Chapter 270: Dignity

Zhao Changqing cried bitterly.

No matter how good Chu Yu is, he is at a loss when he encounters Zhao Changqing's sad crying, Chu Yu thought that Zhao Changqing was sad for him, persuaded and persuaded him, and said, "It's all in the past." Don't do this, I'm feeling uncomfortable. ”

Zhao Changqing gritted her teeth, looked at Chu Yu with tears in her eyes, and asked word by word, "Brother Chu, do you still remember the days when we got married?" ”

No matter how smart Chu Yu was, his reaction was also fast, and his face couldn't help but change slightly. Zhao Changqing clenched her fists tightly, her nails pinched into her palms, and she could speak calmly, she said, "It was the Shu Wangfu that sent the qin over, and you mentioned the family matter." If it weren't for the piano in the Shu Palace, there shouldn't be any family affairs, right? At that time, you didn't want to marry me, it was the Chu family that needed a proof to prove that the Chu family was at peace at that time. A family that was preparing to marry and have children for its son showed no signs of rebellion, at least then. ”

Chu Yu said, "If that's the case, I can also marry other families." ”

"The Yue family is a book in the imperial capital, the Chu family is a general on the edge of the town, if the Chu family wants to marry a more prominent family, how will the first emperor think of the Chu family! The Chu family will only fall faster. Only my home, is the most suitable. The position is low enough, low enough for the first emperor to reassure. We have known each other for many years, you only need to pretend to be infatuated, and the family conspires to make a bitter trick, and you can justify yourself without appearing abrupt. Chu Yu listened to Zhao Changqing's words and thought to herself, she is really not the stupid girl she used to be, she is so keen and smart, she has seen through him. Zhao Changqing said, "It's me who is too stupid, I really believe that you treat me sincerely." How could you tell me about the Chu family's plan, and how could you quit your family before your family's accident, I was part of your family's plan! Right? ”

"Do you know how I've spent my years? After the accident at your house, I didn't have any idea, I wanted to see you, but I was afraid that it would affect the family. Later, at some point, your family was secretly escorted away, and then I heard that you died before you arrived in the imperial capital. I thought that you were so good to me before, and you wanted to marry me because of my low background, but if something happened to your family, I shrank at home and didn't dare to move. I've felt guilty for this all my life, and I bought back your yard, your courtyard, and the apricot blossom forest. How can you lie to me like that! Zhao Changqing's tears couldn't stop flowing, "...... You also asked me if my parents were compatible, would I not marry like Zhao Rong. You won't even tell me a thing or two about your life, how can I not get married? How can a woman live in her mother's house for the rest of her life without marriage? Chu Yu, after you left, people kept coming to the door to say goodbye, it's not that there are no suitable people. However, every time I think about marrying someone else, I feel sorry for you. I bury our genthep under the acacia tree in our yard, and every year when the grapes are ripe I go and make many, many wines under the vines......"

Chu Yu thought that he was hard-hearted and couldn't help his eyes were slightly astringent, and he said, "Sister Qing, we met when you were five years old, could it be that all those years were fake?" Am all my things pretending? Before, I couldn't stand you...... Today, I'm real. ”

Zhao Changqing wiped away his tears and got up to leave, Chu Yu said, "Maybe I shouldn't come back, if I don't come back, I will always be the previous Brother Chu in your heart." ”

"In my life, I really know what happiness is when I get to know you. If I hadn't known you, maybe I wouldn't be where I am today. Zhao Changqing's eyes flashed, "Someone said before, maybe it's because of my hard life, and your family is unlucky." At that time, I thought, if my life is really bad and I kill your family, if there is an afterlife, I would rather never know you again, and I hope you are safe. But it would be very unwilling, and I felt that if I could no longer know you, who else would be as good to me as you were. Chu Yu, you are such an extremely smart person, everyone is played by you, but you don't know how to love someone. You're a fake, but all these years, I'm real. What I said to you before is true, and what I say to you now is still true, and I really hope that you are safe. I hope you are doing well at all times. She knows that Chu Yu is not easy, but who is easy in this world? She really hoped that Chu Yu would be well, but she was really tired.

Zhao Changqing was about to leave, and Chu Yu said, "I'll send you." ”

The paths in the garden are twists and turns, spring flowers bloom, bees and butterflies dance, and it is prosperous and lively. Chu Yu took her to an attic and said, "Go in and freshen up, your eyes are swollen." ”

Zhao Changqing didn't want people to see that the wolf was coming, so he went in and washed his face again and evened out the fat powder. Chu Yu poured tea for her, Zhao Changqing took it and drank it, Chu Yu couldn't be more astute, seeing that Zhao Changqing still believed him, he couldn't help asking, "Do you want to take a break." It's lunch time, and you won't be able to catch up with the meal when you get to Xishan Temple. ”

Zhao Changqing refused, "No need." ”

"It's just a casual meal, I'm ready to go."

Zhao Changqing said, "That's not necessary, I'll go home first." ”

Chu Yu said, "It just so happens that I also want to go back to the city." Your carriage is at the foot of the mountain, and there is only Yahuan by your side, so I will send someone to the temple and say, you can go back to the city with me. ”

Zhao Changqing was about to refuse, but Chu Yu said, "Otherwise, I won't worry." ”

Zhao Changqing turned his face away and wiped away his tears, "I don't know why, I always want to cry when I see you." ”

Chu Yu sighed lightly, "I always make you sad." ”

"You stay, I'll go first."

Chu Yu had to stop, "Don't cry, I won't send it." Looking at Zhao Changqing walking away, Chu Yu thought, probably no one will treat me like Changqing in the future.

Zhao Changqing walked on the mountain road, she didn't want to have anything to do with Chu Yu anymore, Chu Yu died, she felt guilty and sad. Chu Yu is alive, she is still sad, but she no longer feels guilty. The guilt that had been weighing heavily on my heart for more than ten years had all vanished when it was determined that Chu Yu did not really ask to marry her.

How could a noble son really fall in love with a commoner girl? This kind of thing has only been seen in the play, and it must only be in the play.

In the past, she felt that she was not worthy of Chu Yu, but now she is finally worthy, but she finds that those feelings are all fake.

Life is so unsatisfactory, the last life was cowardly and cowardly, and more than 20 years of nesting days have passed. In this life, she worked so hard, and in the end, she was not much happier than in the previous life. Fortunately, there is no joy in this life, but dignity is gained.

Therefore, she was able to straighten her spine from Chu Yu's courtyard.

The author has something to say: I called my mother for two hours at night, and I wanted to code out the end of the chapter~~~ Wait for tomorrow~~~ Good night, go to bed early~~~~~