Chapter 278: Xingshi asks for guilt
Wu Xiaojun said with a very firm attitude, "Lingyan, since the day Luo Xiao left, I have completely lost my heart to the Luo family. Yingzi and I are not mules in the same carriage at all, and we will never be able to walk together, this is a fact of fate. β
Bai Lingyan didn't know what to say for a while, so she had to be silent, lowered her head and walked forward slowly.
Wu Xiaojun pondered for a long time, and suddenly said with emotion, "Lingyan, I have experienced many ups and downs, I have long been disheartened about having a girlfriend and falling in love, unless someone like you appears, no one can enter my field of vision again!" β
Bai Lingyan felt very sudden about Wu Xiaojun's words, she had been so good to him before, and she had made so many hints, and she had never said such a thing like today, obviously which nerve was stimulated, and it was a little abnormal. So he said disapprerovingly, "You are really joking, can't you meet someone like me in your life, and you will always be alone?" I can't afford it! β
Lu Jianmin's analysis was not unreasonable, but it aroused Wu Xiaojun's rebellious psychology, denied Shao Yingying from the heart, and chose to accept Bai Lingyan. This is just his wishful thinking, and it is unknown what Bai Lingyan thinks. A woman's heart is like a sea needle, and it is difficult to figure it out with ordinary people's eyes and thinking. The relationship with Bai Lingyan is not in a hurry, and it must be done slowly little by little with a simmer, and only by going with the flow can it come naturally.
Wu Xiaojun felt it, blurted out what was in his heart, and somewhat regretted it, but what he was most worried about was causing Bai Lingyan's disgust, because a word that she might not be willing to accept made her wary of herself, and she broke off the friendship she had established over the years, and lost her only trusted confidante, wouldn't it be self-defeating and worth the loss. The embarrassing situation that he didn't want to see didn't appear, Bai Lingyan's bland and ingenious reaction was beyond his expectations, and the tension aroused for a moment was suddenly relieved a lot, and he smiled and said, "Feel it, feel it, don't take it to heart." β
Bai Lingyan sneered, "You often talk nonsense with your mouth full of guns, who cares about what you say." β
Wu Xiaojun deliberately jokingly reminded Bai Lingyan, "You can't say that, don't think of me as inferior, it's my consistent style to tell more truth and less falsehoods, and you still have to pay attention when you need to take it to heart." β
Shao Yingying was very concerned about the relationship between Wu Xiaojun and Bai Lingyan at first, and secretly observed and probed their relationship, until she had a psychological estrangement with Luo Xiao, and she had no choice but to quit, Luo Xiao and Wu Xiaojun had a clear relationship, and she completely died of this heart. Wu Xiaojun did not retreat because of her anger, regardless of the previous suspicions, he stood up for her at a critical time, and never gave up on her, and ignited her hope, re-examined the past and made a qiΔ, and felt more and more that he was too guarded, and it was extremely wrong to think of Wu Xiaojun in the worst way everywhere, maybe he would be safer and more down-to-earth with him by his side.
Her mother's persuasion really moved Shao Yingying, and the only one who felt uneasy was Bai Lingyan. Things have changed, people's hearts are changing, the two of them have always maintained a tacit understanding of not far away, whether it will be due to Luo Xiao's sudden change to develop rapidly, take a step forward, and step into the door of love It is difficult to determine. The opportunity is rare, time waits for no one, I have missed it many times, and if I miss it again, I can only regret it for life. In any case, I tried it according to my mother's idea.
Wu Xiaojun happily accepted to accompany him home, at least it showed that he still had hope, he had not completely given up the tortuous relationship in the previous paragraph, and it was the happiest and happiest day she felt in many days. He didn't directly express whether he was okay with himself in front of his mother, maybe because the matter came suddenly and he didn't have time to think about it, maybe he was embarrassed to say it, but he talked to himself very speculatively along the way, without any restraint, which showed that he cared about his mother's words very much. Shao Yingying was intoxicated with self-pride, and Bai Lingyan's sudden appearance, quite sarcastic and provocative words, was like pouring a basin of cold water on her fiery heart, and it was cold from head to toe at once.
Shao Yingying was eagerly looking forward to what Wu Xiaojun could explain to herself, what to confess, even if it was a cold and angry word, but as the days passed, there was no desired result. It turned out that Wu Xiaojun was acting in front of himself and deceiving himself. In exchange for his innocent and fiery heart, he was fooled and coaxed by others, and an inexplicable sense of humiliation immediately came to his heart. Her heart was empty, she felt very lost and hesitant, lonely, lonely, lost, helpless overwhelmed her, and she wanted to escape to another world.
Shao Yingying never mustered the courage to take the initiative to find Wu Xiaojun, and chose to remain silent again, he wanted to show his dissatisfaction with Wu Xiaojun in this way, in exchange for his good impression of himself.
