Chapter 35: Life Is Only Love and Hard to Die (4)
"Little fish, why do you endure it so much? Do you still teach her methods? That princess wasn't a good kind at all. Chen Rui carefully wiped the bloodshot from the corner of Fang Xiaoqin's mouth.
"Hiss......" Fang Xiaoqin made a sound because she couldn't stand the pain. It's just that her heart is very clear. Chen Rui will definitely inform Shunyu about this, and when the time comes, Ling'er will only have disgust in Shunyu's mind.
It's just that Ling'er's chess piece is the only way to be discarded by Shunyu...... She knew very well that she had to go to gambling.
"The prince asked me to take a good look at you, I was only a little late, and you were tortured like this. That princess is so hateful. Isn't she the princess of the Western Barbarians, so jealous, I really don't know why you treat her so kindly. ”
Fang Xiaoqin's brows frowned slightly, but Chun'er's hand was too heavy. She won't bear these slaps of her in vain, she must return them.
"I just don't want to cause trouble, she's a princess after all, and I'm just a guest in the house. In the final analysis, everything she does is also for Shunyu. ”
Chen Rui was angry, and glared at Fang Xiaoqin, "Look at you, don't fight for yourself in anything." Don't be so groveling, you're ...... anyway."
He didn't say anything in the end, paused for a long time, and had to shake his head helplessly.
"Remember, don't tell the prince about this, I don't want the princess to be scolded by the prince because of me like this, after all, she is the princess of the Xiban, and it is also a political marriage, so how can I take care of the face of the emperor of the Xiban."
Chen Rui pursed his lips dissatisfiedly, looking at her kind move, his brows frowned, he really didn't know whether to worry about her or not.
"Princess......" Chen Rui felt a sound slowly walking towards them.
As he expected, the person who came was Fang Xiaoqin in disguise.
Fang Xiaoqin looked at Lin Xian'er and was slightly stunned, she didn't expect Lin Xian'er to take the initiative to come over. She stood up and hurriedly took her luggage, "The slave has seen the princess. ”
"Little fish, why do you need to be polite? How's it going? I thought I would be done when I came back, but the prince still asked me to pretend, so I'm sorry. ”
Lin Xian'er's face was kind and sincerely apologized.
Fang Xiaoqin saw Lin Xian'er sit down, so she sat down on the stool, but at this time she looked at Lin Xian'er seriously, she was dressed in white clothes, without a waist, and directly let the skirt hang directly to the ground.
I haven't seen Lin Xian'er these days, Fang Xiaoqin feels that his complexion is much better, Lin Xian'er didn't apply powder, but she still saw that her face was pink, with a hint of a little woman's flush, could it be that Lin Xian'er was also too deep in the play?
"I understand, in fact, I want to say thank you to you, in fact, you pretend to be me, but let you take so many risks for me, I just don't want to go. I'm going to bother you again in the days to come......" Fang Xiaoqin moved slightly, she wanted to stand up to express her gratitude, but was caught by Lin Xian'er.
"Chen Rui, here is me, we two women are talking, you are a ** man here, it's not very convenient. Don't worry, with me here, nothing will happen to her. ”
Lin Xian'er wanted to talk to Fang Xiaoqin alone, so she had to send Chen Rui away first.
"Then be careful." Chen Rui bowed slightly, and then withdrew.
There was still a smile on the corner of Fang Xiaoqin's mouth, and she asked directly, "Could it be that you have something ......?" "Instead of guessing, it's better to get straight to the point.
Lin Xian'er just chuckled, but admired Fang Xiaoqin's straightforwardness, but she didn't know if she could discuss this matter with her?
Fang Xiaoqin saw that Lin Xian'er didn't make any sound, and guessed in her heart that Lin Xian'er was probably embarrassed.
"If you have anything to say, you might as well say it." She asked again.
"Everything I've done is just for the sake of the prince, and I really hope that I can disguise it because of this. I don't know what's going on in your heart, but if you're not going to stay with him, can you do something for me. ”
"What's the matter?" She muttered secretly, this matter is not simple, otherwise Lin Xian'er would not have been so embarrassed.
"I know he doesn't have any love for me, I don't want to be around him, I want to have a child, a child that belongs to him, and I know I'm asking for a bit too much."
Child? Her heart fluttered, she thought that Lin Xian'er was asking her to leave Shunyu, but she didn't expect to hear such a thing.
But he ...... I can't control him at all. She looked embarrassed, Shun Yu didn't even want to touch Ling'er, an old friend of more than ten years, how could he be?
