129 and stealing life

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It was already dark, and it had been some time since Liu Dongshan went home, and Li Banxia still hadn't come back.

The rice was drying in the yard, and Ma was putting them in bags, and as he did so, he used a sieve to remove the black stuff inside.

Liu Ginkgo and Tian Tian were cooking dinner pots for the family, because Liu Ginkgo was uncomfortable when she smelled the smell of oil smoke, and most of them went to the garden to pick vegetables and wash vegetables, which was a start.

Liu Dongshan had nothing to do after he came back, wandering around the front and back of the house. As she turned around, she looked at the path in front of the house, wondering if it was dark and why she hadn't come back.

With such a big body, he always walked around in front of him, going back and forth twice, and Ma couldn't help but speak: "Dongshan, go to the front and take a look, why hasn't your daughter-in-law come back?" ”

Ma saw that his son had gone back and forth a few times, and he was obviously worried about his daughter-in-law who was traveling, so he simply asked him to go to the front to have a look.

Liu Dongshan nodded and said okay, and went out barefoot.

After a while, the people came back again, and standing on the road in front of them, they could see a long distance, and Li Banxia would definitely have to pass through that road if he came back. He watched there for a long time, and saw no sign that she was coming back.

"Also, your daughter-in-law went to the medicine administration store to prepare medicinal materials, and I don't know if I can rush back today, and even if I come back, I'm afraid it will be midnight, and I won't see anyone at this time."

Liu Dongshan thought that it was the same, but he was a little worried in his heart. This is the first time to go out in the middle of the summer, and I don't know how to get used to it outside. Although he was not worried that she was living outside, it was very dangerous to travel in the dark. I can't let go of my heart when I go up and down.

After dinner. After waiting for a while, the family couldn't come back for a while, so the family ate first. It won't be difficult to get her some to eat when she comes back.

At the dinner table, the family also talked about the recent illness of many people in Dayang Village. Ma vigorously told the three children not to kick the quilt when they went to bed at night, and to add more clothes when it was cold, and to be careful not to freeze or something. He also told Liu Xishan to take good care of his daughter-in-law, and now that she is pregnant, she must be careful and not be sloppy.

All three children are in good health. There was nothing sick, but Liu Angelica had a slight cough. Ma asked his sister-in-law to cook a bowl of ginger soup for the child after eating, so that he could drink it and then go to sleep.

When washing dishes. Ma talked to Liu Ginkgo about it, and when she got married in the middle of the summer, she didn't expect her to do anything for the family, but she hoped that Dongshan would have a companion and a mother for the child.

Unexpectedly. This daughter-in-law also has good medical skills. With her at home, no matter where there is a small illness or pain in the body, I will not be as worried and unsettled as before.

Speaking of this, Ma Shi glanced at Liu Yinxing's face with concern, "Yinxing, your face has been looking bad lately, is there something wrong with your body?" Catch up with Ming'er and ask your sister-in-law to show you. You don't know if something is wrong. ”

Liu Yinxing's face immediately showed nervousness, in addition to nervousness, there was also a kind of pain and fear on the verge of collapse.

Why? She had tried to forget about it. Why do they still haunt themselves like ghosts, no matter how much she struggles, she can't get rid of them?

She's so miserable, she's really in pain, don't you know! She really wants to die now, and when she dies, she doesn't have to be afraid of anything, she doesn't have to worry about anything. When she died, she was freed.

"Ginkgo biloba-ginkgo--what do you think of this kid?"

Ma was intimidated by her face. Rushed over and touched her head, and patted her face again. "I don't have a fever. Ginkgo, tell your mother honestly, what's wrong with you, why are you like a different person these days? ”

Liu Yinxing was about to blurt out and tell Ma about her experience, and she was about to be crushed by that incident alone. But she didn't dare, she didn't dare to bear the consequences of Ma knowing about this matter, and she couldn't afford the consequences of being known by others.

She couldn't take any chances, even if the other party was her mother, she couldn't believe it. She is now like a silkworm chrysalis afraid of the light of the outside world, wrapping herself firmly in a silkworm cocoon, impermeable. I'd rather suffocate alive and turn into a chrysalis in it, rather than dare to break free from the shell and break out-

What's more, even if her mother feels sorry for her, she will not kick her out of the house, and she will not point to her nose and scold her for destroying the Liu family. But she was a mother after all, and she would go crazy if she knew about it. She is emotionally out of control, and no one knows what she will do.

Mother knows, she can't think that this incident has not happened, and her radical and abnormal behavior will definitely attract the attention of others. Then the whole village will know, how will they look at her? By then, no matter how things changed, there would be no place for her in the village.

Moreover, knowing that this matter is not over, my mother will definitely marry her off quickly. What happens when you get married? Is it a fluke to be able to hide that incident, or will she be shaken out that night, when the time comes, not only her unfilial daughter, but even her father and mother will be scolded by each other. said that they raised an unclean daughter and made them marry a "money-loser".

As soon as she thought of this, Liu Yinxing felt that life was worse than death, and she was in pain. asked God vigorously, why is it her, why is it her, encountering this kind of thing?

"Ginkgo, you ...... This ...... What the hell is wrong with you? It turned out that unconsciously, Liu Ginkgo was already in tears, and she couldn't choke up.

Ma Shi was half frightened to death by her, and even his voice trembled.

"I didn't ...... Not...... Mother, I'm really fine...... I'm really fine, I really don't, you believe me......" Liu Yingxing finally couldn't help it, and cried.

"Good...... Okay, good...... You're fine, my ginkgo is fine, my mother believes in you......" At this moment, Ma Shi could only follow her words and try his best to appease her.

Liu Yinxing threw herself into her mother's arms, covering her mouth and crying. Tears flowed freely, but they were still afraid of being heard by the rest of the family.

Since the accident, she has rarely cried so much in front of her own mother. She was so scared, she was so scared that she trembled and couldn't sleep. But what she fears most is the boundless fear that has begun to spread in her heart these days.

These days, there have been some very strange changes in her body. That kind of change will deprive her of the last trace of fantasy and hope!

At first, she refused to think about it, but there was a living demonstration at home, how could she be allowed to escape or pretend not to know?

She couldn't believe it, she couldn't believe that God was so cruel to her. She hated her stomach, if she could, she really wanted to use a knife to cut her belly off, erase all the dirty memories that had been, she was still the ignorant but carefree Liu Ginkgo.

How nice that would be!

The last thing to do is to ask for a pair of medicine from her sister-in-law, regardless of whether it is real or fake, and let that nightmare be completely extinct from her stomach. However, she didn't dare to let her sister-in-law know, she could only rely on her own imagination and use some stupid methods. Even if she was making a fool of herself, she couldn't do nothing.

Just think about it, how can her body be okay after going through this series of things?

Liu Ginkgo has grown so big that she has always felt good about herself. She had never despised herself so much, she didn't expect that in this situation, she would still want to live in secret, and she didn't even have the courage to die.

She's really cowardly.

A girl like her doesn't deserve to be happy, right?

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