Chapter 18: Growing Old with You (8)
"Lin Xian'er......" Fang Xiaoqin called softly, just now she said that Lin Xian'er was a little reluctant, "I'm sorry, I was a little impulsive just now, it's me who is wrong." ”
"I can understand why you say that." Lin Xian'er walked to Fang Xiaoqin's side with a smile, no matter when it was messed up, Lin Xian'er would help Shun Yu without hesitation, and this time it was the same.
How could Shun Yu rest assured that Lin Xian'er would leave alone? Lin Xian'er naturally didn't have to wait for Shun Yu to speak, so she naturally ran to Fang Xiaoqin's side, but she couldn't figure out why Shun Yu treated Mo Li like this.
"People can't be resurrected after death, Xiaoqin, don't be so sad." Lin Xian'er gently patted the back of Fang Xiaoqin's hand.
Seeing that Fang Xiaoqin didn't say anything, Lin Xian'er could only help Fang Xiaoqin deal with Mo Li.
"How can we keep Mo Li like this forever?" Fang Xiaoqin lowered her eyes and asked softly.
Lin Xian'er glanced at Fang Xiaoqin and saw her reddened eyes, in fact, Fang Xiaoqin was still reluctant to follow Yu? It's just that she doesn't understand why Shunyu has to execute Mo Li this time?
"Leave it to me, Shunyu did this, in fact, I was also very angry. I don't know how to persuade him, you know his personality, he has his considerations, it's okay if you don't leave him. You and Shunfeng are his spiritual pillars, I'm afraid he won't be able to hold on without you. ”
The anger she had just had just now gradually faded, and her heart was slowly in a very peaceful state.
How could she forget that he was a poisoned person? Her heart was stabbed, but after the sting, she began to think. Now that even Mo Li is dead, the poison on Shunyu's body can no longer be unraveled, right?
"He's really stupid, he killed Mo Li, Mo Li is his hope." If Mo is gone, then he will definitely die.
Although she hated him, her heart began to settle at the thought that he would inevitably die.
"If I don't leave, I'm afraid I'll get sadder and angrier. You are a person who fully supports him, I can't do this, help me take care of him in the future. ”
"The person he needs is you, not me." Lin Xian'er grinned and said helplessly.
Fang Xiaoqin snorted coldly and didn't look at Lin Xian'er, but her heart trembled a little at this moment.
What should Shunyu do in the future? So if she leaves, is it their farewell? She hesitated for a minute.
But he treated Mo Li cold-bloodedly, and her originally softened posture became tough again. How could she be so alone?
Falling in love, loving the wrong person, the bitterness in her heart is only known to her.
"But I can't be with him anymore. I do love him, but I can't be with him, and I'm very him, so I can't be with him, otherwise I can't even forgive myself. ”
"Wait, Princess, here's your letter." A kind soldier handed an envelope to Fang Xiaoqin's hand.
The first person she thought of was Shunyu, but he probably wouldn't do that.
She opened the letter, it turned out to be Mo Li left for her, could it be that Mo Li had already expected that she would die?
Fang Xiaoqin's hand trembled a little, and when every word on the letter appeared in front of her, the heaviness in her heart seemed to be heavier.
Mo Li said that after he died, he wanted to be buried in a place that no one knew, halfway up the Lotus Peak, where no one lived.
"Mo Li, I will definitely help you fulfill your dreams."
At this moment, she couldn't cry anymore, looking at Mo Li lying beside her, she could only hold his body and cry.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault. I don't have the power to save you, you have saved me many times, but I can only watch you die. ”
"Xiaoqin, don't be like this. You're dead......" Lin Xian'er wanted to comfort Fang Xiaoqin, but she couldn't help choking.
Just think about it, isn't Lotus Peak the place where Lord Fang and Mrs. Fang live in seclusion? Why did Mo Li want to be buried there? Lin Xian'er frowned, as if something was wrong.
"Lin Xian'er, do you know? Mo Li knows that I am not Fang Xiaoqin at all, he is also so good to me, I owe him so much, I really don't know how I should pay him back? He was originally a prodigy, and for my sake, he was willing to be wronged here, and I really had no way to forgive myself. ”
Fang Xiaoqin sniffed, and gently stroked Mo Li's cheeks with both hands, but the temperature on her body gradually became cold.
"Mo Li, Mo Li, if there is really an afterlife, I will definitely return it to you. No, in this life, I will return it to you in this life, although you will not see it, but I still decided, I will be with you in the future. ”
"You don't want to guard a dead man, do you?"
Lin Xian'er just squirmed the corners of her lips, wanting to make some sounds, but she only cried.
