"Huh?" Akiba Bai was stunned for a moment and looked at Yuan Ze.

Yuan Ze seemed to realize that he had said the wrong thing, his face turned red, and he immediately said: "The poor monk didn't mean that!" ”

Akiba raised an eyebrow: "Oh, what does that mean?" ”

"The poor monk is just ...... I just don't want to be alone tonight. Yuan Ze whispered a little uneasily.

Akiba Bai: "......." ”

Aze, your appearance will get darker and darker.

What does it mean not to be alone?

She looked down at Yuan Ze's fluttering black phoenix-like eyelashes, and sighed lightly in her heart, vaguely understanding that he really didn't mean anything else, and his unstable dìng was probably from tomorrow's fire sacrifice.

She looked at his appearance and nodded lightly: "Okay." ”

With that, Akiba Bai sat down beside him.

But he didn't want her to sit down, but Yuan Ze withdrew his hand, moved down and sat on the bed, bowed his head and read the scriptures softly.

Akiba Bai looked at him with a look of looking at his nose and nose, and couldn't help but be a little funny, and didn't care about him, only kicked his shoes, and at the same time called people to prepare hot water for bathing.

This may be a good opportunity for her to verify something.

When Shuangbai led people in, he saw Yuan Ze'an leaning quietly on the corner of the big bed, chanting scriptures with his eyes and nose and nose, his body was a little stiff, and Qiu Yebai, who was lazily leaning on the soft pillow on the side, bent his legs, and the neckline of the flying fish suit was half loose, and his expression was lazy and self-conscious, like a merry man.

He was stunned, and then sighed secretly, probably only in front of his own master, Akiba Bai would look like a woman.

The national teacher was really completely suppressed by her aura.

"You want to stay overnight?" Shuangbai ordered someone to bring hot water in, and looking at Akiba Bai's appearance, he raised his eyebrows with some disapproval and asked.

Qiu Yebai casually ripped off the strap under his official hat and glanced at him with a smile: "Yes, stay overnight, what's wrong?" ”

Shuangbai looked at her like that, and then looked at Yuan Ze, a little eager to speak.

"If you want to say anything, just say it, and you don't have to hesitate." Akiba Bai threw his official hat to the little eunuch who was waiting, and chuckled.

Seeing this, Shuangbai simply ordered the little eunuchs to leave, and then looked at Qiu Yebai and said unceremoniously: "Lord Qiu, you should understand that His Highness will not want you to stay tonight." ”

As soon as Shuangbai's voice fell, he saw that Yuan Ze suddenly stopped reciting the scriptures, but raised his eyes and looked at him coldly: "It was the national teacher who asked Bai to stay, what's wrong?" ”

As he spoke, he reached out and pressed the back of Akibabai's hand.

Shuangbai was stunned, this was the first time he had seen the national teacher speak unceremoniously.

His gaze swept over the back of her hand again, and he hesitated a little and said, "National Teacher...... You....... ”

"Okay, I have my own measure, you go down first, Shuangbai." Autumn leaves bend the corners of her lips slightly.

Hearing this, Shuangbai looked at Autumn Leaf Bai, and finally had to nod: "Yes." ”

After watching Shuangbai leave, Yuan Ze took his hand back again, sat directly back on the corner of the bed and began to chant the scriptures, as if nothing had happened.

Qiu Yebai looked at his appearance, and couldn't help but laugh secretly, her eyes flashed slightly, she sat directly beside him, stretched out her hand to cover the back of his hand like him, and smiled faintly: "Aze, if you let me accompany you, you have to tell me how to accompany me?" ”

Yuan Ze suddenly stiffened, his Xiu Bai's hand trembled, as if he wanted to take it back, but in the end he didn't take it back, he was silent for a while, and then said in a low voice: "The poor monk hopes that Bai will sit next to the poor monk." ”

Qiu Yebai looked at him, and suddenly said, "Aze, you actually understand that Ah Chu and you are the same person, right?" ”

Yuan Ze's hand trembled slightly, he slowly raised his eyes to look at her, for a while, but did not answer, but asked: "Bai, do you hope that the poor monk and Ah Chu can become ordinary people?" ”

Akiba Bai was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Yuan Ze to suddenly ask like this, and suddenly he didn't know what to answer.

Ah Chu and Aze were originally one person, she naturally knew it, this sounds extremely simple, whether it is Ah Chu or Aze who she likes, they are one person, she doesn't need to think about so many things at all, as long as she accepts his two sides at the same time.

Naturally, she understood, but ......

But the problem is that they understand that the other person is a part of themselves and want to protect the 'other person', but they are not willing to accept what the other person does not approve of for them.

Ah Chu doesn't like the softness and peacefulness of Aze's temperament, and even a little cowardly, and Aze is unwilling to accept the tyranny and cruelty of Aze's temperament, so that their personalities are like two people.

Fundamentally speaking, Ah Chu is Aze's distorted and tenacious soul self that cannot bear the extreme pain given by the environment, and under the desire to survive, another part of the twisted and tenacious soul self that has been completely split apart, and he has been influenced by Buddhism for many years, but he thinks that this cruelty is wrong, and he can't accept that he can be so cruel in order to survive.

Ah Chu uses his strength to protect Aze, but he is disgusted with his weakness and jealous of the praise and warmth he receives, which is also a kind of self-and self-loathing negation.

