Maybe it's because of the nervousness that Mi Cai and I can't keep in line with each other.,In the cold winter, our hands actually broke out in a cold sweat.,This reaction caught me unexpected.,What's wrong with me.,What's wrong with Mi Cai.,We're just holding hands.。

An abrupt tree blocked in front of us, in order to avoid this tree, I was very cooperative and leaned towards Mi Cai, but I didn't want Mi Cai to lean towards me in order to avoid it, so the two bumped into each other without tacit understanding, and subconsciously let go of the hand that was holding together.

We finally looked at each other in embarrassment, but this time Micai put her hand in her pocket.

This action made me a little disappointed, and I felt that I had offended her, and said to her for a while: "I don't mean anything else by holding your hand, I usually have a ...... with Yan Yan CC: They're still hooking their shoulders! ”

Mi Cai looked away and hesitated for a moment before saying to me, "I know, you don't have to explain. ”

I finally nodded, and then reached out and flagged down a taxi, we had gone far enough to achieve the purpose of walking, and it might be a little embarrassing for us to keep walking.

……

This night, Mi Cai didn't play in the bar for too long, just sat for half an hour and then left first, which made me feel that I had offended her, and I also complained that I had no restraint, and I didn't want to cast a shadow on our relationship because of this incident, so sometimes it is best not to test and break it, at least I can be as noisy and care for each other as before.

When I got home, I lay down on the bed after a simple wash, and then lit a cigarette and took the photo stolen from Mi Cai's office today in my hand and looked at it carefully, and then I was amused by her pouting, cute, and pretending to be cute, laughing, laughing and inexplicably overflowing some pain, and I didn't understand where these injuries came from for a long time, maybe because I sympathized with her, or maybe because I couldn't get close to her.

I gradually realized that maybe I had fallen in love with her subtly...... But what a terrible thing it was to me, because subconsciously I never felt that we would be together, and if we could not be together, how pale and lonely this sudden love was, and how lonely it would be, and how unreciprocated in loneliness...... I can only watch from afar.

I snuffed out the cigarette in my hand, put Mi Cai's photo into the folder of the book, and then turned off the light, and the room was dark and lonely!

……

Soon another week passed, in this week, I chose a decoration company to work with, and the "Fifth Season" theme music bar officially entered the second renovation, and I finally ushered in the most relaxed period since returning to Suzhou, the only thing to do was to go to the bar every afternoon to supervise the decoration.

In this week, I haven't been in contact with Mi Cai, she hasn't looked for me again, it seems to be back to the state of strangers, I didn't adapt to this strangeness in the first three days, I wanted to call her several times to ask her out, but gradually I restrained, so that I completely broke off the idea of contacting her, this kind of disconnection stems from the fact that I am no longer a man full of pursuit and expectation of love, I can give up a qiē fantasy of love, and live in self-entertainment.

It was a sunny afternoon, I stayed at home and didn't go anywhere, sitting on the couch and controlling a remote-controlled car I bought a long time ago to kill my boredom, but my mind was still on the marketing of the bar after the second opening, and until now I haven't thought of any good marketing plan, because it is really difficult to convey the message of the bar to the target consumers scattered around when the funds are not abundant.

Distraught, I controlled the remote control car to speed up in a straight line, hung up a reverse gear, and then turned again, and the car drifted instantly.

While I was playing the next drift, the door suddenly opened, and I saw Mi Cai, who was looking at the drifting RC car.

Finally, she asked me with a look of incomprehension, "You still play with toy cars?" ”

"It's a RC racer, not a toy car, okay?"

Mi Cai looked at it again and said, "I don't see any difference. ”

I put down the remote control in my hand, unwilling to continue the conversation with her, so I asked, "Why are you here?" ”

"Come get some clothes."

"Oh." I answered mechanically.

Mi Cai looked at me, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she just said, "Then you continue to play, I'll finish my clothes and leave." ”

I didn't respond to Mi Cai, picked up the remote control and started playing again, and Mi Cai also entered her room, and about five minutes later walked out with a handbag, she came to me and was silent for a while and said, "...... I'm leaving. ”

I didn't say anything, but I controlled the car to hit her, Mi Cai dodged several times, and finally kicked my RC car over with a kick, frowning and asking, "What are you doing?" ”

I didn't want her to leave, but I didn't know how to keep it, and when I left the couch, I straightened the kicked car and then turned it into her.

This time, Mi Cai kicked over without hesitation, and said angrily: "Zhaoyang, are you sick again?" ”

"Yes, I'm sick, I'm still insane!"

"Then you should go to a mental hospital."

"I've given up on treatment."

Mi Cai looked at me speechlessly......

"Or you're going to have a nervous breakdown, let's play together."

For this unreliable mention of yì, I thought that Mi Cai would scold me, but I didn't want her to ask with great interest: "What are you playing?" ”

I thought for a moment and said, "Let's go to the square and play racing." ”

"Just your broken remote-controlled car."

"That's right."

Mi Cai thought for a while and said, "Then let's go." ”

And she agreed to my request so lightly, which surprised me a little and made me a little happy, and I didn't mind taking her to play RC racing like a psychopath, so I hurriedly went to the room to get a bag and loaded up the RC car, and then "two neurotics" went downstairs together.

……

When we arrived at a nearby square, Mi Cai and I found a bench and sat down, and then took out the remote control car from the bag and started playing, while Mi Cai held his chin and watched me play.

I started to show off all kinds of skills, but Mi Cai didn't applaud me, and soon I lost the motivation to continue playing, handed the remote control to Mi Cai and said, "Do you want to play?" ”

Mi Cai nodded and finally took the remote control from my hand with a smile, and I realized that she had just deliberately snubbed me, in order to make me feel bored, and then let her play with her.

I didn't want to worry about her, so I took out a cigarette and lit it, leaned back on the bench, and pulled out the film from the cigarette case, looking at the blue sky and white clouds, and also snubbed Mi Cai and didn't want to take care of her.

Mi Cai completely ignored my inconvenience, followed my example, played with racing cars in a good way, and pulled my clothes for a long time and asked, "How did you play that drift just now, it feels cool!" ”

"Want to learn?"

Mi Cai nodded expectantly.

I looked at the little chubby dun next to me, who was controlling another racing car, and then said to Mi Cai, "If you use our car to knock over that chubby dun's car, I'll teach you." ”――

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