Jing finished speaking, she was almost disgusted by her own words, after all, being coquettish or something is not her strong point, and it is also for a person she has never seen before, but in order to eat, she is also out of the way.

"If you like my jam, don't say you like me as a person. Think clearly before you speak. ”

"Alas, alas. Doctor, don't you be so direct, okay? Can't you pretend to be confused? Zhong Jing failed to be coquettish, let go of the doctor's hand, leaned into the sofa and stopped talking, but her face was not very good.

The doctor looked at Zhong Jing, who was in a tantrum for a while, and said to the assistant, "Let the kitchen make some snacks with strawberry jam." ”

Zhong Jing's face suddenly improved, and he took the initiative to hold the doctor's arm, "Doctor, you are really the best." ”

"Loosen." The doctor's face suddenly became bad, how can anyone be so good to a person just for eating? Is he not as good as strawberry jam as a big living person?

"Doctor, are you angry?" Zhong Jing couldn't see, and his hearing became very sharp.

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