265 untie the knot and suddenly open up

"Mr. Murong, I won't tell you anything, this flavor medicine was refined by myself and named it Gold and Silver."

"Gold and silver? It's a very special name. ”

When he heard the words gold and silver, Mr. Murong immediately used his mind quickly, and after turning around, he really had never heard of this name.

"Huh! It's okay, but when it comes to why it's called this name, it's just that its shape reminds me of a small fruit in my hometown, and the ghost sent the gods to use this name, but there is no special origin and saying. ”

This is also the big truth, Li Banxia either chose not to say it, or told the truth.

"I see, I said why is it called such a name?" Mr. Murong kept nodding his head, obviously full of interest in the issue he was talking about.

"Then Miss Li, I don't know what kind of wonder your drug has, why is it completely contrary to other drugs, but the effect is more than ten times or even dozens of times stronger?"

Li Banxia was silent for a moment, and he didn't think about how to answer him for a while.

Mr. Murong understood, "If Miss Li is embarrassed, then don't say it, I am presumptuous to ask." "Secret medicines like this are mostly secrets that are not passed on. The doctor, like a martial arts master, has learned a superb skill, and he always doesn't want it to be widely spread. Because there are more people who know how to do it, your skill is not very remarkable.

Of course, there are still many people who are willing to patronize the people with their achievements, but there are not many such people.

"Well, no, Mr. Murong misunderstood, it's not that I don't want to tell you about this, it's just that I don't know how to say it for a while."

Mr. Murong nodded again, "I understand what the girl means." ”

There are indeed many things. I don't understand. There are some things, even if you understand them, you have to pretend that you don't understand them. If you understand one thing too well, you will have troubles of one kind or another.

This girl didn't understand, but she understood too much. Otherwise, she wouldn't have thought so much and had so many worries and concerns.

Maybe Mr. Murong is also a doctor, and he also had such and such concerns about Li Banxia when he was young, so he understands her mood very well.

"Sir, understand?" Li Banxia was stunned. From Murong Zhuqing's eyes, she could feel the struggle in her heart about this issue.

"Of course. Because I've thought the same thing as you before. ”

“……”

"It's not that I want to sing the praises of myself, but to be honest, a good doctor with a conscience and a benevolent heart. Qualified healers will have the same concerns as you, girl. ”

Li Banxia only felt overjoyed in her heart, because of this contradiction and embarrassment, sometimes she was about to drive her crazy, and she didn't know how to solve it. Even if you say it. Others may not understand her. And this Mr. Murong just said what she had been worried about for so long in her heart with just one sentence.

"But then I figured it out—"

Li Banxia was listening, intuitively, she knew that these words must be very important, especially to her. It could be very useful.

"In this world, everything has its own laws of operation and the truth of existence, and human power cannot reverse it. Alone. No matter how great his ability is, he can't change the way things work—"

"The world we live in is constantly advancing, and the birth of every new thing must contain both advantages and disadvantages. Being timid and looking ahead will only hinder the progress of the world—"

Li Banxia seems to have returned to his high school philosophy class. Not to mention whether these truths are correct or fallacious, this Mr. Murong really speaks in a tone that has the flavor of a philosopher.

And there's no denying it. Some of the things he said still had a reason for him.

"If everyone is worried that the things they have developed will cause damage to others and to this world, then what bright hope is there in this world?"

"As long as we do not violate our own morality, adhere to our professional ethics, and faithfully fulfill our responsibilities, then the subsequent development of a thing will be left to future generations to see and solve. There was a hundred miles of mourning before, and he developed the world's first strange poison, and his original purpose of refining poison was just to fight poison with poison and save a poor man who was soaked in poison. Later, the world's first strange poison harmed the rivers and lakes, which was the crime of the poisoner, and it could not be attributed to Bailiai. He is dead, the poison has been stolen, and this account of the afterlife will never be counted on his head. ”

Later, there was Sikong Dan, in order to help the ** team win, he personally created a plague in the enemy country. Unexpectedly, the enemy army would resist desperately, and those who were suffering from the plague had a high fever and trembling all over their bodies. As a result, most of the soldiers of this army were also infected with the plague, and compared to the morale of the enemy army, the morale of this army was low, and a civil war broke out. ”

"Sikong Dan intends to kill the enemy army, and has not yet developed a way to relieve the plague. After the plague spread in this military camp, Sikong Dan became the target of public criticism, and on the city wall, the general who defended the city apologized to all the soldiers and civilians for abusing the villain. In the end, the culprit who caused all this, Sikong Dan, was burned to death to cheer up the army. ”

Li Banxia heard these two stories for the first time.

