Arriving in the middle of the beach, she sat cross-legged in the sand, opened the wooden box, and took out several yellowed diaries from it.

"Berta, do you want to listen to my diary?" Zhong Jing half leaned on Berta's body and flipped through a diary, which was still written in junior high school.

Berta lay lazily on the beach, her head looking around, not as if she was listening to what Zhong said.

Zhong Jing opened the diary, looking at it page by page, and his eyes fell on the page of March 21, 1994. "Today is the vernal equinox, spring is coming, the sun is good, there is no wind, I followed behind Lukas and he said he was going to take me to play billiards. I was like a little sidekick, and even though he didn't talk to me much, I was happy.

The aunt in the billiard room said that I had grown a lot taller and prettier, and asked me if I was Lukas' girlfriend. I looked down and smiled and didn't say anything, but at that moment I felt my heart beat differently than usual.

Lukas adjusted the billiard cue in his hand, went out with a shot, and told Aunt Sù that I was his sister, not his girlfriend. I watched him with a blank eye, scored several goals in a row, pursed my lips without speaking, dropped the club and ran.

I was in a bad mood all day, and I secretly cried for a long time holding Berta. Lukas always thought I wouldn't cry, but he just didn't see it. ”

After reading this journal-like diary, Zhong Jing pursed her lips and smiled, chatting with Berta, "Berta, do you remember that day I hugged you and cried?" You lick my tears with your tongue, reminding me of my mother's warm hands. ”

Regardless of whether Berta has a memory of that day in her heart, Zhong Jing has always remembered it in her heart, and more than ten years have passed in a flash.

March 21, 1994.

She completely understood the changes in her feelings for Gu Dongning, from family and friendship to love. When she was a teenager, she just understood the relationship between men and women, and every time she saw him, her heart pounded, which made her blush and heartbeat every time she thought about it, and at the same time, she planted a small seed in her heart.

A seed of love.

She waited day and night for the seeds to take root, sprout, blossom and bear fruit.

In this hope, her heart went from enthusiasm to helplessness, to disappointment, and finally despair, and there was not a moment that was not filled with pain and sadness.

"16 June 1996.

It's raining, whose window is the sound of the rain knocking on it? Or whose atrium is it?

I was sitting on the windowsill at the moment, and the car downstairs had just turned off its lights, and Lukas got out of the car, and his breath was high. is also a teenager, and he is already very marked. Admittedly, his body was full of manly breath, and as soon as I got a little closer to him, I couldn't breathe normally.

I love lukas. Loved it. Very much.

But what kind of attitude did he have towards me?

Today is Lilian's birthday, and she holds a small party duì and invites us to participate. Lukas was alone with Lilian from the time he arrived at Lilian's house, ignoring me. When dancing, I wanted to invite him, but he didn't agree. Lillian invited him to her boudoir, but he smiled and went with her.

Maybe he likes Lillian?

Probably not. He had said that the girls he liked were to be very clean and clean, and Lillian did not meet his standards.

So, is he tactfully rejecting my thoughts about him?

He must have known what I was thinking of him. It's just that he never wants to face it.

Lillian said I was an orphan and told everyone not to play with me.

The people who came to join the pie duì followed her and laughed at me.

Lukas told them loudly: 'Lisa is my sister, and my parents and grandfather are her relatives. She is not an orphan. Don't let me hear you speak ill of Lisa again! ’

I hid behind him and laughed secretly, no matter how much others laughed at me, as long as he was good to me, it was enough.

I love how he protects me.

However, I don't like him only because I'm a sister. ”

From this day on, Gu Dongning never paid attention to Lilian again, and it was not until he returned to Germany last year that he symbolically greeted her at the class reunion.

Lilian asked Gu Dongning if she liked Zhong Jing, but because she had grown up since she was a child, she didn't get together and married another woman.

Gu Dongning decisively said no, and didn't explain much.

Zhong Jing smiled secretly, Gu Dongning actually held a grudge like this, but she would rather not be good to her.

If he didn't give her brother the kindness he did to his sister, she wouldn't indulge in his kindness.

He should have been ruthless from the beginning, just like after college.

"29 August 2001.

Lukas has been very close to Deng Weina lately, and it is known that Deng Weina has had a crush on him for a long time, but I didn't expect them to actually be together.

