Ninety-three-zero is lonely and has no road
No matter how affectionate two people are, they can only be old with sycamores, and it is rare for mandarin ducks to die, there is always one person who wants to ask first, and there is always one person who wants to experience the lovesickness of yin and yang in the world.
The royal family of Murong of the Taizheng Dynasty actually passed away two imperial concubines in less than a year, which has never been done before, the funeral of Concubine Xiao who died in the spring was very grand, the reason is that Concubine Xiao is the Xiao family, there are Empress Dowager Xiao and Prime Minister Xiao Cheng in the funeral of his concubine, naturally can not be sloppy, plus Concubine Xiao is the most favored concubine of the first emperor during his lifetime, although he has no children under his knees, but Empress Dowager Xiao ordered her own son to be the emperor as the adopted son of the Empress Dowager Xiao, which is equivalent to the funeral of the emperor's mother, this ceremony is naturally sloppy, The emperor personally wore linen and filial piety to send the concubine into the soil, and although Concubine Chen gave birth to a son for Emperor Tiande, she was also favored, but her family was a cloth cloth, and she had no relatives and friends to be officials in the court, not to mention that the emperor is now in poor health, so Concubine Chen's funeral is very simple, although the emperor posthumously named her a concubine, but she was not buried according to the specifications of the concubine, it seems a little deserted, people go to tea and cool, the former owner of Yongning Palace has passed away, leaving a few lines of tears of the palace maid, but Concubine Chen's son Murong Minghui, the king of Luoyang, was raised by Empress Xiao, When he was young, he couldn't understand the heart-rending pain of losing his mother, but now his world is simple.
Zi Yan doesn't think that she is a person who is too easily sentimental, but this time she can't help but feel sad in the face of Concubine Chen's departure, and like Wanruo, she almost washed her face with tears for three days, the relationship between her and Concubine Chen is not as deep as Ruo, but she is also Zi Yan's second good sister who can talk to the emperor's family in addition to Wanruo, after ending Concubine Chen's funeral, Zi Yan dragged a somewhat heavy body back home, she stayed in Yongning Palace almost unanimously for the past three days, guarding Concubine Chen with Wanruo, and almost did not see Zhongli Wenjun for three daysSeeing that the little prince Murong Minghui lost his mother when he was young, and was raised by Empress Xiao, Zi Yan thought of herself, as if it was a repetition of her tragedy back then, but at that time, she was like Murong Minghui now, she didn't know the gains and losses, and she didn't know the joys and sorrows. Zi Yan's mother died due to difficult childbirth, so Zi Yan was raised by the then Empress Xiao and now the Empress Dowager Xiao, so the brotherhood between Zi Yan and the emperor and King Fu is very deep.
After dinner, Zhongli Wenjun used to go back to the study to deal with business, or read and paint, this time it was no exception, he just wanted to get up and leave, Zi Yan on the side stretched out his hand to stop, "Wenjun, don't go, stay and talk to me, okay?" ”
Looking back suddenly, Zhongli Wenjun faced Zi Yan who was a little pitiful, and in an instant he felt pity, and couldn't help but look at Zi Yan carefully, but she had lost a lot of weight in a few days, only to see her eyes with tears, slightly red and swollen, it turned out that her tearful appearance was also moving, sharing the bed for so long in Wen Jun's heart Zi Yan has always been a worry-free girl, a girl who doesn't know how to be sad and sad, but he ignored the beauty of her tears, In fact, every woman's crying in front of her beloved is moving, but he Zhongli Wenjun only recognizes the tears in his heart, but he doesn't know the tears on the pillow, fortunately he recognized that he was wrong, so that he can make up for this woman who can really cry freely in his arms.
Thinking about Zhongli Wenjun, remorse swelled up in his heart, and he couldn't help but hold Zi Yan's hand for a long time without saying a word, "Wenjun, I want to ask you something, I want you to answer me honestly." Zi Yan held back her tears and said very strictly.
"If I had known it, I would not have concealed it from you." Although Zhongli Wenjun didn't know what Zi Yan wanted to ask, he still gave her a guarantee and calmness that could comfort her heart, but he didn't dare to look into Zi Yan's eyes, for fear that she would see through her disguised calmness, the last thing they wanted to face each other was still about Wanruo, and the stars were changing, and for more than two years, it seemed that she and Wen Jun had become the most familiar stranger, but Zi Yan could see that Wen Jun's heart still didn't completely belong to her, although she seemed to be a stranger to Wen Jun, Wen Jun's heart was still towards her, never far away.
Ziyan Road; "How much do you know about sister-in-law and concubine?" Zi Yan asked.
