This is a watch, so what, eat or not? ~Hahaha~ Didn't you say that you ate and gave a ticket, I don't know if everyone is satisfied today, no matter whether the ticket is ten o'clock or not, there are two more, but what 4200 I add to 10,000, 4300, I add more to 10,000 + or more, and strive to update the vote~ Mo Da!

But there is no evil of Achu, where is there Aze's good, he has always limited his Colosseum to the court, and did not go to the colosseum to fish and flesh the people, the royal family and the court here were originally the power colosseum, his experience since childhood gave him the knowledge that the royal family has no family affection, only interests, why Xiaobai likes him, is also because he has no constraints on women's traditions, calculating Xiaobai, but also giving Xiaobai the greatest freedom.

I know Aze and Ah Chu, everyone has a lot of arguments, but they are a person in the end, his goodness and his viciousness are not single, some girls don't understand why Xiaobai likes Ah Chu, and if he likes Aze, he can accept it.

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He reached out and wrapped his arms around her slender waist, and as soon as he rolled over, he pressed her underneath.

Her heart was soft, and she reached out and took the initiative to climb his neck and kiss him deeply: "Hmm." ”

She knew that he had fulfilled what he had promised himself - to face himself, to admit that all the vileness and cruelty was his own, to face the dark past that could not be looked back.

His title has changed from time to time, but she can't tell whether the person holding her now is Aze or Achu, but what does it matter?

He reached out and lifted her chin lightly, looking at her deeply, "Is it okay, Shiro, I fulfilled my promise to myself?" ”

He slowly opened his eyes, and they did not turn into black eyes, his eyes were still as beautiful as a silver full moon, but there was still water inside, cold as snow.

"Ah Chu ......."

His cold tears fell on the back of her hand, but she almost trembled slightly, almost to her heart, and if it weren't for the fact that his eyelashes were still wet, she could hardly believe that he would cry.

The warm sun in the clouds, the fresh breeze in the mountains, only to see that all things in the world can be so beautiful.

simply, I can still meet her.

He looked at her, and after a moment, he suddenly closed his eyes, and a cold tear slid down his extremely long eyelashes: "Little white ......." ”

"Baili Chuze, you are you, whether it is the gentle, shy, and always entangled contradictions, or the ruthless, cold and vicious you, you are the people I love, no one has to be a saint, just want to live." She reached out and stroked his cheek again, tears glistening in her eyes.

He stretched out his hand and stroked his eyes: "I can't cross myself, let alone cross people, praise my Buddha every day, but I'm just running away from delusions, but this life is already like this, full of blood, one more delusion, one obsession, less delusion, what else is there to do, but self-deception?" ”

"You have the smell of freedom in your eyes and body, like the wind and the moon, more like a round of warm sun, I want you to be by my side, forever, forever...... But I don't admit that I moved my heart, moved another delusion, approached you in another way, and imprisoned you by my side, hehe....... He chuckled, and a tenderness gradually appeared in his cold silver eyes, like a silver moonlight.

She looked at him with red eyes: "Aze......." ”

He paused, looked down at her, and reached out to caress her beautiful eyebrows.

He suddenly sighed softly, his voice was soft and cold: "Ah Chu hates me, why don't you admit him, he is me, I don't want to admit that I am the demon who has almost committed the five rebellions and ten evils in the scriptures, and I don't want to admit that I am full of delusions, between the ten zhang red dust, I am full of greed, hatred and hatred, where is there any spiritual platform that is clear, and even ...... meet you." ”

"Ah Chu ......."

She has always felt that Ah Chu and Ah Ze have had some strange changes.

"Ah Chu?" calmed the discomfort in her heart, she tentatively called the person in her arms, are Ah Chu and Ah Ze already one?

I don't know how long it took, the sound of the great lama tapping on the Dharma instrument to pray for blessings came from next door, the crisp copper bell rang, and the faint Sanskrit sound drifted out, as if it had passed a long time, and also dispelled the silence in the air.

He let her hold him, like a lifeless shell, just looking out the window in solitude.

She didn't know what she could do, she could only hold him and wait quietly.

