Chapter 38 Sacrifice
In life, the most rare thing is to have a few friends who are heart-to-heart, no matter how long they have known each other, how big the age difference is, how different the life course is, those feelings of heart-to-heart at a glance will always be so unforgettable, let us think again and again, think again and again, and always refuse to forget.
In Jing Ning's heart, he didn't know what it was like for Ouyang Miaoshou and Xue Hanbing, but Xilin Jinchun used his life to make himself understand: he was really a precious part of his life, and he existed irreplaceably like that, so that every time Jing Ning thought about it, infinite emotions came to his heart, and he would not die for a long time.
Now, Xilin Jinchun is gone, maybe not because of Jing Ning, but Ouyang Miaoshou and Xue Hanbing are also gone, they are sleeping in this cold ice lake, Jing Ning doesn't know if they will be cold, but Jing Ning knows that part of their hearts is nostalgic here, and this is enough.
On the Hualan Snow Mountain on the shore, there are skillful Snow Tribesmen, who have begun to carve the portrait of Xue Hanbing, which is their "Snow Mountain Ancestor", although it is just a joke, but Xue Hanbing is lucky, and his departure is commemorated after all. In the future, whenever the early morning sun shines through the layers of mountains and hits the Hualan Mountains, the highest mountain in the Everest Mountains, the statue of Snow Hanbing will shine, and his golden portrait, projected in the hearts of the Snow people, will be a monument that will never fade.
Ouyang Miaoshou, the expectation of a lifetime, is chic and free, his true temperament has achieved the first half of his life, that is the most free life in his life, and the second half of his life, because of Jing Ning, he welcomed his own different life, he met Xilin Jinchun, felt the warmth of the family affection that he always thought he didn't need at all, so he had the idea of having someone to accompany him, and at this time, Xilin Jinchun also fulfilled his wish and became his precious apprentice godson in Ouyang Miao's mouth, He has always wanted Xilin Jinchun to provide for his old age, and in the end, God also fulfilled Ouyang Miaoshou's wish, he and Xilin Jinchun were buried in Qianlong Lake, Jing Ning thought, Ouyang Miaoshou's heart should be happy.
For Xilin Jinchun, his only concern in this life is Jing Ning, and now, he has finally completed his mission, pulled Jing Ning, who was seriously ill and died frequently, back to the death line, and gave her a new life, the only regret may be that Xilin Jinchun paid for this, and from then on, he has no way to accompany Jing Ning, but since Xilin Jinchun can save Jing Ning's life with his life like this, then Xilin Jinchun's heart must be ready, as long as Jing Ning is happy, I believe that Xilin Jinchun has no regrets in this world.
When Jing Ning left, only Feng Jian Che was by his side, and the Snow Clan people were busy paying tribute to their beloved Snow Mountain Ancestor, for them, Jing Ning had no special significance, or rather, because Xue Hanbing's death was partly because of Jing Ning, so their feelings for Jing Ning were complicated.
In this way, Feng Jian Che took Jing Ning down the mountain silently, under the mountain, there were the guards of the Wu Zhuguo Palace and Lang Ji waiting there, the moment he saw Lang Ji, Jing Ning thought of his separated relatives, and thought of the Xilin Jinchun he had just lost, and the pain in his heart inexplicably resurfaced in his eyes, the sour sadness turned into tears and left behind, wet his face and heart, Feng Jian saw it, sighed, hugged him in his arms, and gently comforted: "If you want to cry, cry out loud, it's not a way to hold it in your heart...... |
Jing Ning's nose was sour and uncomfortable, and his eyes were full of tears, and he was originally taboo to hold on, but when Feng Jian Che said this, Jing Ning's eyes and nose immediately seemed to open the floodgates, and they poured down the river for thousands of miles...... Feng Jian Che felt the coldness in his arms, penetrated through the placket, and was cold on his chest, the coldness in his heart exceeded the feeling of his skin, in addition to being distressed, he was still distressed.
Standing like that, I don't know how long it took, Feng Jian Che's legs were numb, and he lost his intuition little by little, Jing Ning still stood like that according to Feng Jian Che, only endless tears were left in his heart, and the pain was numb with his body, so it would be fine.
"Let's get in the carriage, how can your body stand it all the time like this? I'm going to be sick again......" Feng Jian Che gently lowered his head and persuaded, Jing Ning lay in Feng Jian Che's arms and did not move, and after a long time he nodded slowly.
Feng Jian Che stretched out his hand to pick up Jing Ning, took her into his arms, and surrounded her with a thick coat, shielding Feng Jian Che and Jing Ning from all the wind and rain, from then on, such a warm embrace will always accompany Jing Ning until the end of her life......
The bumps along the way, Jing Ning couldn't stand it, and sure enough, he was sick again. Feng Jian Che wrapped Jing Ning in a thick quilt in his arms, and ordered someone to boil the medicine and feed it to Jing Ning, but Jing Ning was still hot all over, and the heat was not good, and in the end, he finally fell into a coma, and occasionally woke up in a daze, his eyes were also closed, and his mouth was full of nonsense, but all of them were Xilin Jinchun.
