This night, Mi Cai and I were not able to get back the household registration book, but each other drove away with a different love, walking through this city that does not look sad, I saw a couple of smiling and silent couples on the street surrounded by neon, this kind of smile, let me have the illusion that no one has ever done anything wrong between them, or, no one has ever done right and love, it is so in the repeated right and wrong, let a pair of men and women throw themselves into the net, staggered in intoxication and anesthesia

I don't seem to have much to say, because I always know what kind of life I want to live and how to deal with the relationship with Janeway, but I have to say something, so I finally said to her: "I did go to see Janeway that day and I comforted her, but as a friend, such a big change happened to her, I really can't rest assured, her character is too competitive, such a gap, I'm afraid it will make her go to extremes!" ”

Mi Cai didn't look at me, she replied without any emotion: "I'm driving, don't affect my concentration, you can talk slowly when you get home later." ”

I nodded, and continued to look at the buildings outside the car window, and suddenly I couldn't tell whether they were moving, or our car was moving, life is so numb, I dare not say that I am at ease, and I dare not say that it is above board! Some just go with the flow, and have no choice, as if they haven't missed anything, but in fact they have found nothing!

After a while, we returned to the old house, and we had not eaten until now, and I asked her again, "Shall we prepare dinner first, or will you quarrel with me first?" ”

Mi Cai was still calm: "Prepare dinner first." ”

"Then I'll go to the restaurant below to order food, and there's nothing left at home!"

"Go ahead, I'll clean up the house."

I nodded, pretending to be deep and said: "Sometimes it's like this, the blood of the ideal is drained, and it is too late to be praised, and in the end it is the soul that is perfunctory, and it is the depravity that struggles!" ”

Mi Cai finally looked at me

"Actually, I'm just talking nonsense, I'll go down first!"

Came downstairs to the restaurant that I have visited countless times, I smelled the spicy smell wafting from the kitchen, lit a cigarette, and waited patiently, I felt that I really didn't need to explain anything to Mi Cai, if she was angry, then beat me, even if I was beaten into a pig's head, and finally remember to reconcile with me as before, our relationship really can't stand the twists and turns, and can't be stained!

Half an hour later, I returned to the old house with the dinner I had bought, Mi Cai just cleaned up the sleeping room, but it was two sleeping rooms, she seemed to be planning to separate from me tonight, and told me with practical actions that she had a problem in her heart.

I knowingly asked, "Why did you clean up two rooms?" ”

"You can also divide the dinner you bought into two portions and go back to your room to eat."

"Why?"

"Because you're not a good talker!"

I fell into silence, because there was only so much to explain, I had just told her in the car, and to say more was a deliberate shirk of responsibility.

Mi Cai frowned and looked at me and asked, "Am I leaving you speechless?" ”

"It's me who has nothing to say, because I've confessed everything I should confess!"

"So it's up to me whether I can be forgiven or not, right? You're in for a treat! ”

"Don't dare to be nervous, if you don't feel angry, you can beat me, whatever you want, don't bring your current anger to the future, because I don't want to break up with you again."

This time, it was Mi Cai who was silent, and it took a long time to ask me: "Zhaoyang, everyone will encounter accidents at different stages of life, do you just plan to think about her for the rest of your life, as long as she encounters an accident and falls into a trough, you must comfort her?" Or is there no one else around her to do anything but you? I think that she needs your comfort, which can only prove that she still has an old affection for you as your fiancée, do you think I can accept it? Accept that your spirit will derail on me at any time! ”

"I can't accept it, but I really can't watch her do this before, I also experienced a very painful struggle."

"But you went anyway."

"Yes, but not for feelings, just to give her care like a friend If the same thing happens to CC, I will be obligated to comfort her!"

"It's a good obligation" When Mi Cai said this, she had already begun to choke, holding back the tears in her eyes to prevent it from falling.

"I'm not wrong, what is wrong is just to hide that you are actually not lucky, after I came back that day, I was going to tell you, but I heard on the phone that you were in a very bad mood, I didn't say it, and then I forgot about it, because in my opinion, I am very calm with Jian Wei, like an old friend, at least I never wanted to rekindle my old relationship with her, and we have both returned to Xuzhou, how can we still have the conditions to have something to happen to her? I really hope you don't deliberately amplify this with negative feelings. ”

Mi Cai finally cried: "I didn't mean to magnify, but I was more afraid of losing!" Zhaoyang, why can't you give me an absolute sense of security in this matter? I'm panicking, and I'm even sadder, you know? Do you know? ”

I seem to be a man who always lets the woman he loves cry, I am full of guilt, but I have nothing to say, because I am afraid of losing my words, stimulating her sensitive fragility, I reached out to hug her, let her stop crying, her tears are like steel needles inserted into my heart, making me full of pain!

Mi Cai desperately broke free, she looked at me angrily with tears in her eyes, and pinched my arms with both hands, but I knew her, but I didn't think it was punishment, on the contrary, she forgave me again, if she was dead, she wouldn't do anything, she wouldn't say, and she wouldn't defend me in front of Mi Zhongde's group, but this kind of anger had to forgive, it was once, twice, three times that would make her feel tired, and it would gradually approach her bottom line, and then she would never forgive!

This is something I can clearly recognize, I finally struggled to hold her in my arms, and promised: "Mi Cai, there really won't be a next time in this matter, the person I love now is you, all I look forward to is living with you for a lifetime, please believe me"

Mi Cai finally stopped arguing, but still cried and said, "I have believed you many times, but I have a hunch that your character will eventually harm us"

"No, definitely not, in the future, I will only stay quietly with you in Xuzhou to get married and have children, and I will never do these things that hurt you again. If you believe me for the last time, if you do it again, then I will be to blame for all the consequences caused by it! ”

Today's update,The first update,Let's check if there is a monthly pass in the account.,Although it's now tenth.,But it's still unstable.,It's likely to be overtaken.,Today is the last day.。 In addition, the monthly pass cannot be carried forward to the next month, and the system will automatically clear it at the end of the month!