Chapter 6: Use you as a stand-in for her
"I'm just talking to you...... What kind of tantrum are you throwing at me......" Huang Yinger was also a little aggrieved. She has been in love too much, and she has also experienced a man's change of heart, and she is already a little pessimistic about men.
Huang Ruirui hung up the phone, originally just wanted to find Huang Yinger to give some opinions and opinions, but she didn't expect that Huang Yinger would persuade herself like this.
I will never accept such a thing, Huang Ruirui secretly warned herself in her heart.
If she could accept these things, wouldn't it be all a joke? The boy who wanted to chase her at the beginning, she clearly admitted that she had a habit of cleanliness, and she couldn't accept men at all.
How could she accept that Huo Jingwei was interested in other women? Even if Huo Jingwei just hugged Ma Xiaoyun at noon, it was already beyond her psychological tolerance.
I'm going to give Huo Jingwei a showdown. Huang Ruirui clenched her little fist, no matter what, she must ask Huo Jingwei about the matter today.
Huang Ruirui packed her bag, and her colleagues in the office saw that her face was ugly, and her eyes had changed from the initial sadness to anger, as if the small universe was burning.
This kind of momentum made everyone a little afraid, and for a while, no one dared to speak, and they went to the bathroom together to avoid the outbreak of the small universe.
"May I ask if Huang Ruirui is from your department?" There was already a kind question at the door.
As the words fell, a well-dressed, warm and thoughtful woman like a pearl had already stood in the door.
Ma Xiaoyun - Huang Ruirui raised her head and looked at her, the anger in her eyes was even stronger, it was really an enemy who saw each other, and her eyes were red.
Phew, what an enemy, really exalted her. Huang Ruirui secretly complained. With a gentle and quiet woman like Ma Xiaoyun, one to kill one, two to kill a pair, to be her opponent, she is not worthy.
"Hello." Ma Xiaoyun met Huang Ruirui's gaze, moved her steps lightly, and walked over.
Huang Ruirui didn't speak, she looked at Ma Xiaoyun, waiting for this madman to call her what Meiling again, and say something puzzling again.
"I'm sorry, it's the noon incident, I'm embarrassed, Jingwei has already explained to me, saying that your name is Huang Ruirui, not Meiling." Ma Xiaoyun bowed deeply to Huang Ruirui: "At noon, I was indeed too excited. ”
came to the door to apologize so politely and rationally, which was beyond Huang Ruirui's expectations, and for a while, Huang Ruirui didn't know how to take it.
Is it a smile and a grudge, and a smile says that since it was a misunderstanding, now that there is no misunderstanding, can everyone still take the opportunity to be good friends?
Or look up coldly, since you already know that you are wrong, this will be revealed, and everyone will return to the bridge and the road to the road in the future?
Huang Ruirui thought about these results, but no matter how she dealt with them, it was not very suitable.
Seeing that she was silent, Ma Xiaoyun took a step forward and was about to pull Huang Ruirui's hand: "Can you forgive me?" I sincerely apologize to you. It's just that you are too much like my good friend Meiling, I heard you say that you are Jingwei's girlfriend, so I dare to think that you are Meiling so firmly, because Jingwei has loved Meiling for so many years, I thought that he would never fall in love with another woman except Meiling......"
Like a basin of cold water poured on her head, Huang Ruirui was cold from head to foot, stunned for a moment, and then she replied with a forced smile: "I'm sorry, Secretary Ma, I don't know what you're talking about, I don't know what Meiling of yours is." All I know is that Jingwei is with me now, and he loves me. ”
Ma Xiaoyun shook her head slightly, with a helpless look in her eyes: "I believe that he loves you, and in the same way, I will love you." ”
Huang Ruirui hurriedly took two steps back, how could she ask for this secretary Ma to love, women and daughters love each other, it's disgusting to think about it.
"Jingwei has always loved Meiling, and for Meiling, he didn't even have a girlfriend anymore, but now it's so good, with a woman like you who is similar to Meiling, he can use you as a stand-in for Meiling, and transfer all his love for Meiling to you. I'm so envious, so I also hope that you can be my friend, let me use you as Meiling's stand-in, and let the friendship between us continue, okay? Ma Xiaoyun looked at her, her eyes full of expectation.
Scapegoat...... Transfer...... Continuation...... These words made Huang Ruirui's eyes blacken, her feet weak, and she almost fell to the ground.
"Let me use you as a stand-in for Meiling, and let's continue to be good friends, okay?" Ma Xiaoyun didn't give her a chance to breathe and think at all, and asked a question.
"Impossible." Huang Ruirui propped up the desk to prevent herself from softening: "I'm Huang Ruirui, not your Meiling, I won't be a stand-in......"
"But, aren't you playing the role of a stand-in in front of Jingwei? Why, can't you play it in front of me? Ma Xiaoyun asked, with an aggressive meaning.