So he felt guilty and distressed, and only accompanied him wholeheartedly, and even castrated to enter the palace for his little ancestor, just afraid that one day he would finally stop being attached to this cold world, or turn into a demon, and it would be irretrievable.

But Lao Zhen couldn't save Chu Ze at that time, so he could only watch him gradually become what he is now.

The little boy who didn't want to respect and love the master saw that he had become a person and a ghost, and he denied himself, and finally couldn't bear the pressure and split out another one to bear the sin and blood, and Lao Zhen probably later learned that his appearance brought such a big blow to Chu Ze.

"It's all gone...... A qiē has passed. ”

It was so desolate that she was so distressed that she could barely breathe, so she could only hug him tightly, wanting to use the temperature of her body to warm the person in her arms.

At that moment, she didn't know whether the person she was holding was Aze or Achu, but she only felt that the calm laughter was inexplicably desolate.

His laughter was cold, cold and dark.

He closed his eyes and smiled calmly: "You can't let that monster harm the world, the monster should stay in hell and never be reborn...... Hehehe! ”

He suddenly chuckled, cold and sneering: "The poor monk thinks of the one who comes and goes freely in the dark, is invincible, kills people without blinking, the one who uses white bones as a bed, human life as a plaything, the bloody monster who has bloody hands, the bloodthirsty monster that devours others, and even ...... In order to survive, it is not a poor monk to endure the obscenity of the lamp and steal life, it is the demon parasitic in the body of the poor monk, and the poor monk is to get rid of the demon and rejuvenate the way...... No...... You can't let that monster come out ....... ”

He was held in her arms, and his silver eyes looked out the window with a little blank snow: "Why do you want to live...... The poor monk is not a person who should not be in the eyes of the imperial court, and he is not even a person in the eyes of his father, but he is no longer the spiritual child of the master who has compassion and compassion for the world...... Heaven and earth, the world is big, but there is still a place for me, the poor monk thought...... Think....... ”

She reached out and patted him on the back, and kept whispering in his ear: "It's all over, it's all over, it's all over...... ”

Her tears came out all of a sudden, she reached out and hugged him in her arms at once, and said softly: "It's okay, Aze, your master won't blame you, you are still alive, you are what he wants to see!" ”

Akiba Bai looked at the air of world-weary and despair in front of him.

He simply buried his face in her palm, and held her soft with both hands, like holding the last straw for survival, and his strength seemed to crush her hand bones, and his hands and face were so cold that she couldn't help but shiver lightly.

"He saw me...... Seeing me crawling out of the dungeon with blood all over my body, face, and mouth, I'm not ...... I'm not like that...... Poor Monk ...... No...... The poor monk lived up to his master's expectations...... The poor monk is still the one who makes the master proud...... Yes! Yuan Ze trembled, biting his lower lip, his beautiful face distorted, violent and cold, and a low howl almost like a beast came out of his throat.

His eyes widened suddenly, and his pretty eyes were bloodshot with blood, and he couldn't help but howl in a low voice, trembling all over, and his eyes were chaotic, and violence and confusion were intertwined into the most unbearable pain.

"No faith, no scriptures, no Amitabha, I am also living well, every time I go out of the palace, I am the one who survives, and I also learn more martial arts from the Shingon Palace, and become stronger, although I don't know why I want to live, but one day...... I saw the master...... My master...... Ahhh ”

"The master taught me some martial arts, so I quickly became the strongest one among them, and the people of Shingon Palace called me Beast Hunting, and I could pick any 'food' I wanted to eat and enjoy the blood of any food." He smiled grimly.

The feeling of him looking at her made Akiba Bai feel that he was looking at her, but he didn't seem to be looking at her, there was a kind of nothingness and coldness.

"It makes no difference to me whether to kill a god or become a demon, or to kill a Buddha." Yuan Ze slowly raised his eyes, there was no sadness and cowardice in his silver eyes, just a cold, like a silver ice pool.

At this moment, she believed that the person in front of her was Aze, and even more so Achu.

