151. Chapter 073: Lu Zhannan, You Bastard!
For a long time in the past childhood, only hearing his footsteps would make my heart flutter, I couldn't help blushing, and I couldn't help but start feeling a little girl, but at this moment, when I heard this familiar footsteps, I didn't feel anything.
She used to feel that Lu Zhannan was like a god, he could have the strength of a god, as long as he was there, there was nothing impossible, as long as he was in her world, it would be a sunny day, and no matter where she was in danger, he always appeared at the first hour to save her.
But when did it come, slowly this relationship began to change, and slowly it was not him who was the most helpless and needed him the most by her side.
She didn't blame him for what happened yesterday, it was her fault, didn't she? It's because of her stupidity that she was used to embarrass him in public, so it's understandable that he doesn't answer her phone calls and completely plays with her and disappears, isn't it? Why is it that when he thinks of Tong Guanzhang's death, he is always so unreasonable and blames him for not coming?
Tong Xin was very tired and didn't want to think about it, and when she saw that Lu Zhannan was coming with Wei Yinuo, she was calm and relieved, her father's death had too much impact on her, she couldn't think of anything else, and she didn't have the heart to care about anything, who was right and who was wrong in the relationship, and who could tell who was right and who was wrong?
Lu Zhannan hurried but it was too late, he strode to the morgue, when he saw the body covered with a white cloth, Lu Zhannan's body was so weak that he could barely stand, stretched out his hand, his hands were trembling, and he took the piece of white cloth away from Tong Guanzhang's face very tremblingly, revealing that pale and lifeless face, at this moment Lu Zhannan was extremely uncomfortable.
"Dad, I'm sorry, I'm late......" Tong Guanzhang's death was really unexpected, in recent days, his condition has been so good, who would have expected that he would die so suddenly, at this moment Lu Zhannan didn't want to believe his ears, and like Tong Xin, he also felt that it was just a nightmare, but more than uncomfortable, he blamed himself and regretted it, he didn't even come to see the last side of his father, but he was not by his side when his father was uncomfortable.
The son wants to be filial and his relatives are not there, this is the biggest pain in life, but this pain is irreparable, and it can only be left in the bottom of the heart and become an irreparable regret.
"Lu Zhannan, you bastard!" When Lu Zhannan walked out of the morgue, Yan Jinmin, who was caught off guard, grabbed him by the collar and punched him on the cheek, "Do you know that Uncle Tong was thinking about you yesterday when he was dying, and he kept trying to see you at the end, while you were fooling around with other women outside when your father died!" ”
When he saw that Lu Zhannan and Wei Yinuo came together early in the morning, everything was clear at a glance, but Tong Guanzhang saw everything Yan Jinmin before his death, he was looking for him, he wanted to see his last side, but he never contacted him, and he left his father and wife with another woman, Yan Jinmin was naturally furious.
"Zhan Nan, you're fine, right?" Seeing that Lu Zhannan was beaten by Wei Yinuo and hurriedly ran over to support him, Yan Jinmin's hand was very heavy, and blood had already flowed from the corners of Lu Zhannan's mouth, seeing this, Wei Yinuo was angry, and reprimanded Yan Jinmin loudly: "Why did you hit him?" Why are you talking nonsense? What the hell? He was originally my man! ”
"Your man?" Hearing Wei Yinuo's words, Cheng Cheng couldn't be angry, "Xinxin is now his rightful Mrs. Lu, okay?" Your current behavior is the behavior of the little three! ”
"I'm a junior?" Hearing Cheng Cheng say this, Wei Yinuo was naturally annoyed, "I am upright with my man, how can I be a junior?" Not as despicable as some people would be to get a pill and climb into his bed. ”
"You!" Cheng Cheng was furious.
"Enough!" Suddenly, Lu Zhannan shouted, and Wei Yinuo and Cheng Cheng, who couldn't help but be frightened, were trembling.
Now Lu Zhannan is already very uncomfortable, and that group of people are still arguing in front of his father's body!
Yan Jinmin played well, even if he didn't fight Lu Zhannan, he couldn't wait to beat himself, nearly 20 years, the father-son relationship between him and Tong Guanzhang will definitely not be worse than that of his father and son, and even his biological father and son will not be as close as the two, he can imagine Tong Guanzhang's discomfort when he was dying, and he can imagine the regret that he wanted to see his last side but didn't see it, yes, Tong Guanzhang regrets, why not Lu Zhannan?
"Alas, what about the heart? What about the heart? I was just arguing just now, but now I found that my childlike heart was gone, Cheng Cheng hurriedly looked around, and was very anxious to see the figure without her, "Xinxin was still here just now." ”
Yan Jinmin was also anxious when she found that her childlike heart was gone, and now that her childlike mood was extremely unstable, they were naturally very worried.
