Chapter 13: A Tablet
I parked the car in a parking space on the side of the road and walked into the alley where the "west of the old city" is located, if Suzhou is a brilliant international historical and cultural city, then the "west of the old city" represents the underground culture of the city, it is not attached to the scenery of the high-rise buildings, only the sadness hidden in the dust
"West of the Old City" has moved away from the original place, but the temperament in the bones has not changed, the two kerosene lamps hanging at the door are weathered and a little old, but they are still the original appearance, the blackened lampshade is engraved with pure white internal wounds, I think of Xia Fanye's ordinary girlfriend, but she is so great as pure and good, her short life allows us who are alive to see the most primitive hope, human nature should be pure white, but we are too shaky in the ups and downs of fame and fortune, So much so that we are all more or less lost in humanity, and we really need "West of the Old City" to recreate the beacon of guidance, and I love this coffee shop so much!
Pushed open the door and walked in, there was no customer inside, so Jing Xiaosi, who had been idle, was holding a travel magazine and was looking at it, but Xia Fanye was not in the store, and Jing Xiaosi said that he had gone abroad to hold an art exhibition, and it would take half a month to come back.
After learning that Mi Cai had gone to the United States today, Jing Xiaosi was a little sad, she put down the magazine in her hand and was silent for a long time, I felt very ashamed in her silence, I have never set a good example for my friends, I always inadvertently lost my love, and then I suddenly hated the word redemption with waiting for redemption!
After drinking a cup of coffee, the door was opened again, Chen Jingming had already appeared in front of me, he seemed to be much older, and even had some gray hair between his temples, after leaving Zhuomei, he also suffered no less pressure than Mi Cai, I heard that Fang Yuan killed him, completely stammered his reputation in the industry, and he never found the job he wanted.
Jing Xiaosi made a cup of hot tea for Chen Jingming, and we sat down near the window, which I opened halfway to let the wind blow away the smell of the paints used to paint in the room.
I raised my head slightly, sighed lightly, looked at Chen Jingming, who was in low spirits, and finally stood up, bowed and said: "You are the leader of my entry into this industry, and you do not hesitate to pass on my own experience in this industry and the experience of marketing planning, in my heart you are my mentor, once I had some misunderstandings about you because of immaturity and too much trust in brotherhood, I hope you can forgive me as an apprentice who is not a climate, and I hope you can give me a chance to reform myself!" ”
Chen Jingming looked at me with some surprise, he got up and grabbed my arm, signaling that I don't have to do this, he asked me to sit back in the chair, and then said to me: "Zhaoyang, you used the word mistake to summarize what happened in the past, but Mr. Mi and I don't think you made a mistake, Mr. Mi is a smart person, but also an understanding person, if she thinks you made a mistake, how can she put down her body and accompany you back to Xuzhou?" In my opinion, you are at most just a young man with extreme emotional tendencies, at the beginning you tried your best to help Zhuo Mei do Christmas activities, it was indeed in a certain way to assist Fang Yuan, but more for the sake of Mr. Mi, these Mr. Mi are very clear that I have been following Mr. Mi for a while, although she is very young, but I have gained a lot in her People should be more tolerant, this Mr. Mi She did it to you and to me, after leaving Zhuo Mei, what I am most worried about is not losing a job, It's not that Fang Yuan has made me have no place in this industry, what I feel most guilty about is that I once calculated her in Baoli, but she made me suffer so many favors! If you want to make mistakes, I really made mistakes! ”
Chen Jingming's words make me a little sad, it seems that we are all like this, always waiting for a person to leave, before we will magnify his (her) advantages, and then keep missing and guilty, this is probably the common problem that people will make after losing! What's more, Mi Cai is really a woman with almost no shortcomings!
After I was silent, I finally put away my feelings and replied: "Let him pass in the past, we all have to look forward!" ”
Chen Jingming nodded, and he asked me, "You specially asked me to come this time not only to talk about this, right?" ”
I didn't go around the bush, and said with a serious face: "I'm ready to restart the project of Literature and Art, I hope you can go out of the mountain and help me manage this project and the company of Luku!" ”
Chen Jingming was full of surprises, he was surprised not that I invited him out of the mountain, but that I had plans to rebuild the company of Luku, in his eyes, I Zhaoyang has not been enterprising for many years, he asked me again: "Do you really have determination?" ”
I nodded: "Not only do I have determination, but I also have bigger business intentions, I intend to"
I told Chen Jingming some of my thoughts in a very orderly way, he sometimes nodded, sometimes thought, we even forgot to have lunch, chatted from noon to afternoon, until Jing Xiaosi made lunch for us, then stopped this exchange, and in this process Chen Jingming has recognized my business ideas, he accepted my invitation to him, and said that he can share the ups and downs with the company of Luku, and he can also work without receiving a salary in this difficult situation at this moment
The smooth flow of things reminds me of Mi Cai again, I understand very well: Chen Jingming's unconditional trust in me is a wealth she left me, what makes Chen Jingming die is not my business idea, but Mi Cai's favor and tolerance to him, now Mi Cai has left, he can only repay me, maybe in his heart, Mi Cai and I are not separated from each other, in fact, we really have an agreement to wait and wait for each other.