Qiu Yebai looked at him, and the tears in his eyes flashed slightly: "Ah Chu......." ”

"Amitabha, if you slander Mahayana, break the Buddha's precepts, commit the five rebellions and ten evils in your heart, and all of them fall into the hell of Abi, I am already in hell, can there be a more terrible hell than this?"

He recited the Buddha name lightly, but the Buddha name was unusually cool and dark, so that she partially knew whether it was a magic name or a Buddha name.

He sighed lightly, but as if he was smiling: "So, when the few 'kind and weak' children I protected wanted to eat me, the Buddha did not come to overtake me, nor did he come to save me...... But the words of the older children came to my mind very clearly - why should I accept my fate, since no one can save us, then I will save myself! ”

She only felt a chill between her mouth and nose.

What kind of despair and panic was that?

was so young, and before he had seen the dangers of the world, he was thrown directly into hell.

In the dark dungeon, hysterical immature children, red eyes from hunger, pounced on their companions, biting and devouring each other.

Akiba Bai's heart was shocked, his voice was calm, but it was enough to make her mind think of a hellish horror and cruel picture.

He suddenly laughed, and his smile was treacherous: "Oh, who said that children are the kindest beings in this world, after all the evil thoughts are relaxed, they are more like beasts than anyone else, beasts dominated only by the instinct to eat, without any ethical convictions. ”

Yuan Ze leaned his face against her palm and whispered: "Eating the living, first the weak and sick, and then killing each other...... Such a small child, like a greedy beast, pounced wherever there was blood and flesh, and some even ate their own hands. ”

"But I'm hungry, I'm hungry...... Chanting the sutra is useless, I want everyone to calm down and accept such a fate, I said that we are human beings, we can't do evil and cannibalism like animals, we can't ...... But it didn't work, everyone was so hungry that some frail children couldn't stand it, and someone secretly dug up the body in the middle of the night...... With the first time, there is a second time, and the corpse is not enough to eat, so what to eat? ”

"Aze......." She looked at him, her eyes were unbearable, and there were already faint tears.

"Those wicked people said that if we kill and eat each other, we will never suffer from hunger and cold, I recited the Buddhist scriptures over and over again, and the master said, if there is a Buddha in my heart, then we can be at ease, and the Buddha will definitely punish the evil and promote the good, and throw those harmful animals into hell, and I can also get transcendence, and I can ask why my father did this to me, what did I do wrong."

"I don't want to admit that I will be greedy for life and afraid of death, familiar with Buddhist scriptures and Buddhist verses, but I will still be unwilling and resentful, I can't surpass myself, I can't surpass anyone like me." He chuckled with his eyes closed, his smile unusually cold.

He lowered his eyes, and she couldn't make out his expression, but she noticed that his gentle voice had become eerie.

This is also why she has never looked down on the little ones in the Green Bamboo Building, their fate is the same as her, but God treats her quite kindly, she has a gentle and confused mother, but there is also a grandfather and master who are not confused.

Or he has been on the rivers and lakes, but he doesn't dare to go back to his house to see his mother.

Don't dare to attract attention, be bullied, and can only try her best to avoid it, not to conflict with the other party, but for fear that after attracting attention, she will either be killed together with her mother who loves her, or she will be sent to the palace to become a 'royal prostitute' that everyone can control.

When she opened her eyes in this world, she was happy that she finally had a healthy body and could live a good life again, but she didn't want the situation to take a turn for the worse in an instant, and she lived tremblingly for seven years under the curse of the 'four daughters of the Qiu family'.

Who better understands the feeling of wanting to live than her?

"You just don't want to die, everyone has a desire to live." She said lightly.

"There's nothing you can't say." He paused and chuckled, with self-deprecation and ridicule: "Even...... Devour your own companions. ”

Pity flashed in her eyes: "Aze, forget it, don't say it if you don't want to." ”

"In the underground palace, I don't want to admit his existence, and I have always been unwilling to believe that in order to survive, I can kill my companions and even swallow ......." He paused, closed his eyes, and bruises appeared on his forehead, and only pressed his face tightly against her palm, unable to speak for a while.