Deng Weina still doesn't agree with his standards for finding a girlfriend, but they are together, maybe this is true love.

He warned me not to approach Deng Weina, and I said okay, crying secretly at night.

Although I am very jealous of Deng Weina, I really won't hurt her because she is his girlfriend.

I like him so much, how can I hurt someone he cares about?

His words of warning really hurt me.

I thought he knew I was kind, but I was wrong.

They have a good relationship, golden boy and girl, and the model couple of the whole school.

The second brother said that I should bless the eldest brother.

I nodded.

It's a blessing.

What else can I do but bless?

Crying, right? But for him to cry, and he can't see my tears, so what's the use? ”

Zhong Jing looked at Berta, who was already drowsy and drowsy, and continued to look through his diary.

"3 October 2002.

It seems like it's only a blink of an eye, but in fact, more than a year has passed.

More than 300 days passed, and I realized that I was getting farther and farther away from Lukas and my second brother.

I won't be attending their meetings.

They were traveling during the summer vacation, and I said I wanted to see a pottery exhibition.

They took Berta for a walk, and I sat on the beach with a book in my hand and slept.

……

So the invitation, if you count it carefully, it was the second brother who came to inform me.

Ever since I had Deng Weina, Lukas has never reached out to me. Maybe he felt that if he didn't contact me, I wouldn't be close to Deng Weina, and there would be no chance to hurt her.

But who knows, I never hurt Deng Weina, even if she spread rumors around the school that I was an orphan, a nemesis, and a hoodoo, I silently endured it.

I wish Lukas would stand by my side as he did with Lillian.

Obviously, I thought about it too much.

Lillian is nothing, and Dunvina is his girlfriend. He won't quarrel with his girlfriend for the sake of idle people. ”

The mobile phone vibrated in his pocket, Zhong Jing put down the diary, looked at the incoming call on the mobile phone, and couldn't tell the feeling in his heart.

She thought it was David, but it was actually Bai Yiru.

"Sister-in-law?" She connected the phone, and before she heard Bai Yiru's answer, she heard the sound of Gu Qixi and Gu Jiayi arguing, the two children were energetic every day, and they didn't feel a sore throat after being noisy all day.

"Isn't Berta with you? The kids were looking for Berta and pestering me. Bai Yiru has a headache, the older the children get, the more noisy they become, and it used to be Gu Qixi who was mischievous alone, but now Gu Jiayi will also imitate her sister, and the two of them will mistreat together.

"Hmm. By the river. ”

"Then I'll bring the children."

"Good. I'll wait for you. Zhong Jing hung up the phone, put the diary back into the box, put it away first, and didn't look at it again.

Bai Yiru wanted to take the children to the beach, but she would rather tell Da Mei to go too, she simply didn't go, and stayed at home to paint quietly, preparing to participate in a competition.

"The children will leave it to you, and you can draw with peace of mind." Ning Keyan was very happy to take Gu Qixi and Gu Jiayi out to play.

Gu Zhenghao, who was at home, also came over and said that he would be with Ning Keyan.

Ning Keyan smiled, didn't speak, and went with him.

Before Gu Zhenghao left, he glanced at Bai Yiru again, bent down and picked up Gu Qixi. Bai Yiru is very similar to her, and Qixi is very similar to Bai Yiru.

Bai Yiru went to the studio, stayed all afternoon, and hurried to complete his works.

At dinner time, Gu Dongning came back, and she was still in the studio.

"It's almost time to eat, Yiru." He personally came to summon her to dinner.

"That's right away." Bai Yiru stretched her waist, bent over for too long, and her back hurt.

"Pain in your back again?" Gu Dongning walked over, behind her, slowly and gently pinched her waist, "Give you a compress at night." ”

"Hmm." Bai Yiru nodded, the brush in her hand took a stroke on the drawing paper, looked at it carefully for a few seconds, and added another stroke, "What about the children?" ”

"Downstairs playing chess with grandpa."

"Left dot." Bai Yiru commanded Gu Dongning to pinch his waist.

Gu Dongning's actions listened to the command, "Does it hurt badly here?" ”

"Well, a little to the right." Bai Yiru turned around with a smile and pecked at the corner of Gu Dongning's lips, "You are much more comfortable than a massager." ”

"Gu Dongning's automatic massager, the only one in the world, has it for you." Gu Dongning joked, and also pecked at the corner of Bai Yiru's mouth, "Did you eat matcha cake just now?" ”

Bai Yiru nodded and continued to wave the brush in his hand.

