Tong Xiaoxin smiled faintly, her eyes glancing out of the glass from time to time, even though the person, the car, and the past had completely left, but the throbbing could never be erased.

"Xiaoxin." Guo Ziming could feel it, in today's date, Tong Xiaoxin's mind was not between them, and he didn't know what she was paying attention to.

"Huh? What's wrong? Tong Xiaoxin retracted her gaze again, looking at Guo Ziming opposite, and Ning Xiuji was still replaying in her mind.

This is not the first time I have met Ning Xiuji in Germany, to be exact, it is the second time, sometimes Tong Xiaoxin will secretly feel that the world is really small, and the earth is really round, if you want to completely disappear from a person forever, such a simple thing cannot be realized.

"Next week we're going to see the dresses. My parents came from Shanghai this weekend. After getting engaged, they will stay here for a month. ”

"Oh. Then let's go pick up my uncle and aunt together. After Tong Xiaoxin finished speaking, she lowered her head and stirred the coffee in the coffee cup, and the small ripples in the circle seemed to ripple in her heart, obviously wanting to be calm, but she was always disturbed.

The past comes to disturb the present.

The old to disturb the new.

It's like walking into a whirlpool, and every time I feel like I've found an exit, I can run for my life, but every time I fail.

"I'm going to the bathroom." Tong Xiaoxin stood up, and she began to whirl and struggle in the whirlpool again.

"Hmm." Guo Ziming nodded, looked at Tong Xiaoxin's thin body that was almost about to run away, and shouted softly, "Xiaoxin-"

Tong Xiaoxin turned around, "What's the matter?" ”

"Actually, you can change your name to my parents, Mom and Dad." The corners of Guo Ziming's mouth on both sides are upturned, like a bent moon, which makes people feel very comfortable.

Tong Xiaoxin was stunned for a moment, the corners of her mouth curled, nodded slightly, and turned her head to run to the bathroom.

Leaning on the edge of the sink with her arms crossed, she lowered her head and looked at her toes, her mind seemed to be blank, but it seemed to be stuffed with a lot of things, a mess, a mess, and a mess that couldn't be unraveled.

Guo Ziming is a native of Shanghai and is very good to people, she said that she would be with him for the rest of her life, how could she suddenly be sad because he asked her to call his parents and parents?

Sad, because it is unacceptable? Or is it because you can't forget jì?

The inexplicable panic was like a demonic beast climbing out of her heart, stretching out her magic grasp, and kept grabbing Tong Xiaoxin's heart, making her depressed and dull about to collapse.

"Xiaoxin? What are you doing? Guo Ziming waited for more than half an hour, but still didn't see Tong Xiaoxin come back, so he found the bathroom, but what he didn't want to see was her helpless appearance.

"Nothing. Maybe I didn't have a good rest last night, I have a headache, and I want to be alone. I'm sorry. Tong Xiaoxin raised her head, a little pale face, and forcibly squeezed out some smiles, Guo Ziming is a good man, she can't live up to him, can't she?

"Did you catch a cold?" Guo Ziming took Tong Xiaoxin's hand and walked out, "Let's go to the hospital." Your body has been bad. ”

"I don't care. It would be nice to go back and take a break. Tong Xiaoxin's face became more and more ugly, the pregnant woman in front of her was getting closer and closer to her, and finally she screamed 'ah', broke free from Guo Ziming's hand, squatted on the ground, held her head, and her body trembled.

"Xiaoxin!" Guo Ziming hurriedly squatted down and hugged Tong Xiaoxin in his arms, "It's okay." It's okay. Don't be afraid. That thing is in the past. Don't think about it. ”

"Ah Ming......" Tong Xiaoxin trembled for a while before finding her voice, "Ah Ming......"

"I'm here. Don't be afraid. Don't think about it, be obedient. Guo Ziming gently patted Tong Xiaoxin's back, she cried, he knew.

"My legs are weak and I can't stand up."

"I'll carry you out." Guo Ziming turned around and squatted in front of Tong Xiaoxin, "Come up." Put your arms around my neck and we'll go back. ”

"Hmm." Tong Xiaoxin stretched out her sour arm and hooked Guo Ziming's neck, and he picked her up and walked out.

Guo Ziming felt sorry for Tong Xiaoxin, it had been so long since that incident, he thought that she had come out of the shadow, but who knew that it had not changed at all.

Tong Xiaoxin rented a small apartment near the school and lived alone, the landlord was a lovely old German lady, who had never been married in her life, but there was never a shortage of children around her to come to see her, and those children were all students who lived in her house and were taken care of by her.

