Chapter 861: Here's What You Say
Angelina's anger was a little inexplicable in Fang Xu's opinion.
But as far as she is concerned, Angelina doesn't feel that there is anything wrong.
Because, what she wants is not an apology at all, nor is it a sorry.
All she wants is a hug, a hug, a place where she can cry out all these years of grievances.
As a basic etiquette, the two of them are friends who haven't seen each other for many years, and a hug after meeting is a common thing, but from meeting a few days ago, until this meeting this afternoon, Angelina was very restrained, without too much physical touch, because she didn't know if she could bear it at that moment, what she was worried about was that a hug etiquette, she might not want to let go, just want to cry out like that.
No one can understand the grievances and anguish in her heart, and no one can see through the current Angelina.
She is no longer the ten-year-old girl she was back then, nor is she the black angel who can laugh and even trick others everywhere.
Thinking of the past, when the two met for the first time, an oriental child brought Angelina's curiosity far more than anything. Including the bickering of the two people, playing tempers, Fang Xu's never being humble, and sometimes even pushing and shoving.
But those have passed, and the two people now are really strangers.
Especially Fang Xu's bow and apology, the sorry he said, as if it was a kind of rectification of the relationship, completely separated the emotional lines that the two people had intersected before, and never got along with each other, Angelina didn't want this, it was really not this.
"If you have anything, just say it." Fang Xu also felt the difference in aura here, but he didn't understand what Angelina was going to do, so he waited for a long time and asked.
"I haven't drunk the wine yet." Angelina took a deep breath and pointed to Fang Xu's half glass of wine, she didn't smile, she looked at him with such an indifferent expression.
Fang Xu understood that this didn't seem to be a matter of a glass of wine, as if, she still had something to say, just to find an excuse to come back and sit down.
Pursing his lips, Fang Xu nodded, stepped back again, sat down with his wine glass, and looked at the tall woman with his head raised: "I still have time, we can talk for a while." ”
Angelina sat down again, picked up her wine glass, and raised it to Fang Xu.
Fang Xu also lifted it, leaned forward and touched her lightly, and took a sip.
Angelina's smile came back again: "Aren't you afraid that I will poison you?" ”
Fang Xu's expression was stunned, his arms were also stunned, looking at Angelina's smile, he also smiled slightly, put the wine glass to his lips again, and then raised his head, poured half a glass of wine into his mouth, didn't have time to taste it, and swallowed it like this.
When he put down his glass, he clicked his lips and signaled that he was done.
"Do you think I really don't dare to poison?" Angelina pulled the corners of her mouth, "There seems to be a proverb in Chinese, it is the mouth of the green bamboo snake and the needle behind the tail of the wasp, both of which are not poisonous, and they are the most poisonous to women's hearts." A woman with a grudge is easy to do stupid things. ”
"You know Chinese?" Fang Xu's eyebrows suddenly raised, it seemed that when she saw Angelina again, she had always spoken English, and she had never shown the meaning of speaking Chinese.
But after thinking about it, she joked a few days ago that she had learned the language of the island country back then, and it didn't seem very surprising if she secretly learned Chinese.
Angelina grinned and didn't answer.
"Are you really afraid that I will poison you to death because of resentment?"
"Is it any good for you?" Fang Xu shook his head and smiled, as if he was really not afraid of her poisoning.
"You don't need any benefits, you just need to have hatred in your heart, and you can kill someone for hundreds of reasons." Angelina raised her hand to put the hair in her ear behind her ear, and looked at him with a sparkle in her eyes: "I don't need hundreds, I only need one, your abandonment, isn't this reason enough?" ”
Fang Xu opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything in the end, and was silent for a moment before shaking his head and smiling bitterly: "It seems that you really have a lot of resentment towards me, I apologized just now......"
Without waiting for Fang Xu to finish speaking, Angelina's face sank again, and she scolded coldly: "What I want is not an apology, not sorry." ”
Fang Xu's expression froze, she didn't expect that she would react so much if she said casually.
Angelina gritted her silver teeth and looked at him with cold eyes: "Do you know what I endured back then? Do you know how painful it is for me for you to leave without being late and leaving? Do you know how many years I've been looking for you? ”
Fang Xu opened his lips slightly, looked at the woman in front of him, and watched Angelina's expression change in a daze, Fang Xu couldn't say a word.
"Huh!"
Angelina's expression changed a lot, she suddenly sneered, leaned on the sofa, still crossed her legs, her hands on her shoulders, no matter what movements and changes in her expression, her eyes were always on Fang Xu's face.
Angelina spoke again, her tone a little calmer, but it was very cold: "Do you think that you have done nothing wrong?" And then even if I did something wrong, a word of sorry, a sentence of you have apologized, can erase my pain and ...... for so many years And missing? ”
Angelina paused for a while, shook her head again and sneered: "Back then, you never said a word of love to me, nor did you say a word of sweetness, I know that you are not the kind of superficial person, and I don't like to listen to sweet words, but there is no woman who does not want to be recognized by her man, but I never asked for anything, nor did I force you to do anything, in the end I still gave myself to you, for the first time, I gave you all my heart, you are my world." ”
Fang Xu was silent, he himself is not a man who likes to coax women, he loves if he loves, but he doesn't like to say it, whether it is to Angelina or the woman around him now, Fang Xu rarely says anything sweet, everyone's personality is different.
"I never forced you to do anything, I didn't let you choose anything, what happened back then was the news I revealed."
Fang Xu instantly raised his head and looked at Angelina.
Angelina sneered: "I don't know why I did that at the time, maybe I liked you too much, I was too afraid of separation, so I couldn't help but do that, but after I did it, I regretted it, I shouldn't have passed it on, because the timing was not right, but I didn't force you to do anything, I didn't let you marry me or take responsibility for this matter, I was also very guilty at the time." ”
Fang Xu suddenly understood something.
At that time, after stealing the forbidden fruit, it was already relatively secretive, and ordinary people couldn't find out at all, but the matter still spread suddenly, and I don't know who passed it on, which directly made Fang Xu very passive.
It's just that Fang Xu didn't have time to think about these issues at that time, and he saw Angelina once later, when she lowered her head, she acted as if she was similar to guilt and grievance, and she cried silently. At that time, Fang Xu didn't think much about it, a girl, a girl who was not yet twenty years old, suddenly encountered such a thing, and it was normal for her expression to appear.
Now that he thinks about it, Fang Xu understands.
Angelina shook her head: "I really didn't force you to do anything, although I really wanted you to be responsible, but I didn't say it in the end, it was you who held me and said at the time, you want to give me an explanation, no matter what the situation is, let me not be afraid, because you will stand in front of me and block everything for me, this is what you said!" ”