"It tastes good." Gu Dongning said, tilted his head again, and sneaked into Bai Yiru's lips one by one.

"Don't move, the pen will be broken if it goes off the rails in a while." Bai Yiru didn't want the results of her hard work for a few days to be ruined by a sum of money.

"It won't break if you draw later." Gu Dongning simply took the paintbrush from Bai Yiru's hand and put it aside, turned her body, and covered her lips fiercely.

"Hmm...... Don't ......," Bai Yiru said intermittently while she was breathing, "After a while, the maid came up to shout for dinner, what should I do if someone finds out?" ”

"No, it won't. They didn't dare come in without my consent. Gu Dongning attacked boldly, and strongly supported Bai Yiru's waist to pick her up and put her on the bookcase on the side.

"Yikes!" Bai Yiru was so frightened that she suddenly grabbed Gu Dongning's shoulders, kicking with both legs, not wanting to give in.

"Just once, just for a while, and it's guaranteed to be soon." Gu Dongning told the truth, he was going to eat immediately, if he and Bai Yiru didn't go out, grandpa would be angry, and everyone could guess what they were doing, Bai Yiru was thin-skinned and would feel embarrassed.

"Nope." Bai Yiru beat Gu Dongning, "Not now." I'm going out. ”

"Not really." Gu Dongning held Bai Yiru's head domineeringly, kissing her while pushing her skirt up.

Bai Yiru wore a dress with a simple style, which was convenient for Gu Dongning.

He couldn't even wait for the time to get rid of her little Nene, he took the scissors directly from the side, clicked and shredded her little Nene with a few clicks, ripped the rags apart, unzipped his pants, and sent himself into her body.

Bai Yiru's face was red, and she continued to beat Gu Dongning.

"You're crazy, aren't you?" Little Nene was cut to pieces, how could she go out to meet people for a while?

"Hmm. I'm crazy when I see you, who told you to taste so good? I'm just good for you. Gu Dongning, who was eating meat, smiled and groaned, and although he spoke, he didn't affect his movements at all.

"Ahh My back! Bai Yiru's back hit the lattice of the bookcase, gasping in pain.

Gu Dongning's movements stopped, hugged her, rubbed her back, and began to move slowly again.

"Young Master, Young Madam, it's time to eat." Outside the door came the sound of a servant, accompanied by a knock.

Bai Yiru hurriedly covered her mouth, afraid that she would accidentally make a noise and reveal the good things she was doing with Gu Dongning.

Gu Dongning smiled evilly, and moved hard, which frightened Bai Yiru to exclaim.

"Young lady? You okay? The maid heard it and asked Bai Yiru worriedly.

"I'm fine...... No, nothing. Bai Yiru frowned and glared at Gu Dongning unhappily.

"Oh. It's time for dinner, young lady. ”

"Okay, yes. Just, come on. Bai Yiru tried her best to stabilize her breathing, pinched Gu Dongning's shoulder vigorously, and endured not to scream.

Gu Dongning kept laughing, feeling that this was more exciting than usual, and he also felt a lot.

"Hurry up, it's over, I've got to clean up. Grandpa, they're all waiting, huh! Bai Yiru looked at the neatly dressed Gu Dongning in front of him, he didn't have to tidy up after he was done, but she still had to tidy up.

"Do you feel it? Little fox? Gu Dongning was fast and slow, he was very satisfied, and he hoped that the little woman in front of him would also be satisfied.

"......" Bai Yiru didn't answer, and directly ignored it.

Gu Dongning didn't ask anymore, anyway, he already had a good grasp of her body, as long as he looked at her appearance, he knew if she had feelings.

Finally waiting for Gu Dongning to release himself, Bai Yiru jumped down from the bookcase, looked at the rags on the ground, and ordered him hatefully: "You come and clean up." ”

Gu Dongning nodded, "No problem." ”

Bai Yiru hugged her skirt, ran to the door, opened a slit, looked left and right, there was no one, and then quickly opened the door and rushed out, running back to the bedroom to clean up herself.

After the two went downstairs, they were still a little late.

Master Gu was displeased, of course, not against Gu Dongning, but at Bai Yiru.