Maybe it was because of the stimulation of alcohol, I cried so heartbreakingly, but the corners of my eyes didn't have that burning sensation at all, so I didn't shed tears, I was a little embarrassed to go on so heartbreakingly, so I gradually calmed down.

CC took out a tissue from the bag and handed it to me, I just blew my nose, and then continued to smoke the cigarette in my hand that had not been smoked, the scorching summer air, as if burning my body, turned into ashes, gradually filled with emptiness, this emptiness made me feel better, so I looked at CC and smiled.

But CC cried, not as heartbroken as I was, just silently shedding tears

"What are you crying about?"

"If you want to cry, you have to cry, do you have to have a reason?"

"There's a reason to at least make yourself seem rational, or it's too emotional!"

"We are originally emotional people, otherwise we would have given up those obsessions in our hearts and chosen the life we should live, we are not young anymore!"

I smiled: "Yes, the current dispute is just a pointless delay, so I want to find a girl to marry, why don't you let me ask Mr. Wei to help solve this problem that has plagued me for many years?" ”

"Are you in such a hurry to harm other girls?"

"How can you say that it is a scourge?"

"If other girls don't look down on you, it's not a scourge, but if they do? What can you give to others? A broken heart? Even if there is really no happiness between you and Mi Cai, then at least there is Le Yao, she has always loved you, we all know. ”

"You also think that there is no happiness between me and Mi Cai at all?"

"She has her helplessness, you have your temper, so there is indeed a little less happiness between you, but no one can deny that you have loved and may still love, but whether you love or not, it doesn't matter now, I also heard that she will marry Weiran after Zhuomei goes public."

"So she can marry herself in style, why can't I marry one in style?"

"It's not a game again"

"The so-called competition is just a negative practice, but I am already an adult, I know what kind of attitude to use to deal with the breakup, but at this stage, I really need a marriage, for myself and for my family, think about it, if it weren't for some accidents, I am afraid that Li Xiaoyun and I would have been married a long time ago, and now we are waiting for their children to be born, at that time, I really have the responsibility of a family, who remembers the unreal love, don't you want to live like this, really live together for a lifetime, It's often not the person you love the most! ”

CC looked at me and said for a while: "Then you go back to find Li Xiaoyun!" ”

"She has a boyfriend too."

CC sighed: "Then you are miserable enough to go around in a big circle, but when you return to the same place, you find that you are the only one left!" ”

"This statement will magnify my pain, and I will have to cry again later!"

"Cry, lend you your shoulder!"

Time continues to move forward, and the registration and establishment of a tourism and culture company has also been implemented in this passing time, and tomorrow will be the celebration of the company's establishment

I sat alone in the newly renovated office for a long time this evening, thinking a lot about the future of the company, until it was getting dark, I made myself a cup of strong tea and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, overlooking the city reflected by the setting sun.

After watching for too long, my vision became tired and my vision blurred, but her appearance suddenly became clear in my mind, I can't remember how long I hadn't seen her, but I saw some reports about her sporadically in financial magazines.

She once told me that Zhuomei would be listed in about 3 months, but the latest financial report said that the listing would be postponed, and the outside world speculated about it, but there was no clear statement, and even thought that Zhuomei would fail to go public in the end, and I had a negative attitude towards this, because I know some inside information, as long as Micai and Weiran, the largest investor, can reach an agreement, the possibility of Zhuomei's listing failure is almost zero, and in the past period of time, Zhuomei in Hangzhou and Wuxi also started construction at the same time, and the development momentum is very strong. This is definitely not bad news for the listing!

And Le Yao also went to Singapore last month, but she did not emigrate, because the little girl she brought out of the mountains did not meet the conditions for immigration, and finally she gave up herself, so she only settled in Singapore temporarily, as for when she will come back, no one will know, but I remember that when she saw her off at the airport that day, she said: She promised those villagers in the mountains that she would help them build a road to the county seat, so she will definitely come back, and she will definitely fulfill this promise Maybe she will come back.

Speaking of Jian Wei, her advertising company has won several relatively large municipal projects during this time, so now she is even busier, except for the last time we signed a contract to cooperate, we officially met, most of the time we use telephone communication to work, and even the moat she rarely goes, so I believe that she will also fulfill her promise, in the next year to move the headquarters of the advertising agency to Shanghai, replace her father Jian Boyu, become one of the most energetic shining stars in the advertising industry.

In the end, even Robben and CC left Suzhou because of their participation in the recording of the talent show, and only occasionally exchanged a few messages to greet each other

Therefore, after the people around me have left, I am also more and more lonely, more and more before the night comes, I feel the overwhelming emptiness, so I am always used to holding a cup of tea in the evening, standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looking at the world under my feet, and when I come back to my senses, the night has passed unconsciously for a long time, so the lingering emptiness is relatively much less

Suddenly coming back to my senses, I looked at the rows of street lamps and was convinced that my life had been reshuffled!

It's just that I still don't have a girlfriend!

Before the evening came, I drove the company's GL8 business car to the university town, and I wanted to reminisce about my college life on the night before the company was founded, people always become sentimental when their lives are facing heavy changes, and I am no exception.

Standing silently in front of the school gate, just a cigarette, I saw hundreds of couples like Janeway and I once did, and I couldn't help but feel a little envious, because this was another weekend to indulge.

A school bus stopped outside the door waiting for the teachers who got out of class, and then I happened to see Wei Manwen, it turned out that she was teaching at my alma mater, what a coincidence!

I waved my hand to greet her: "Teacher Wei, this way, look this way"

Wei Manwen smiled and walked towards me and asked, "Why are you here?" ”

I responded with a smile and said, "I didn't come to you on purpose, it's all fate that we're meeting now, so I asked you to introduce me to my girlfriend last time, can you take it seriously?" ”

Before Wei Manwen could respond, my mobile phone rang, took it out and looked at it, but I was surprised that it was a message sent to me by my old boss Chen Jingming: "Zhaoyang, call me back if you have time later, let's make an appointment to meet tomorrow Your company will open, and Mi will always have a generous opening gift for me to pass it on to you!" ”

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