During the meal, Le Yao's love has been unstable, I know that she must be panicked before she gets my affirmative answer, after all, she is just a woman, and she is different from Jian Wei and Mi Cai, she is a woman who is very dependent on others, she looks very arrogant, but in fact she is the most insecure.

This dinner was finally eaten in silence between the two of them, and I helped Le Yao book a room in the hotel near the train station.

Before leaving, Le Yao grabbed my arm and asked, "Zhaoyang, when will you give me an answer?" ”

"Soon." I replied succinctly, I have to make a choice in this matter, because Le Yao can't afford to wait.

Le Yao let go of my arm, nodded and said, "Then I'll wait for you to make a decision in Xuzhou." ”

"Hmm...... You have a good rest, call me if you have something, I'll go first. After saying that, I left the hotel in Le Yao's expectant eyes.

……

I sat on the street bench under the light and shadow of the city with a beer in my hand, looking at the cars in front of me with a little blank, my confusion was completely due to the lack of choice, if I gave up my job to go to Suzhou for Le Yao, how should I explain to Li Xiaoyun? Or is the explanation useful?

If I don't go to Suzhou, it means that I will watch Le Yao fall into the abyss in helplessness, I can't do it, because I think of her suffering the humiliation of being slapped by other actresses for my job opportunity, my heart twitches, this kind of convulsions make me miserable, and only by agreeing to Le Yao's request will I get rid of such pain.

In the tearing of the choice, I felt helpless and dazed...... The ringing of my mobile phone accompanied by a cold wind woke me up from my daze.

I laboriously took out my mobile phone from my pocket and looked at the number, it was Li Xiaoyun calling, and then I remembered that I had promised her that I would have dinner with her, and it was already half past nine at this time.

I connected the phone with complicated feelings, but waited silently for Li Xiaoyun on the other end of the phone to speak first.

"Zhaoyang, did you pick up your friend?"

I said apologetically, "Well, I just had a meal with her......"

Li Xiaoyun responded in a low tone: "That's how it should be." ”

"Have you eaten?"

“…… Not yet, has been waiting for you. Li Xiaoyun was silent for a while before saying.

"Then I'll go to you now, and I'll accompany you to eat."

"Hmm."

"Don't you like Western food, I'll invite you to Fez for grilled steak."

Li Xiaoyun finally smiled and said: "You've eaten it all, so you don't have to spend so much, just eat whatever you want." After thinking about it, he said, "Let's go eat rice noodles, I haven't eaten rice noodles for a long time." ”

"Good ......" I answered, but the word rice noodles were brought into the picture of eating rice noodles with Mi Cai in Suzhou, but after a flash, there was a very subtle feeling in my heart, this feeling reminded me of CC, Robben, Fang Yuan, Yan Yan, Mi Cai, "Empty City" restaurant, and these people or things are all related to Suzhou, but it represents a kind of beauty that makes me nostalgic, and this beauty makes me suddenly miss my life in Suzhou.

Obviously, I am disgusted with Yiqiē in Suzhou, why do I miss it at this moment, and what is the reason for such a change in my mentality? I don't really understand! And people don't really know much about themselves in many cases.

……

Twenty minutes later, Li Xiaoyun and I met at a rice noodle shop, and Li Xiaoyun asked for a bowl of rice noodles, and I sat opposite her to eat with her.

Li Xiaoyun didn't eat fast, she looked at me, who had been silent, and asked, "What did your friend come to you for?" ”

I didn't know how to answer for a while, but after a long time, I said, "There's something I can help me with." ”

Li Xiaoyun smiled and said, "It shouldn't be a small matter, right?" ”

"How do you know?"

"It's not a big deal, how can you go to Xuzhou to find you...... But this is a private matter between you and your friends, and I won't ask. ”

I looked at Li Xiaoyun, and there was a sour feeling in my heart, in fact, she is really a very decent, very good woman, I am full of good feelings for her, so it is difficult for me to choose to leave Xuzhou, plus we already have a marriage contract, if we really quit our job and choose to go back to Suzhou, it will undoubtedly be fatal to our feelings.

I nodded, and fell silent again, but the tearing feeling in my heart intensified.

Finally, when Li Xiaoyun was about to finish eating, I took a deep breath and said to Li Xiaoyun with solemnity: "Xiaoyun, I want to discuss something with you......"

Li Xiaoyun looked at me suspiciously, and said for a while: "You say." ”

“…… My friend's music bar had a problem, and I might have to go to Suzhou to help out for a while. I spoke after a long silence.

Li Xiaoyun almost subconsciously frowned and asked, "You go to Suzhou, what about work?" ”

After another deathly silence, I whispered, "I'm going to quit this job, I know it's abrupt......"

Before I finished my words, I was angrily interrupted by Li Xiaoyun: "You know that Tang Tu shouldn't have made such a decision...... Don't you know how many all-nighters you have survived and how much effort you have put in in order to gain a foothold in Orson advertising? ”

"I don't have a choice, I hope you support my decision, okay?"

Li Xiaoyun laughed angrily and asked, "Then what about our relationship?" How long will you stay in Suzhou? ”

"I don't know how long I'm going to stay, if you want, you can wait for me to come back......"

"When you come back, you will find a new job, and then let me cooperate with you to re-cultivate the relationship? …… Sorry I can't. ”

"Xiao Yun, don't be so extreme, okay? My friend's bar has invested more than a million yuan, borrowed a large amount of loan sharks, and the bar is also in a big situation, do you let me watch her die and not save her? ”

Li Xiaoyun nodded heavily and said, "Zhaoyang, what I appreciate most is your honesty, can you answer me a few questions honestly?" ”

"Yes." I replied with little hesitation.

"Is that friend of yours a man or a woman?"

Li Xiaoyun's first question caught me off guard, and it took a while to whisper back, "She is a woman." ”

After I finished speaking, Li Xiaoyun's expression suddenly became ugly, and it took a long time to ask me again: "What is the relationship between you and her?" ”

"Friends."

"Friends? Is an ordinary friend worth giving up your great job prospects? Or even our feelings? ”

I was upset, but I gritted my teeth and said, "I have to help with this...... Because that's what I owe her. ”

"Well, if you insist on doing so, I won't force you, and I won't force you to come, but I still want you to go back and ask your parents to see if they agree with you doing this." After Li Xiaoyun finished speaking, he picked up the handbag that was placed aside and left with resentment.

The opposite side of me was suddenly empty, looking at the bowl of rice noodles that Li Xiaoyun hadn't finished eating, I felt in pain again that my life was being ruthlessly torn apart by fate......