At this moment, I am more determined to wait and do a good job, I hope that one day, in a distant town, she will inadvertently appear in my guitar, I can get rid of the troubles of the world, in the sunset, in front of the door of the small hotel, calmly sing a song "elopement" for her!
Tomorrow is the day when Jane Wei left Suzhou and transferred to Shanghai, I came to the hospital again in the afternoon to visit her, she is still so quiet, quiet to her world without this troubled world, the only thing that can communicate with her is the hanging water that flows into her body bit by bit, I looked at her a little distracted, if it weren't for the smell of formalin in the hospital that stimulated me, I am afraid that I was also unconscious because of a daze, I really like this state, no worries, calm, leisurely
Yan Yan came to my side, she was carrying a handbag in her hand, handed it to me and said: "This is the handbag that Weiwei carried before the accident, it contains some of the company's customer information, maybe it will be useful to you, Qin Yan and I are going to Shanghai soon, this handbag will be placed on your side first." ”
I took the white Chanel limited edition handbag from Yan Yan's hand, it was very textured, and it must be matched by a high-quality woman, but unfortunately this woman has lost a sense of the world.
Carrying Janeway's handbag, I stood in front of the glass window and watched for a while before leaving the hospital, and then went to Janeway's advertising agency non-stop, at this time, this advertising agency, which once represented the highest level of the industry, was unimaginably dilapidated, with almost no staff inside, only a front desk staff guarding, I went directly to the office of the financial director, and asked her about the current difficulties faced by the company.
She sued me: At this moment, the company not only lost the profit in the early stage, but also owed various suppliers, and the default fee was as high as 18.32 million, the company's books have no circulating funds, if you want the company to operate, you must fill this huge amount of arrears, and because of the cessation of various businesses, the company's employees have gone home to wait for news, or some have found another way, the company exists in name!
I feel tricky, Janeway this year, relying on their own resources in the circle, the scope of business expansion is too large, it is not practical to fully solve the company's crisis, at this time there must be a strong man's determination to break his wrist, I already have a rough idea of saving in my heart, I plan to have a communication meeting with the company's senior management tomorrow night, so that they can support my decision, at the same time, I must do a good job of the compensation plan for the laid-off employees tonight, and do my best to minimize their losses!
In the evening, I returned to the old house, on the desk in Mi Cai's room, made a compensation plan, this busy is a few hours, when I came back to my senses, the sky was completely dark, I ushered in the first night after Mi Cai left, I looked at the room in a distracted way, there are memories left by Mi Cai everywhere, and even the white coat she likes to wear is still hanging on the hanger!
My longing began to creep in, and I stroked everything she left behind in the house, but my heart hurt more and more, and I couldn't get used to the night without her!
After walking around the room over and over again, my eyes stayed on Jian Wei's handbag, and I remembered that Yan Yan had said that this handbag contained some of the company's customer information, and I finally shifted my attention and decided to open it.
I sat back in the office chair and unzipped the bag, there was indeed a stack of materials inside, as well as Janeway's cosmetics and other items, I picked up these customer information and looked at it, the list of customers who had financial disputes with the advertising company were all marked by Janeway with a red pen, in fact, this is not much use to me, because these materials, there may be several copies from the finance department!
I opened a mezzanine again, and found a tablet inside, I took it out, and it immediately brought back my memories, because it was too familiar, this computer, Janeway and I were already using it, I didn't expect that she didn't change it after so many years.
An inexplicable force drove me to turn on the computer, but I set a password to boot up, I vaguely remember that the password was composed of the letters that started with Janeway's name and her birthday number, I tried it, and immediately entered the interface of the operation, not only did she not even change the computer, but she didn't even change the password.
I always felt that I would find something, and after exhaling lightly, I opened the document in the computer, and found a text folder named "After Separation" in it, and my heart suddenly tightened, and I realized that this text folder may have recorded Janeway's life after going to the United States, or even a detailed text record.
I wanted to open it, but found that it was an encrypted text jiàn folder, I entered the computer's boot password into it, but it surprised me, the password did not match, Jian Wei actually set up two different passwords on a computer, it is obvious that the password of the text jiàn folder is more complicated, I fell into thinking, thinking about the password that Jian Wei might use, I strongly felt: there will be a secret I once wanted to explore!