Lin Xian'er swallowed wildly, as if there were countless ants in her heart, but at this moment, she had to drop this face.
"If you want to stay with him, I'll stay away from him, I just ask me to have a sustenance. If you don't want to stay with him, can you let me stay with him, stay with her, pretend to be you. ”
Fang Xiaoqin was stunned, a little stunned, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, but she didn't know how to respond. Lin Xian'er's only wish is to stay by Shunyu's side, she understands this.
"If you don't think about either of them, that's okay. I just hope you forget about it. Lin Xian'er's pink cheeks gradually showed a trace of loss.
How to answer this, Fang Xiaoqin was just worried about whether Lin Xian'er was deliberately testing her by Shunyu? She couldn't determine Lin Xian'er's true purpose, she paused slightly for a long time, and saw Lin Xian'er's sincere smile.
"Actually, you don't have to look like this, he doesn't love me at all, his kindness to me is just a habit of his, you see, he only has Lin Mengchu in his mind, I am just his princess, the mother of the child in the womb, if in addition to this relationship, he will not take a second look at me."
Fang Xiaoqin is naturally self-aware, why doesn't she know about Shunyu? It's just that why did he have to let Lin Xian'er test her?
Her eyes glanced at Lin Xian'er secretly, and saw that the hope on Lin Xian'er's face slowly disappeared.
"I don't want to leave him, he's everything to me. If you continue to pretend to be me, I think I can say yes, really. I originally wanted to live an ordinary life, but I couldn't help myself, and since you have this mind, I will definitely help you. ”
Lin Xian'er just smiled kindly, as if she was not satisfied with this result, she sighed and said, "Actually, you love him, how can I not see it?" I thought you preferred freedom, and you stayed by his side, so why should I continue to pretend to be you? ”
Lin Xian'er's beautiful eyes gradually brewed a faint sense of loss, but her tone was very light, not complaining about Fang Xiaoqin, but a kind of self-pity.
Ling'er's love for Shun Yu is so hot, Lin Xian'er's love is so deep, is her love for Shun Yu a long stream? But the stream had dried up, and her heart was suffocated, and the feeling of tearing pain returned to her heart again.
She almost lost her mind, but she strongly suppressed the bad feeling, "We have all chosen to love him, so it must be more painful than others, I can understand your love for him, I am not jealous or anything else." I've told him many times about you, but every time he's so angry. ”
"Oh." Lin Xian'er responded lightly, but her expression revealed the great disappointment in her heart. Her expression also became a little dazed.
"But you really love him, he is the one who is most afraid of commitment, afraid of being hurt, so he would rather not think about it. Would you like to give him some more time? ”
Fang Xiaoqin just didn't want to hit Lin Xian'er, but what was Shunyu's intention, she really didn't understand, and she couldn't dissect his heart, she could only guess, and she could only slowly untie his heart knot in the long river of time, but she was no longer possible, so shouldn't this opportunity be left to others?
"In fact, during this time, I was really happy, although I didn't get along with him for a long time, but he was so gentle with me, I was really happy, I knew it was fake, but I was still so happy. I even hope you'll never come back......" She pursed her lips slightly, smirking self-deprecatingly.
Lin Xian'er's thoughts, Fang Xiaoqin can understand. It's just that Qiu Wei can't let go, how can she leave Shunyu? Her eyes drooped, she didn't want Lin Xian'er to be disappointed, but she couldn't help herself.
Lin Xian'er saw that Fang Xiaoqin fell into deep thought, there was a trace of crystal in her eyes, she choked up several times, and was almost speechless, but she sniffed and continued: "I know that this wish of mine is too much, and even a little stupid, but when I really experience the feeling of being cared for by him, I can't get out, do you understand?" I really can't help it, in fact, I've really thought about it for a long time, should I tell you? I know you won't do anything to me, but I really want to be around him, and I know I'm really cheap, but ......"
"There's nothing wrong with loving someone, you love too hard, haven't you ever thought about giving up?" Fang Xiaoqin still didn't give Lin Xian'er a response.
"Give up, if I want to give up, I won't be here at the moment, Fang Xiaoqin, I really think you are very happy. Although Shun Yu loves Lin Mengchu, he is good to you, and your favor is impeccable. ”
Is he really that good? Fang Xiaoqin asked herself, but why did she really feel his hypocrisy?
"If you don't love, don't be so nice to me, I'll really misunderstand, and even I'll be delusional......"
"Fang Xiaoqin, don't you really think about it?" Lin Xian'er got up and wanted to kneel on the ground and plead.