She understood the purpose of Mr. Murong in telling these two stories.

That Baili Ai created the world's first strange poison, his starting point was good, and he also kept this poison as much as possible during his lifetime, so as not to let him fall into Xiaoxiao's hands. Then after that, even if more people die at the hands of the world's most strange poison, as long as Baili Ai does not forget his duty and rescues the poisoned people, then what he has done is understandable, and he has not done anything wrong.

Even if he took away his medicine because of his mistakes, or if his opponent was too strong, all of this was not his intention, and he could be forgiven by others.

After all, he wasn't the one who poisoned people. Even if he didn't have the poison in his hand, the man could still use other poisons to harm others.

Perhaps, the only one who could not forgive him was himself.

Entangled in this problem, it is like getting into the tip of the horns, and it is still yourself who is suffering and troubled.

And Sikong Dan, although he died a miserable death, he also seems to deserve it.

Although he had his position and hoped that his side would win, he used this cruel and inhumane method to harm the innocent people in the war, and from the fact that he had not developed a prescription to relieve the plague before, he knew that he had the intention of causing the death of the enemy camp and even the innocent people. At this point, even if the war is won, he will be nailed to the pillar of shame forever.

But no one with a conscience can endure such an inhumane act. How can such misdeeds in one's own camp give confidence to the subjects that they can bring back the victory they most desire, compared to the stubborn and shocking scene displayed by the enemy?

There are all kinds of strange poisons and drugs in this world, only you can't think of it, and there is nothing you can't grow. As long as you are willing to keep a pure heart and use these drugs in the right way, why bother with these drugs falling into the hands of those bad people, what will be the consequences?

It's not the terrible biological and chemical weapons in the world today, or the terrible germs that can kill tens of thousands of people or destroy a nation with a single drop.

Even these terrible weapons in modern times are possessed by certain countries. If everyone thinks that the world will be at peace if they are obtained by the bad guys, then I am afraid that these things will long be gone.

Li Banxia has thought about these questions more than once.

She also understands these truths, but she can't convince herself for a while, she really completely unloads the baggage and worries in her heart, and lets go of her hands and feet to do what she wants to do.

It wasn't until Mr. Murong's words that she really heard it in her heart.

As long as she does what she should do, as long as she does all this out of kindness and heart, then how she will develop in the future depends on herself.

To put it bluntly, each of these carefully developed drugs is like her child. This sounds, although it sounds a bit vulgar, but it is also very appropriate.

When the child is still around, you don't worry about him/her, and don't dare to let him/her go out and fly by himself/her, for fear that he/she will meet bad guys. But children will grow up one day, they will leave you and live alone, and sooner or later they will meet such and such people and face all kinds of trials. What the result will be depends more on their own creation.

But that's not to say it's really all about you.

No matter how far away your child is, you will be concerned about him/her, and you will think about him/her and plan for him/her. Within the scope of what you can consider him/her, plan everything for him/her wholeheartedly, so that he/she can live safely and worry-free, and will not be taken advantage of by bad people and bad things.

Do your best and do what you can, the rest, it's up to them.

Only with this attitude can a person who studies medicine or does scientific research walk more calmly and calmly on this road.

Li Banxia felt that he had really come to the right place on today's trip.

This matter has been bothering her for a long time, and she has been pondering this problem since the first time she developed her own drugs and poisons.

She didn't know if other healers would have such concerns and thoughts as hers. She just knew that these thoughts and concerns had haunted her for too long, too deep, too deep for her to escape.

It is precisely because of these concerns that many things that have been formed in her mind are given up by herself. After this incident, should she also try to slowly let go of these burdens in her heart and do what she should do, as Mr. Murong said?

Thinking about this, I believe that Li Banxia will go farther and farther on this road, and it will become more and more exciting-

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