"I didn't, I didn't, I didn't play any stand-in at all, Jingwei never appeared in front of me......" Huang Ruirui retorted.
"Of course, he loves Meiling too much, Meiling's death is an eternal scar in his heart, even mentioning Meiling, his breathing is painful, how can he mention it in front of you......" Ma Xiaoyun said.
Huang Ruirui felt that her breathing was painful, how could it be, how could it be, Jingwei had always been the Meiling she loved, and it hurt even to mention it?
"You are talking nonsense, I don't believe ......" she cried out indignantly, but this tone was extremely weak.
"I know you don't believe it, I can take you to a place, and when you see it, you naturally know that what I said is true or false." After Ma Xiaoyun finished speaking, she turned around and walked out, and when she walked to the door, she stood up and turned around, already with a bit of provocation: "Do you want to find out the truth, or do you choose to be a stand-in for us?" ”
Huang Ruirui gritted her teeth tightly, and finally responded: "Okay, I'll go with you." ”
She is unwilling, she needs to know the truth.
Although the truth made her a little scared, she needed to know, perhaps, this was the crux of the relationship between her and Huo Jingwei, she didn't want to be so indifferent to Huo Jingwei, no matter how good the relationship was, it would fade if it was so cold and cold.
Ma Xiaoyun drove the car and took Huang Ruirui to the Zijiashan Cemetery.
Looking at the verdant pines and cypresses around and the rows of tombstones, Huang Ruirui's feet became softer and softer.
She is not afraid of this tombstone, she is faintly afraid, the truth is really as Ma Xiaoyun said.
Ma Xiaoyun didn't give her a chance to breathe at all, she pulled her all the way forward, unexpectedly, this woman who looked as warm and graceful as a pearl seemed to have gained endless strength at this moment, she pulled Huang Ruirui all the way up, and soon pulled her to Meiling's tombstone.
"Look at it, take a good look at it, look at the woman on this tombstone, if she looks the same as you." She pushed Huang Ruirui and made her sit on top of her in front of the tombstone.
Huang Ruirui half-propped up, swept a lock of hair between her ears, pinned behind her ears, and then she stared at the tombstone.
Sure enough, on the tombstone, there is a photo, the girl in the photo, smiling quietly, eyebrows and eyes, is very similar to herself, but the girl in the photo is younger, only sixteen or seventeen years old.
"Now believe it, you should believe how similar you look to Meiling, right?" Ma Xiaoyun squatted down and looked at Huang Ruirui: "You should understand, why do I recognize you as Meiling, right?" ”
Huang Ruirui was frightened and speechless, not to mention that Ma Xiaoyun would treat her as Meiling, even when she looked at this photo herself, she suspected who posted her high school registration photo here.
It's too similar, the two are really too similar, even the slightly exposed little tiger teeth are so similar. Her body inevitably trembled again.
"Do you know, when Meiling died, Jingwei hugged her and cried darkly, that frame, I'm afraid I will die with Meiling......" Ma Xiaoyun quietly recounted the past: "This cemetery was personally selected by Jingwei, and we watched Meiling enter the tomb at ......the beginning."
"Later, Jingwei was too sad and afraid to see things and think about people, so he went abroad and went for ten ......years."
Huang Ruirui remembered the past, Huo Jingwei said that he had suffered all kinds of hardships in the past ten years abroad, and she also asked him to talk about some foreign things to listen, but he didn't say anything.
It turned out that his ten years abroad, ten years of hardship and suffering, were just for the woman lying quietly in this tomb.
"How good he and Meiling were back then, he loved Meiling so much, he just wanted to wait quietly for Meiling to grow up, and then get married and have many children...... He can't wait for all the good things in the world, all to Meiling, and even hates himself for not being able to let the sun revolve around Meiling......" Ma Xiaoyun told the beautiful love story of the year.
It's just that how beautiful the love story was back then, how cruel it is to Huang Ruirui now.
Huang Ruirui felt that Ma Xiaoyun's every word and word was like a blunt knife, slashing at her flesh and stabbing her heart.
There was no blood, no tears, but it made her so painful that she couldn't cry, couldn't shout, and couldn't even breathe.
"Later, Meiling died, Huo Jingwei felt that his sky had fallen, and the whole person was like a walking corpse, his appearance made me worry when I watched from the side, and I couldn't wait to die in place of Meiling......" Speaking of this, the corners of Ma Xiaoyun's eyes burst into tears again: "Meiling is such a kind and beautiful girl, how could God be so cruel to her, let her leave us like this, let me and Jingwei have been tormenting in pain......"
"Don't say it...... Please, don't say it......" Huang Ruirui cried along.
"I thought that Jingwei and I would live in endless pain and memories in this life, but I didn't expect him to meet you first...... Although this is unfair to Meiling, it is very good to Jingwei, at least, he can transfer all his feelings for Meiling to you, and he will give you all the good things in the world...... to make up for the deep longing in his heart......"