"Why not? This is probably the only thing I can do for him, he has given so much for me, I just have such a little thing, I should also do. ”
"But what about Shunyu? Did you really let him go? ”
Lin Xian'er obviously saw the reluctance in Fang Xiaoqin's eyes, and saw her red and swollen eyes crying, probably a large part of it was because she hated Shunyu, right?
"If you don't let go, you're torturing yourself. Actually, it's good to be like you, no matter what he does, you can do it without hesitation, I can't do that. I used to think I could untie the knot, but now he's disappointed me. ”
As soon as she mentioned Shunyu, the whole person seemed to have lost her center of gravity, and there was nothing worthy of her love anymore.
Shouldn't she really have come to this place?
"Maybe this is wishful thinking to stand in his point of view, you can be coquettish to him, lose his temper, he can only take it all, I don't understand why he did it this time, although I know Shunyu has done something wrong, but it will not come to this point, if this is what he has to do, I will not ask the reason."
Fang Xiaoqin didn't have a trace of expression, just nodded.
Looking at Fang Xiaoqin's appearance in a daze, seeing that her eyes had lost hope, seeing the hollowness of Fang Xiaoqin's eyes, Lin Xian'er didn't feel good in her heart.
What does Shunyu want to do? Or is Shunyu forced to do this?
Fang Xiaoqin's eyes looked at Mo Li who was lying quietly, thinking about what Lin Xian'er had just said, she could only secretly sarcastically in her heart, if he really paid so much for her, then he wouldn't be like this today.
"Lin Xian'er, don't say anything, maybe Yiqiē hasn't changed at all, but sacrificed Mo Li, I'm really sorry for Mo Li. He gave so much for me, but I could only watch him die. ”
"I am also very sad about Mo Li's death. In fact...... "Lin Xian'er wanted to appease Fang Xiaoqin, but she didn't know what to say was the most appropriate.
"I know you have a heart, and Mo Li's death may be a turning point in the transformation of our relationship. If I had the chance to go back then, things wouldn't have been like this. ”
Fang Xiaoqin sincerely regretted that if she had returned to the twenty-first century at that time, then so many things that followed would not have happened, at that time, because of Shunyu, she stayed, and she actually stayed for a cold-blooded and ruthless person.
"Don't blame yourself so much, in fact, so many things have nothing to do with you at all." Lin Xian'er squatted beside Fang Xiaoqin and hugged her body, hoping to make her love more stable.
Fang Xiaoqin sniffed and sighed, "I only blame myself for being too much in love, otherwise ......"
"I said you don't blame yourself, this qiē may be the destiny of heaven. Your arrival is destined by God, otherwise Shunyu is probably still drilling the horns at this moment. ”
I don't know if such comfort will make Fang Xiaoqin's heart feel more comfortable? But no matter what, Lin Xian'er really hopes that the two of them can be happy.
She admitted that there was a moment when she wanted to squeeze in the two of them, but this was impossible, she knew that Shunyu would not give her a chance at all.
"At that time, I couldn't control myself. I'm really stupid. Fang Xiaoqin thumped her head, she was really stupid, she believed that he had the whole world, it turned out that she could truly embrace happiness by letting him go.
"Why are you beating yourself?" Lin Xian'er grabbed Fang Xiaoqin's hand and glared at her, "Look at you, what have you become now, haven't you always been very calm?" Mo Li died, if you blame yourself so much, will Mo Li be happy? Lin Xian'er saw Fang Xiaoqin punishing herself like this, she couldn't help but lose her temper.
And Shunyu, who was standing not far from them, saw this scene, his heart collapsed, how much he wanted to step forward to hug her at this moment, tell her that this qiē was just an illusion.
After swallowing his saliva, he could only warn himself to stand quietly, otherwise he would fall short. He couldn't even fulfill his last promise.
Xiaoqin, I hope you will always have this kind of hatred, so that I can leave with peace of mind, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it, he turned around, and deliberately kept you cold.
"Lord Wang, what to do with the corpse?"
Shun Yu just waved his hand weakly, his eyes were deep to the end, and he couldn't see a trace of affection, maybe only he knew how heartbroken it was to see her like this at this moment.
"Leave it to the princess, although he is a fine work, but after all, he is a friend of the princess, I hope you can forgive this king. set up a mourning hall for Mo Li, I hope this can be regarded as a favor returned to him by this king. ”
"Lord Wang, don't worry, your subordinates will definitely recruit it."
"Princess, the prince has ordered, set up a mourning hall for Mo Li."
Is he so caring? Fang Xiaoqin sneered, she staggered to her feet, wanting to refuse his alms, but she couldn't see his figure anymore.
"Xiaoqin, don't be rash." Lin Xian'er grabbed Fang Xiaoqin's sleeve and persuaded her.