Guo Ziming carried Tong Xiaoxin back to the apartment, took out the key and opened the door.

The landlady came over and offered to help, and asked Tong Xiaoxin where she was uncomfortable.

"Would you like to have some wine? Settle down and get some sleep, maybe it's much more comfortable. The old lady put the key on the coffee table in Tong Xiaoxin's house and said.

Tong Xiaoxin shook her head, "Thank you, Auntie, I won't drink." ”

"My girlfriend doesn't drink at all." Guo Ziming also said.

"Then get some rest. I'll go first. The old lady hugged Tong Xiaoxin and left.

Tong Xiaoxin rubbed her temples, she had never drunk since that night, she had done something wrong when she was drunk, she always had to remember it for a long time.

"I put the bath water away, took a shower and went back to sleep." Guo Ziming came out of the bathroom, his hands were full of water because he tested the water temperature, and his fingertips were dripping with water droplets.

"Hmm." Tong Xiaoxin stood up, took a change of clothes and went into the bathroom.

Guo Ziming sat where she had just sat down, her knees slightly apart, leaning forward, her arms casually on her knees, her fingers clasped, her eyes fell on the door panel of the bathroom, and the room was a little strangely quiet.

As the day of engagement approached, Tong Xiaoxin's love became more and more unstable, and Guo Ziming often felt that when she was with him, even if she looked at him, she did not have his presence in her eyes.

Her unstable feelings made him panic, she was his girlfriend and was about to become his fiancée, but he couldn't catch her at all.

"Xiaoxin, open the door." Guo Ziming took a few deep breaths, stood up and knocked on the bathroom door.

Tong Xiaoxin fell asleep immediately while lying in the bathtub, she thought that Guo Ziming had left, but she didn't want him to knock on the door.

She looked at the door panel with some panic, jumped out of the bathtub, and quickly locked the door, holding the doorknob against the door panel.

"Xiaoxin? Open the door. Guo Ziming insisted.

Tong Xiaoxin didn't know how to respond, she covered her heart with one hand, breathing violently, but she couldn't speak.

If you say no, you can't say it.

If you don't refuse, you can't do it yourself.

She has been with Guo Ziming for a long time, and compared to the classmates around her, they are a long-term couple. There are many classmates and friends who talk about friends and live together within a week, but she just can't accept Guo Ziming to spend the night here, and she can't dress very casually in front of him, let alone have any intimate behavior.

Guo Ziming never forced Tong Xiaoxin, after all, he accompanied her through the most difficult time, he didn't know her past, but he knew the price she paid for the past, so he always tolerated her and gave her time to adapt to him.

Tong Xiaoxin can feel these and is very grateful to Guo Ziming for his respect for her.

However, today he is so stubborn, and he is deadlocked with her in a completely persecutive attitude.

"Xiaoxin, we are about to get engaged, there is nothing we can't do." Guo Ziming twisted the doorknob, the inside was locked, he couldn't open it, and suddenly felt very frustrated.

"Ah Ming, I'm tired. You go back first. Tong Xiaoxin couldn't be silent any longer, and after thinking about it for a long time, she said these two words.

"You're tired, you can count on me. Wouldn't it be better for me to stay? can accompany you. ”

"Ah Ming......" Tong Xiaoxin cried and choked up, "I'm sorry, I can't do it yet...... I...... Sorry ......"

Guo Ziming didn't speak again, nor did he shake the doorknob and pat the door again.

Tong Xiaoxin was out of breath crying, gasping for breath, and her voice was fragmented, "I'm sorry...... It's my bad ......."

"I'll go first, you have a good rest." Guo Ziming was silent for a long time, dropped a sentence, and left a little dejectedly.

Tong Xiaoxin's ears were close to the door panel, and when she heard the sound of the security door being locked, her heart collapsed as if she couldn't bear it anymore, she slid on the ground, leaned against the door panel, and cried heartbreakingly.

"Why am I so useless?! Why?! Why am I so useless?! She screamed over and over again, anger, grievance and humiliation, burning her like a fire.

******

Frankfurt.

Gu Dongning quickly stopped the car, rushed upstairs and ran into the ward.

"Mom, where's Tanabata?"

"The nurse took it for the injection." Ning Keyan smiled with relief, "We have finally passed the dangerous period of Qixi Festival, and I suddenly cried in the morning, and the crying was terrible, and the doctor came to see it and said that it was going to be good." ”

Gu Dongning nodded, her daughters have woken up, Yiru should be about to wake up, right?

He went over and sat on the edge of the hospital bed, stroking Bai Yiru's cold face and the bloodless lips.

She had been in a coma for almost five months.