Since Wu Xiaojun metaphorically said what he wanted to say to Bai Lingyan, he felt unsteady for three or four days in a row. At dinner, he glanced at the canteen hall with a bowl, and suddenly found that in the innermost window seat, Shao Yingying was eating alone with her head bowed, so he walked straight over, sat down quietly in her, and whispered, "Yingzi, you just eat!" β
Shao Yingying only lowered her head to eat, she didn't notice the arrival of Wu Xiaojun, and when she heard someone ask her, she raised her head in amazement, her face suddenly sank, and she said lightly, "Yes, haven't you eaten yet?" β
Wu Xiaojun looked at her and smiled, "I just came back from the hospital, how is it, this time in the department is still smooth, right?" β
Shao Yingying said coldly, "That's it!" β
Wu Xiaojun heard that her voice was a little heavy, so he didn't say more, hurriedly finished his meal, and said softly, "Yingzi, it's not convenient to talk here, let's go out and talk in a while!" β
Shao Yingying glared at him, hesitated for a while, thought for a while and said, "Okay! β
The two of them came to the shore of the White Lake, and under the shadowy lights, they walked aimlessly along the winding path. Wu Xiaojun felt that the atmosphere was a little depressing, and the two of them walked silently like dumb along the way, and deliberately smiled, "Yingzi, you don't seem to be in good spirits, is there something in your heart?" If there's anything you're not happy about, just say it, and maybe I can help you out. β
Shao Yingying looked up at the starry sky, pondered for a moment, and suddenly asked, "Xiaojun, am I very stupid, and you look down on me in your heart?" β
Wu Xiaojun said brightly, "You are not only beautiful, but also very smart, how can you say this about yourself, I don't have time to appreciate it, how can I look down on you!" β
Shao Yingying looked at Wu Xiaojun with a blank look and said, "Is Bai Lingyan particularly good to you?" He has said before that your personality is very suitable for her, her personality is very suitable for you, I don't understand a little, what kind of relationship is between you, I hope you can answer me truthfully. β
Wu Xiaojun smiled and said, "Yingzi, don't you still doubt it if others don't know, I think you should know best, we are just a simple classmate relationship, according to your words, it never contains any impurities, there is no doubt about it." To tell you the truth, it is inconvenient to say something to anyone else, but it is a relief to talk to her. There are some things that are inconvenient for others to come forward to do, and she doesn't have to think about what baggage she will carry after doing it, except for this feeling. β
Shao Yingying sneered a few times, "Really, with my intuition, she chases you very tightly, she only hates me for being clumsy and not having a long brain, I didn't see it before, but now I regret it, I shouldn't have taken you home last time, let you do what you don't want to do, and listen to what my mother shouldn't say." β
Wu Xiaojun's mood immediately became heavy, she is here to ask the guilt, how should I answer, thought about it and said, "Yingzi, over the years, Auntie and Uncle Luo have always looked down on me and loved me, I know best in my heart, visiting them from time to time is what I should do, take care of you, protect you, and let you walk out of the school gate, even if Auntie doesn't say it, I will do it, don't you even believe this!" β
Shao Yingying said angrily, "What you say is better than what you sing, your heart is all on Bai Lingyan, how can you think of me!" β
Wu Xiaojun stopped and said solemnly, "Yingzi, you really wronged me by saying this, what do I say you can believe, you won't meet her and hide!" β
Shao Yingying said with a sad face, "It's me who worries a lot, you know better than me what to do." Xiaojun, I was sorry for you and broke your heart before, I hope you can forgive me from the bottom of your heart and be able to treat me like Luo Xiao. I know it's probably too late to say this, I just don't want to have any more regrets. β
Wu Xiaojun couldn't bear to hurt her heart, and said with a smile, "Yingzi, I was simple and naΓ―ve and ignorant before, don't mention these ethereal pasts." We have experienced some ups and downs together, we are gradually maturing, things must always be considered thoroughly, what to do should be known in mind, I think time will explain a qiΔ, disappear a qiΔ, and verify a qiΔ. Let go of your burdens, do what you should do, and you will get your wish. β
Although Wu Xiaojun said something that sounded ambiguous, Shao Yingying felt warm in her heart, as if she saw the dawn and hope of her love. Wan Er smiled, "Xiaojun, you are talking to me again in Buddhist language, playing dumb riddles, I don't understand what it means." I think Bai Lingyan is too scheming, she hides it very deeply, she doesn't think you do the right thing, but she is very concerned about what you do wrong, knowing that you have a girlfriend, she still doesn't give up, she doesn't hide, either she has a problem with her brain, or she has other plans, I remind you to be careful, don't be bitten by her inadvertently. β
Wu Xiaojun joked, "Yingzi, you girls observe girls from different angles, always wearing colored glasses to look at people, you won't be eating her jealousy!" If so, I'll keep my eyes open and choose what is good! β
Shao Yingying suddenly felt shy, and suddenly stepped on Wu Xiaojun, "Beautiful to you, I don't know what jealousy is!" β