"He's complaining about me." Yuan Ze spoke this time, and instead of using 'poor monk', he used 'me'.

"The poor monk understands." He lowered his silver eyes, chuckled, and leaned his face against her palm, as if the warmth there would give him enough courage to speak.

Later, when she thought about it carefully, she could roughly understand why Baili Chu forced Yuan Ze to say something like that.

"Do you know why Ah Chu said that?" She looked at him and sighed softly.

She didn't know what to say anymore, she thought he would be so ashamed that he hit the wall when he said these words, but she didn't want him to be so ...... Courage to confront the delusions of his own heart.

"Hmm...... Then he will allow the poor monk to have you too, and the poor monk will not want to speak. His voice was harsh and embarrassed.

"Perverted." She raised an eyebrow.

He reached out to hold her hand holding his cheek, lowered his head and whispered, "Ah Chu said that as long as the poor monk admits his ...... Despicable and shameless...... Change...... Change....... ”

Yuan Ze looked at the picture in front of him that he was thinking about in the twilight, and had been covering it with Sanskrit sound and Buddhist language, but he could only make his beautiful and heroic face more and more clear in his heart, and his original mood of turning over the river and the sea, as well as those spiritual platforms that seemed to be entangled by delusions in the ten directions, slowly calmed down.

"National teacher, you are really honest." She looked at the beautiful and pure face under her palm, which made people want to be ravaged, and smiled helplessly.

It's like a shivering fawn-eyed and tearful looking at a little female leopard with sharp teeth and claws, and saying, "I like you, I like you so much that I want to sleep with you, such bold and cute words."

She was stunned for a long time, and suddenly reached out to hold Yuan Ze's face, forcibly turned his face, and sure enough, she saw that his silver eyes were full of frightened, dazed, and even aggrieved mist.

"Poor Monk...... Poor Monk ...... Said, the poor monk is the same as Ah Chu...... Shameless...... Same ....... He couldn't go on anymore, and his voice couldn't help but have a sharp voice that was close to collapse, and he only pinched his sleeve tightly.

Akiba Bai was stunned, almost unable to believe what he heard: "You...... What did you say?! ”

"Poor Monk...... Poor monk ....... Yuan Ze felt that Qiu Yebai's eyes were looking at him, and his heart became more and more entangled, he bit his lip, and said in a voice like a mosquito: "Poor monk...... The poor monk wanted to violate the little white benefactor and wanted to sleep...... Sleep...... Little white donor. ”

If it weren't for that, probably he wouldn't be able to hold out in the dungeon for a long time and would have gone mad, or died.

It's no wonder that his personality is split into an arrogant, ruthless, and no concept of right and wrong like Ah Chu.

"Who are you?" She looked at him a little funny, this holy monk is really either unemotional, and when he is delusional, he is extremely simple.

She looked at the little monk with her head down dumbly, obviously more nervous than anyone else, her heart was more shy and full of guilt than anyone else, and she was more honest than anyone else about her obsessions and desires, but she didn't dare to make any moves.

"Almost every time Aze and Xiaobai are together, I feel that he actually wants to violate Xiaobai as violently as I do, and he wants to make that kind of depressing appearance, which is really irritating and ridiculous."

"Ahem, ahem, ahem......." She almost squirted the tea in her mouth, and she suddenly remembered what she said when she first studied for a hundred miles before the expedition last year.

Yuan Ze was silent for a while, sat up, and said in a low voice: "The poor monk is that kind of person. ”

Akiba Bai sat down next to him and took a sip of hot tea: "Aze, I know you're not that kind of person." ”

Yuan Ze opened his white and red face, and habitually folded his hands: "Amitofu, poor monk...... The poor monk did not intend to take advantage of the ...... of the white benefactor Cheap. ”

"It seems that Aze knows what a bun is?" Every time Akiba Bai saw this dumb monk and realized it, he couldn't help but want to tease him.

He already knew what he was touching!

Yuan Ze was taken aback, a certain picture flashed in his mind, his pale face was suddenly dyed a thin red, and he sat back all of a sudden: "Bao ...... White buns! ”