The night after posting Weibo, suddenly became extremely quiet, maybe because of the extreme dedication during the recording, I always recalled the melody of "Ifyouwantme" in my ears, which made it difficult for me to sleep, and then I fell into an inextricable miss, I really wanted to see what she looks like now, listen to her voice.

It's been four months since she's gone, and my thoughts have never faded with the passage of time, on the contrary, in the dead of night, I feel the torn torment, I really can't get used to my pillow without her, those nights when I can sleep together have become more precious than any precious jewel in the world, but I can't experience it anymore

I lifted the quilt, left the bed, stood on the edge of the balcony and lit a cigarette, many times, I am like this, whenever I miss and can't stop, I will stand here and look at the open world outside, and then let my consciousness extend in an endless direction with those flickering lights, only then will I temporarily forget Mi Cai, forget that I am living in this world

It's another Friday afternoon, Le Yao came to Suzhou again after a long time, she has been very busy recently, so she will always see her sharing some of the progress of film creation on Weibo, and some tidbits in the filming process.

Le Yao entered my office, threw her leather bag on the sofa very casually, and then tore open my bag of good tea leaves to make herself a cup of hot tea, I looked at her grinning and smiled, she ignored my smile completely, lying on the sofa against the wall with a teacup in her hand, two slender legs on the coffee table very casually, and said to me: "I have read all the Weibo you have posted recently, can you not vent your dead and alive emotions on such a big platform?" ”

Her always fast words made me a little speechless, and she said after a while: "Didn't you repost it for me after singing a few songs!" ”

"yes, I just want everyone to see how you are going to die or live!" After Le Yao hurt me with this, she said, "Alas! Mr. Zhao, who is the head of the two companies, can't escape a love word! It's just that the woman who makes you think of dying and alive is also as well-intentioned as you, and always doesn't miss any opportunity to convey the current situation to the other party? ”

I didn't answer, just remembered that Mi Cai hadn't heard any news for a long time, and I had already held a total of 17 business speeches across the country, so intensively participating in business activities, in addition to promoting the business spirit of "the road of literature and art", I also wanted Mi Cai to perceive my existence Unfortunately, I didn't get much response!

Le Yao seems to have an answer in her heart, or, it doesn't matter if I answer or not, she just lies comfortably on the sofa, enjoying a cup of tea, I can see, at least at this moment, she lives much easier than me, and she doesn't have to measure the distance of another person in a space without answers, at this time, there is only herself in her world, and the cup of hot tea that she holds in her hand So, I prefer to use "cute" to describe her who is completely free of burden now.

After a moment of silence, I finally smiled and asked her, "Comrade, why have you become so relaxed and happy if you can talk to me?" ”

Le Yao put down the teacup in her hand, stared at me for a while, and replied, "Because there is no love to expect!" Because you have a career you like to do! ”

"Hmm."

Le Yao got up from the sofa, unwilling to talk to me about these mood topics anymore, she turned to say, "It's almost time for you to get off work, right?" Hurry up and drive me to pick up the girl, I haven't seen her in months, I really miss her! ”

"I have another party tonight, I really can't get out of the way, you go pick up the girl yourself, my car keys are for you." I said as I took the car keys out of my briefcase and handed them to her.

She didn't answer, and said with a straight face: "Zhaoyang, is it interesting for you to do this?" I finally came to Suzhou, and you refused to let you accompany me to pick up the girl, when did you take social interaction to heart? Don't you put on the stinky posture of idealistic youth in the future? ”

I smiled helplessly: "What does socializing have to do with idealism?" I really want to know how your brain thinks about problems, and how do you put these two things together? ”

Le Yao replied eloquently: "Idealists only live in the ideal world they have created, but socializing is a knife, dissecting all the ugliness in reality in front of you, and letting you see many ugly faces with false flattery, isn't this a very disgusting thing?" ”

"Hehe, you have a point, but I'm used to it! Living to this day, reality and ideals are no longer so far away in my world, ugly or disgusting, they are all things that will definitely exist in this world, just like there will be some weeds in a garden, so that those flowers will look more delicate, right, dear Comrade Le Yao! ”

Le Yao sighed with an exaggerated expression: "It's over, a person who is good at brainwashing others, and finally one day he was also washed by others, this is really a living cycle of karma!" ”

The more she was interested in squeezing me, the more I was too lazy to lose my temper with her, and once again handed the car keys to her hand, and then beckoned her to go downstairs together, she didn't have much to do with my soft resistance, and stomped her feet angrily, only to keep up with my footsteps but was reluctant to really care about me, just told me to drink a little less, call her when I was done, and she went to pick me up

This is a gathering of local entrepreneurs in Suzhou, and it is also a great opportunity to show yourself and find cooperation, during which I have been chatting with several CEOs in the real estate industry, hoping that they can hand over the advertising business to Simei Advertising, which has completed the transformation

After two hours of communication, finally two real estate companies are willing to cooperate with Simei again, of course, I also paid a lot of price for it, the advertising agency fee we charged is far lower than the industry price, but there is no way, because Simei Advertising, which has been in a deep debt crisis, needs such an opportunity to fight a turnaround battle for itself, and I also hope that when Janeway wakes up, I will not see a shrunken version of Simei advertising!