Still mentioned Wanruo, Zhongli Wenjun's heart softened slightly, but on the surface it still seemed light, "I don't know much about them, but I heard Wanruo say that she and Concubine Song Yunsleeve are the only two show girls in Langya who were selected to enter the palace, they hit it off at first sight, they talked about everything, and they became good sisters, and they vowed that if one person is favored, he will not forget his good sisters, who would have thought that if he was a princess, Song Yunsleeve was outstanding, stood out, became a concubine, and won the emperor's favor, and in less than a year, she was promoted to Concubine Chen, only one step away from being ranked as the fourth lady, as if the identity is different from Concubine Chen, so there is no conflict of interest, so the sisterhood is deeper, and many secrets are known to her, such as the lotus silk qin is recommended by her to the emperor, and you know better than me about the rest of the matter. ”
Obviously, Wen Jun's answer made Zi Yan not satisfied, she pouted and said, isn't this what people listen to, for example, is there any conflict between them?
"Contradiction, I haven't heard of it, as if she doesn't recognize me after amnesia, the two of us have never been alone, your relationship has always been very good, I think you should know better than me." Of course, Zhongli Wenjun knew what the contradiction Zi Yan was asking, but he had promised King Fu that he would not be able to tell Zi Yan about the emperor's several frivolous things until he had to.
Zi Yan saw that Zhongli Wenjun said sincerely, completely non-perfunctory, and believed it, "I also know that I shouldn't ask you, but Brother Wang refuses to say it, and sister-in-law and Concubine Chen also refuse to say, I always feel that there is something unsolvable between sister-in-law and Concubine Chen, sister-in-law is a soft-hearted and affectionate person, and if Concubine Chen's illness was not for Concubine Chen's deathbed to ask me to invite her into the palace, then my sister-in-law barely stepped into Yongning Palace half a step, they are good sisters, this is not like sister-in-law's personality, I think there must be something in it, But after Concubine Chen left, she saw her sister-in-law's grief-stricken appearance, as if things were not as I thought before, what was going on? Zi Yan was very conflicted, she stared at Wen Jun, eager to ask for an answer from the other party's eyes, to help her untie the knots in her heart.
Wen Jun's slender fingers gently wandered on the back of Zi Yan's hand, and he replied in the face of Zi Yan's suspicions, "Zi Yan has some things that are still confused, since they don't want you to know, then there must be their reasons, why do you have to pursue it, it's not good to arouse their old injuries, it's better to go with the flow, since it has nothing to do with you, you should not know anything, and now a grievance has come to an end with Concubine Chen's entry into the ground, and no one will mention it anymore, so why should you, a bystander, ask more." ”
Listening to Wen Jun's eloquent persuasion Zi Yan lowered her head and thought about it for a long time, although there was still a pimple in her heart, she had been a person who loved to get to the bottom of things since she was a child, and now she didn't get an answer and wanted to return to Zi Yan halfway, but after thinking about it carefully, she also felt that what Wen Jun said was reasonable, everyone had gone, and what was the point of pursuing everything in his life? After thinking about it, Zi Yan slowly raised her head, and said in a snort, Wen Jun, what you said is very true, I will listen to you all, just as if it was all over, but I was really uncomfortable to see Concubine Chen leave so alone, I don't know why I was sad when Concubine Xiao died, but it was not as powerful as this time, is it really like this when I grow up.
In the face of Zi Yan's slightly sentimental words, Wen Jun's heart also couldn't help but swell up a little melancholy, "Maybe you have really grown up, maybe it is your affection with Concubine Chen that is better than the affection with Concubine Xiao, in short, people can't be resurrected after death, and we who are alive have to live well, Zi Yan and I have been tired of you for the past two days, so let's rest early." Wen Jun touched Zi Yan's tear-stained face distressedly.
"Wen Jun, I saw Concubine Chen die so lonely, and there was no one to accompany her, it was really uncomfortable, Minghui was still so young, he went to his mother, and the imperial brother was also affectionate to her, the moment I saw her lying alone in the coffin, my heart was empty, if Wen Jun dies one day, I want you to carry me into the coffin, I want you to send me away in person." Zi Yan snuggled in Wen Jun's arms and said with sadness, tears falling in her eyes, and her face was full of sadness.
Zhongli Wenjun saw Zi Yan so fragile and sad for the first time, and when it came to life and death, Wen Jun, who had a bit of sad feelings, unconsciously became sad with his wife, but he was a man who couldn't cry lightly, and there was a melancholy between his eyebrows. Soon Wen Jun calmed down, he was Zi Yan's shoulder to rely on, how could he be fragile and sentimental at will, "You are talking nonsense, don't say this is unlucky, this life and death are natural, who can say accurately, who can guarantee who will go first, Zi Yan, the moonlight tonight is very good, I think it is better for us to go to the snow and enjoy the moon." Wen Jun smiled and helped Zi Yan away the tears on her cheeks, wanting to pull her out