"Go find it." Yan Jinmin's words fell, and he and Cheng Cheng hurriedly went separately to find it.
And at this moment, Lu Zhannan didn't care about anything, he only felt that his heart was extremely painful, as if it was about to burst, and when he saw his red and swollen cheeks, Yinuo hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Zhannan, are you okay?" Does it hurt? ”
Hurt?
Lu Zhannan suddenly felt that he was unconscious.
"Heart, heart, heart......" Yan Jinmin and Cheng Cheng shouted and looked for them separately in the hospital, but they were really frightened by not seeing the childlike figure, what happened last night was already very bizarre, this child's heart is gone, where will it go?
"Xinxin, where are you? When I heard the answer to me, my heart ...... "Yan Jinmin has searched all over the hospital but still has no trace of childlike innocence, and after the last time, he ran onto the roof of the hospital and continued to shout but found that childlike innocence was standing on it."
The wind blew her hair fluttering in the air, and the little body standing in the wind looked very thin, as if the wind could blow her away, seeing this scene, Yan Jinmin's heart was suddenly stabbed by something.
During this period of time, he knew the child's experience best, her neck was injured and her whole body was injured, and Tong Guanzhang had an accident within a few days.
And this thing came one after another, it was indeed too cruel for this little girl, how could she bear it?
Seeing this, Yan Jinmin hurriedly took off her coat and stepped forward to put it on her, saying, "It's windy, don't catch a cold." ”
Faced with Yan Jinmin's move, Tong Xin smiled very self-deprecatingly, and said, "Who cares about this stinky skin?" What if you catch a cold? ”
It's not just her body that's cool now?
Hearing such self-defeating words from Tong Xin, Yan Jinmin's brows tightened, and she hurriedly said, "Who said that no one cares? How distressed I am when you are like this, do you know how much I feel sorry for you? ”
Yan Jinmin was also in a hurry and actually said this sentence casually, but she didn't think much about this sentence, she just smiled gratefully and said: "Xie Lu Xie, I can't repay you and Cheng Cheng for your kindness to me, if I can't repay it in this life, then ......."
"Don't say anything stupid!" Yan Jinmin interrupted the child's words sharply, and then said, "Who wants to repay it?" As long as you are good, you are better than anything else. ”
Hearing this, the childlike heart only smiled reluctantly, and now she really can't see any hope of living, and maybe she can only rely on the truth that is waiting for her to maintain.
"Xinxin, I know that you feel uncomfortable, if you feel uncomfortable, you will cry out loud, it is easy for you to hold back your illness like this, Uncle Tong is gone, this is a fact that cannot be changed, but you have to live well." Seeing that childlike innocence was so uncomfortable, Yan Jinmin hurriedly comforted.
Live well?
Yes, her father's last words before his death were to let her live well, and her father's last wish was to let her live well, but at this moment, it was so difficult for childlike innocence to do.
"Senior, I'm really at a loss now, I can't see the little hope that belongs to me, even a little bit I can't see, from birth to now, it seems, it seems that this is a process of slow loss, I first lost my external together, then lost my mother, and now my father is gone, and my husband, I really can't fight for it now, I suddenly feel that overnight, I have nothing, really nothing......"
Now Tong Xin really feels desperate, what a kind of despair, and hearing Tong Xin's words, Jin Min is really distressed to death, and she can't help but hold her in her arms.
"Who said you don't have anything, you still have me, as long as you need it, I will always be there." Yan Jinmin hugged her childlike heart tightly and said these words very seriously.
Now the childlike innocence seems to be just an external shell, and she is only moved by Yan Jinmin's words, really, there is nothing else, and she doesn't think much about it, and she doesn't have the strength to think about it.
"Senior, Xie Lu Xie, really Xie Lu Xie...... "The childlike innocence now is really like a walking corpse, the so-called friend in distress, at this moment she really has too much gratitude to Cheng Cheng and Yan Jinmin.
"Heart ......", and at this time, Cheng Cheng, who searched everywhere and didn't find a childlike heart, also ran onto the rooftop, just spit out the word "heart" but saw the scene in front of him.
Yan Jinmin hugged the childlike heart tightly, and the childlike weak body leaned on Yan Jinmin's arms, his head was buried deep in his chest, and he was still wearing Yan Jinmin's clothes.
As Yan Jinmin's girlfriend, as a woman, seeing this scene, she naturally wants to get into trouble, and the most important thing is that he has been in love with Yan Jinmin for so long, he has never hugged himself like holding a childlike heart at this moment, and he is always tepid to himself.
Seeing this, Cheng Cheng is not angry is fake, but now the situation is special, and her childlike innocence has reached the verge of collapse, she has absolutely no intention of thinking about anything else, and as for Yan Jinmin, it is probably out of the distress of the senior, giving her a shoulder, thinking like this, Cheng Cheng also persuaded himself like this......