At ten o'clock in the night, the party finally ended, I followed the crowd out of the hotel, and then, I heard the sound of the car horn from the parking lot not far away, I followed the sound and looked, and soon saw Le Yao who fell out of the window and waved to me, although I repeatedly said that I didn't need her to pick me up, but she still came, she drove the car to my side, I immediately opened the passenger cab door and sat down beside her.

I was drunk, squinting at the rapidly backward buildings outside the car window, I saw a lot of light in the city reflected on Le Yao's face, reflecting the loneliness in her heart, at this moment, she no longer has the ease and ease when we met in the afternoon, hehe, the night and alcohol are the same color, it will always tear out some helplessness and pain in the depths of people's hearts At this moment, I also feel that life is more cruel than death in the corrosion of alcohol, I really miss her too much! I miss it and can't stop.

Or the familiar tracks, or those trains that can't remember the appearance, hurriedly flashed in front of our eyes and felt the wind blowing by us at will, I leaned on the car and lit a cigarette, Le Yao sat on the small mound not far away with her chin and looked at the picture as before, but the mood was different, Le Yao was waiting for a train that would not know where to go in the next moment, and I was waiting for the unreachable future, we had different paths, but the intersection was beside this real section of the tracks.

She finally spoke: "Zhaoyang, in fact, this time I came to Suzhou, I wanted to ask you for a favor!" ”

Without thinking about it, I replied, "It's incumbent on me, you can say it." ”

"My film will be coming to an end soon, and I hope you can leave a back in this movie!"

I was a little surprised by her request for a cameo, and after a moment of silence I asked, "What is the plot involved in this back?" ”

Le Yao first looked at me, and then smiled and replied: "It's not interesting to sue you now, if you agree, on that day, I will go to Weihai with the crew to take a scene, the scene about you is very simple, that is, standing in the middle of the island with a guitar on your back, and then your back is reflected in the sea blown by the sea breeze with the sunset!" ”

"Aren't you in this shot?"

"No, because my tombstone is on another island opposite you"

I reacted strongly and said, "Is this a tragedy? And it's also a routine of Korean dramas! Le Yao, you have to be cautious! The style of Korean films is no longer available in the domestic market! What is popular in China now is the emotional drama of nostalgia for youth, I really think it's a bit risky for you to design the ending like this, first of all, it lacks some sense of urbanity and realism, if it were me, I would definitely freeze the final shot in the light and shadow of the city, and then the heroine released the white dove in her hand, lamenting that the so-called life is just a flight without wings, believe me, don't let anyone die in your film, I don't like this kind of tragic ending"

"You represent only yourself! I think a film will only be remembered by the audience if it leaves irreversible regrets! ”

"You little pervert, don't you know that Chinese have a complex for pursuing comedy endings? You have to know more clearly that this film wants the box office, not your personal self-entertainment! ”

Le Yao didn't pay attention to my excitement at all, and said: "I seem to have everything in my life, but in fact, I lack everything, so I only like to do what I like to do, as for the box office, you don't need to worry about it, because of my film, the box office is impossible to be bad, this is based on the trust in the entire production team, as long as you answer whether you can help or not, don't make yourself like a screenwriter, you can't even handle yourself in reality, and you still want to get the characters in my movie, isn't it a joke?" ”

I was speechless, and after a long time, I chose to fulfill her persistence, and finally nodded and agreed to help her with this! She smiled as if she had won a battle.

The wind of the summer night blew the dark clouds above the sky, the moon showed a horn like a timid girl and sprinkled some light on the earth, we were silent in the night wind, I don't know what she was thinking, but I was still thinking about a non-tragic ending for her film

After a long time, my mobile phone rang in my pocket, I took it out of my pocket, and the next second after I connected it, I heard Yan Yan's heavy gasp, but her tone was full of ecstasy, she swallowed her saliva and said to me because of her excitement: "Zhaoyang, Weiwei, she woke up, Weiwei, she really woke up!" ”