Chapter 384: That's it
Fang Lu occupies a pivotal position in Huang Jingyao's life, after all, it was his first love, well, simple crush admiration is not first love, no matter how beautiful you fantasize about the other party at that time, it is always wishful thinking, just like the words he explained to some students when he was in love with some students, those feelings are irrational and immature, and they are not the real meaning of love.
Huang Jingyao had a crush on a girl even in high school, but because he was too immature, he didn't think it was his first love, and now he still remembered the name of the girl he had a crush, but his appearance was already blurred, even if the other party was standing in front of him now, it was estimated that he was slightly surprised, and he couldn't talk about the deep spiritual touch.
Like Fang Lu and him back then, both men and women were in love, and they fell in love with each other and walked together, that was the first love, not only the first love, but both of them also became men from boys and girls from each other, and then lived together for a few years.
For a long time, Huang Jingyao thought that it was part of his future, half.
In this case, it is natural to see how the weight is, he is not an abusive person, before he walked with Tang Wenjing, there was only such a female girlfriend in the 25-year journey, and he accompanied him through a fraction of his life, the significance can be imagined.
At the end of the relationship with Fang Lu, Huang Jingyao still felt mostly guilty, feeling sorry over there, for a few years together, she had been taking care of him and taking care of all aspects of his life properly, and then the two places separated, and they had just joined the work, and the pressure on their careers was huge, and women could not bear as much as men in this regard, but he had no chance to spend time with her. It doesn't matter if you're happy or not. To go well or not to go. He is hundreds of miles away and can't share together, so even if Fang Lu proposed to break up, Huang Jingyao couldn't recover it after working hard, but after thinking about it rationally, he felt that it was his own fault and didn't do his duty as a man.
His own rational judgment, a woman is truly with you. It's not that I expect you to make any great achievements, not how glorious you are, but just to simply accompany her, share various life experiences with her, live with her, share with you when you are happy, rely on you when you are sad, and have you in all kinds of trivial daily life, that's it......
In the past, if he really wanted to investigate Fang Lu's recent situation. Quite simply, with his influence in the province. Even if you call Fang Lu's school to inquire, you can easily ask a lot of things, but Huang Jingyao has never done that, but his mood is a little delicate, and he feels that after being separated for so long, they each have their own life tracks, and it is best not to interfere.
Now that he suddenly heard the initiative of others, there were still ripples in his heart.
"This kind of thing is hard to say, let's put it this way, when you just rose, you became a famous teacher in the province, in fact, Fang Lu's side is the most exaggerated, their school leaders almost every day urge her to persuade her to go over there, so she gets tired of it, and later resigned from the school, and then found a job casually, but her parents secretly signed her up to take the civil service exam, well, it was after the rise of your left hemisphere, this kind of thing started, and then, Fang Lu didn't take the exam, didn't do anything, was admitted to a popular unit in the county and became a civil servant. ”
"Her parents have always wanted her to come back to you, but she herself is not happy, whether it is because she can't wipe off her face or because your relationship has faded for a long time, and the nature is different, in short, she just doesn't want to, but the family has always thought like this, and over time, she is too lazy to go home, and it seems that she is still stiff with the family."
"Now I heard that I also quit my job as a civil servant and went to Donghai City, out of sight is clean, but there are some things that you can hardly escape completely, she went to Donghai City to join a classmate, our female classmate in college, that is, Lu Ling, I don't know if you still have an impression, I heard that at the beginning it was very ordinary, and I failed several interviews, but it didn't take long for it to be smooth sailing, not only was I inexplicably admitted to a large company, but I also quickly became a department manager......"
"I have changed jobs several times in my career, and I am getting better and better, the good ones are like miracles, but emotionally I am a mess, not only has she not taken the initiative to pursue anything, but many men who were originally pursuing her have also chased and chased for some reason."
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When Huang Jingyao's mood fluctuated, Yang Peng's follow-up explanations also came out one after another, and Huang Jingyao was also stunned when he heard his words.
He didn't know that in the past few years, he had changed jobs, entered the civil service system, and then became the department manager of a large enterprise in Donghai City? The jump is too big, right?
How can I say it, if it is really influenced by Huang Jingyao, this is not surprising, Fang Lu's hometown is also from Donghua Province, after rising from the left hemisphere, with his influence in the province, Fang Lu's county, the county leaders feel that this is an opportunity to arrange an ordinary civil servant to work, it is too simple.
is Donghai City, if Huang Jingyao is shown as a big director in the left hemisphere, there are also ordinary enterprises who want to tie up and want to leave a relationship, right?
After all, the left hemisphere has been established for about half a year, and it is already a super existence with sales of 100 billion yuan, even if it is not as good as the super financial giant with a global turnover of 50 or 60 billion US dollars a year like the Japanese Sanyou Foundation, the left hemisphere is an emerging enterprise after all, with broad prospects.
"I've really hurt her."
In addition to being dumbfounded, Huang Jingyao also shook his head helplessly, shaking his head, Tang Wenjing, who had gone to the bathroom before, gradually walked back, as soon as he saw her come back, Yang Peng immediately fell silent, he could also see that Tang Wenjing was Huang Jingyao's current girlfriend, talking about his ex-girlfriend behind each other's back, although it was not appropriate, but Yang Peng himself and Fang Lu were far more familiar than Tang Wenjing. That is also an old classmate he has known for many years, Huang Jingyao and the two talked for a few years before, but they all witnessed it, and the relationship was good.
When Tang Wenjing comes back, this is definitely not suitable to continue.
"What are you talking about, it looks so mysterious?" Yang Peng was silent, but Tang Wenjing smiled and opened her mouth when she walked over, her tone was just a casual question, nothing special, but Yang Peng was embarrassed, and wanted to say something in embarrassment, but Huang Jingyao waved his hand, "I'm talking about Fang Lu, it's my ex-girlfriend." ”
Tang Wenjing's face froze, and she soon sat down with a smile, "You dare to let me know this?" ”
"It used to be before, and now it is now, I still know it very clearly, no matter what happened before, it was in the past, and it was a few years ago, when it comes to her, I will feel emotional, if I really see him, my mood will definitely be turbulent, but a few years have passed, and it is not the beginning."
Huang Jingyao smiled dumbly, and his words were just as rational.
Strictly speaking, when it comes to figure and appearance, Fang Lu is indeed more than one step worse than Tang Wenjing, not to mention comparing Tang Wenjing, comparing Su Xiang, Li Jing and other beauties, there is still a certain gap, but appearance is not important, otherwise Huang Jingyao really wants to find a few more stunning beauties who are not inferior to Tang Wenjing to play an accident, and it is very simple, what is the leading Hua Dan in the domestic TV circle introduced by Qin Shao a while ago, she is already a top beauty.
The important thing about this kind of thing is feelings, and that kind of feelings is indeed before, it has passed, and he doesn't want to hide it from Tang Wenjing in this kind of thing. (To be continued.) )