Zhong Jing pushed open the door and came in, and when she saw Gu Dongning, who she hadn't seen for a long time, she exclaimed excitedly: "Big brother, have you come to see your sister-in-law?" How's things going? ”

"It's time for the crunch moment." Gu Dongning responded, glanced at Zhong Jing, and then turned back to look at Bai Yiru, he has been busy lately, and he hasn't been to the hospital for about twenty days.

"I think Jason and Gu Qiaozhi have been quite close recently, so there shouldn't be any problem." Although Zhong Jing didn't go back to help Gu Dongning deal with things, she was also very concerned.

"We've got to speed up, Jason's boyfriend will come back in a few days, and he'll not have the heart to do anything." Gu Dongning heard Jason say two days ago that his boyfriend would come back at the end of the month, and now Jason is already so excited that he can't do it.

"Incomprehensible." Zhong Jing shrugged and shook his head, Jason is already very unacceptable, and he still likes men. "Tanabata is back." She happened to be standing facing the door, and as soon as the nurse appeared, she found out.

Gu Dongning also stood up, walked over, and hugged Gu Qixi from the nurse's hand.

The little guy waved his two hands, his toothless mouth cracked and laughed, and he tried to grab Gu Dongning's chin with his hand.

"Tanabata, call Dad." Gu Dongning finally showed her first smile in a while, and her daughter was finally fine.

"Giggles." Gu Qixi looked at Gu Dongning and smiled, grabbed a handful of his clothes by the way, buried his head in his arms, and licked it.

"Haha. Big brother, little Tanabata is looking for milk. When you're a sister-in-law. Zhong Jing laughed and teased Gu Qixi in the past, "Qixi, call my aunt." Call Auntie. ”

"Giggles." Gu Qixi was tickled by Zhong Jing, and smiled more happily, his little eyes wandered around, stopped at Bai Yiru, and suddenly said for a long time, "Hm~mm~"

"Oh my God! Big brother, Tanabata will call Mom! Zhong Jing looked at Gu Dongning with wide eyes in surprise.

Gu Dongning was also excited, "Qixi Festival, call mom again." Scream. Maybe Bai Yiru will wake up.

Gu Qixi looked left and right, saliva flowed from the corner of his mouth, stretched out his tongue and licked his mouth, unaware of the excitement of Gu Dongning and Zhong Jing.

"Mom-Mom-" Gu Dongning hugged Gu Qixi to Bai Yiru's side and taught her to call her mother, "Qixi, come and call Mom, Mom-Mom-"

Zhong Jing took a handkerchief and wiped Gu Qixi's saliva.

Gu Qixi was hugged by Gu Dongning, but his body threw himself out, and his two arms stretched out long, wanting to touch Bai Yiru's face.

Gu Dongning simply leaned forward as well, so that Gu Qixi could touch Bai Yiru.

Gu Qixi finally caught Bai Yiru's nose, and happily 'giggled', babbling a few times, and once again came out with an inaccurate pronunciation of "M-h-"

"Sister-in-law, we will call our mother on the Chinese Valentine's Day, you will wake up soon!" Zhong Jing was on the side of the dress, and she was also lying next to Bai Yiru, her eyes were a little red.

"Well~" Gu Qixi screamed more and more happily, one mother after another kept screaming, and her fat little hands grabbed Bai Yiru's face.

Ning Ke went out and came back, walked to the door of the ward, and heard a child calling his mother, he was stunned at first, and then laughed.

She walked in and saw her son holding her granddaughter, both of whom were like children, teasing Bai Yiru.

"Auntie, I'm going to call my mother on Tanabata!" Zhong Jing was holding a handkerchief in her hand, Gu Qixi was always smiling, she was always drooling, and she had to be ready to deal with her at all times.

"It's good, it's good." Ning Ke smiled so much that tears flew out of the corners of his eyes.

"Yiru!" Gu Dongning suddenly shouted excitedly, attracting everyone's attention from Gu Qixi to Bai Yiru.

The corners of Bai Yiru's eyes were crying again, one by one, and there were a lot of tears, not one or two drops. However, her eyes were still tightly closed, and her unconscious state did not change because of tears.

Gu Dongning's excited heart cooled down.

Zhong Jing went to call the doctor again and sent Bai Yiru for an examination.

"It's always good to shed tears, Dongning, Qixi have woken up, Chiayi and Yiru will be fine." I'd rather cheer up my son.

Gu Dongning nodded, everyone said that Bai Yiru would get better, but as the days passed, the feeling in his heart changed from anxiety to despair, and it was so hard along the way, and it was still unknown in the future.