Feng Jian Che's heart was distressed, he hated himself for not protecting Jing Ning well, and he also resented Xilin Jinchun's selfishness, because he understood the mustard in Jing Ning's heart, Xilin Jinchun understood why Jing Ning rejected him when he was in Miaojiang, so he chose to use his life to let Jing Ning remember himself for the rest of his life, obviously, he succeeded, but he also left.
Feng Jian Che knows that he will never be able to replace Xilin Jinchun's position in Jing Ning's heart, he is special, he is the only one, however, Feng Jian Che's heart, will not be jealous, he is grateful to Xilin Jinchun for loving Jing Ning so much, if it were not for the existence of Xilin Jinchun, Feng Jian Che also believes that Jing Ning is long gone, and he will be destroyed, Xilin Jinchun saved not only Jing Ning, but also his Feng Jian Che, Xilin Jinchun in the hearts of Feng Jian Che and Jing Ning, will be an eternal memorial, and they will leave a special one in their hearts, The only location is given to Xilin Jinchun.
The palace of Wu Zhuguo is close at hand, and the people in the palace have already received the news that Huang Shang has returned to the palace, and the civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty are waiting outside the city gate, and even Zhang Qingfang has come.
The old dynasty collapsed, the new dynasty was rebuilt, thanks to those good soldiers with Xilin Jinchun, always Feng Jianche left for so long, the court and China are still a concord, all the work is carried out in an orderly manner, seeing such a scene, Feng Jian Che finally believed Mrs. Honghua's words, indeed, with Xilin Jinchun on the side, not to mention a small Wuzhu country, even the world, it is also at your fingertips!
In the palace of the new dynasty, the Manchu Dynasty civil and military pilgrimage saluted, Feng Jian Che rushed back all the way, seeing these faces, his heart was full of gratitude, the dragon chair under his body should have been Xilin Jinchun's, but now that he is sitting here, Feng Jian Che believes that he will work hard to do a good job.
After the next court, Xilin Jinchun returned to Jingzhen Garden to visit Jing Ning, Jing Ning had already woken up, but the wet eyelashes and wet pillows revealed Jing Ning's thoughts, for a while, I'm afraid, Jing Ning is still difficult to get out of the death of Xilin Jinchun and Ouyang Miaoshou and Xue Hanbing.
Quietly by Jing Ning's side, Feng Jian Che held the poetry book in his hand, word by word, and slowly flipped through it, but Feng Jian Che knew in his heart that he was worried about Jing Ning in his heart, and he didn't know how many of these words and sentences were in his eyes.
The little girl usually looks bold and reckless, the most unconscionable, when she saw the Danxiang Guoxiangcheng Market, Feng Jian Che remembered it in her heart, but at that time, she was young after all, too ignorant, and even regarded Jing Ning, who disturbed her mind, as a troublesome push outside the door, and today it seems that it is really stupid.
Fortunately, God treats himself well and still keeps Jing Ning by his side, whether it is Xilin Jinchun, who has accompanied Jing Ning for nearly ten years, or Feng Yanhao, who came out halfway to snatch love, or Xilin Jinqiu, who looks like Xilin Jinchun and dares to love and hate...... Jing Ning walked towards himself step by step, perhaps, Feng Jian Che is not the best, Feng Jian Che is not the most willing to give up for Jing Ning, and even, Feng Jian Che is not the most incapable of Jing Ning, but Feng Jian Che understands that no matter what time in his heart, Jing Ning is the most profound existence in his heart.
After these two years, Jing Ning is no longer the original Jing Ning, her innocence and sloppiness have been worn away a lot, but her calmness and wisdom have also precipitated more and more, and the attraction of youth may no longer be so obvious, but, with a wise mind and a calm heart, plus Jing Ning is also an extremely friendly person, the aura on her body has already illuminated the people around her, even if she has been asleep and does not wake up very often.
After the matter of Xilin Jinchun came to an end, I believe that Jing Ning will regain her demeanor, sadness buried her heart, and the pain made her hide in a small corner and lick her wounds, but after the tears flowed and the pain gradually subsided, Jing Ning will definitely come back to life, just like the collapse of the country and the death of the family did not stop Jing Ning's demeanor, so Feng Jian Che believes that Jing Ning will definitely survive all this, and when she starts again, she must be better than ever.
Originally, it was already the spring season, and the mark of the peach blossoms was still on the branches, but I didn't expect that at this time, a snowflake fell from the sky, and the faint layer after layer covered the imperial city, like a memorial, quietly staged over the city.
The light white obscures all the colors, the wind stream is persistent for a long time, and Jing Ning, who has been injured for a long time, and has been able to get better, climbs the tower to look, and has a panoramic view of the great rivers and mountains of this Wuzhu country, such a beautiful scenery, will disappear all the pain, and when the sun shines in tomorrow, the melting ice and snow will re-nourish the earth and glow with vitality.