And this is what gives her a headache, the person she likes, but the charm is in these contradictions.

She had been entangled for a long time, not to mention that he was the one who was in the midst of the obstacle.

Qiu Yebai sighed lightly: "Aze, you should understand my position, of course, I hope that you and Ah Chu will one day return to the appearance of ordinary people, love, hatred, joy and anger are like ordinary people, not saints or demons, no one is perfect, I never think that people must be the best and most beautiful, nor do I think that everyone is the most evil and ruthless." ”

She paused, reached out and gently stroked his sideburns, and said lightly: "The reason why man is human is that these complexities in human nature distinguish us from the beast and the cold gods carved in wood and clay. ”

Now that Ah Chu and Ah Ze are dependent on each other, but they deny each other's existence, if all the evil causes are retribution, such as burning the lamp, and if the Du family also dies in the future, will they have a chance to return to the appearance of ordinary people?

If so, everyone is happy.

Yuan Ze looked at her eyes, the two looked at each other for a moment, he suddenly lowered his eyes, stretched out his hand to hold her soft hair, and his voice was a little light: "Amitabha, then if there is only one poor monk and Ah Chu left, it will never be as Bai hopes, do you hope that there will only be Ah Chu in the end, or only the poor monk?" ”

Akiba Bai was stunned, he didn't expect Aze to ask so directly.

Yes, all her guesses are based on inference and so-called common sense.

But what if they can never get back to 'normal'?

What if Ah Chu will always be Ah Chu, and Ah Ze will always be Ah Ze?

After all, this is a heart disease, and it cannot be solved by taking medication.

Later generations are more cases that can never be 'cured'.

If this is the case, then how will she choose, to ignore Aze's existence forever?

Looking at Akiba Bai's hesitant and stunned appearance, a trace of misty pain flashed in Yuan Ze's silver-gray beautiful eyes, and he chuckled, as if muttering to himself: "How can the poor monk ask such a question, is it really a demon, Amitabha, the person Bai chose has always been Ah Chu, isn't it." ”

She listened to his muttering and wanted to say something, "Aze......." ”

"Bai, you never have to explain anything to the poor monk, it is the greed and obsession of the poor monk that makes the poor monk enter the magic barrier, as Bai said, Ah Chu is the inseparable demon of the poor monk, in fact, it is the poor monk, Ah Chu and Bai are together, it is the poor monk and Bai together." Yuan Ze chuckled and said lightly.

Then he suddenly approached Akibabai, his thin lips lightly imprinted on the center of her eyebrows, and his posture was reverent and gentle.

"There is a way, but it is all a dream bubble, the heart is not reckless, the god does not move, and the devil does not move."

With that, he sat back in his place, watched her smile quietly, then folded his hands and closed his eyes.

Qiu Yebai was stunned for a moment, looking at him as if he had recovered his warm and calm eyebrows, calm, Aze seemed to have figured it out by herself, but she always felt a little inexplicable loss and some uneasiness in her heart for some reason.

In just a few words, can Aze and Ah Chu's heart disease be resolved?

However, she always felt that it was not so simple.

If everything is so simple, then why should future generations list this 'heart disease' as an incurable disease.

But what can she do now?

Akiba Bai looked at Yuan Ze's appearance, sighed lightly in his heart, leaned against the side of the bed and didn't speak.

The night is long, the spring breeze is steep, and time seems to go very slowly in the Mingguang Palace, which is so slow that it makes people anxious, but there is nothing to be done.

She leaned on the edge of the bed, fell asleep at some point, and when she woke up in a daze, she found herself leaning against a slightly cool but wide embrace.

She rubbed her eyes a little confused, rubbed them into the familiar arms, then raised her head and habitually rubbed his thin lips again, muttering softly: "Ah Chu, what time is it, are you going to go to court?" ”

Then, she suddenly felt that the person holding her was slightly stiff, and she could see clearly that the eyes staring at her were silver-gray under the blurry light.

Qiu Yebai also froze suddenly, she forgot that when she was with Ah Chu, she would relax her vigilance on weekdays, and she also developed the little habit of getting along with her lover at her daughter's house.

Although Aze said that he accepted it, he understood that Ah Chu was a part of him, and there would be no magic obstacles in his heart, but for some reason, the subtle reaction of his body made her feel that maybe his 'acceptance' was not so easy.

"It's almost dawn, you can sleep a little longer." Yuan Ze said quietly.

Qiu Yebai was silent for a while, and also bowed slightly: "Well, there is a fire festival today." ”

She felt that she could accept the fact that Aze and Achu were holding her, but she didn't know if it was because of Aze's reaction, or because Aze was originally committed to the Buddha, which made her a little uncomfortable.

The two lay quietly, she lay in his arms, he held her, but he felt that the atmosphere was a little quiet...... Weird.

She moved a little uncomfortably, trying to turn over, but she felt that it was unnatural, so she turned back on.

And just as she was turning around, a pair of slender hands suddenly hugged her slender waist and took her into his arms.

Akiba Bai was stunned for a moment, but she felt the hands holding her tremble slightly, and then she felt him lower his head, his thin lips trembling and hesitantly slowly pressing against her cheeks, and then awkwardly searching for her lips.

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