521 gathers less and leaves more, and there is no hope of survival

Sunset, dusk.

Li Banxia sat on the eaves of the garden porch, leaning against the pillars, squinting at the sunset in the west, looking a little tired.

Not only was my body tired, but my heart was also tired.

She hadn't seen Liu Dongshan for a long time, and since that time she said goodbye in Jiangzhou, she hadn't seen him again, and she didn't know how he was doing.

Since their husband and wife got married, they have always been together less and more separated. Sometimes she has been away for a few months, sometimes she has been away from home for a long time, and now it is calculated that they have been separated more than they have been together.

However, there was no time that made Li Banxia panic more than this time. Even when she went to the border city alone and the road ahead was bleak, there was no such time as this time, the fear of parting from the depths of her heart.

Especially in the past two days, my mood is always up and down, and I always feel heartache for no reason. The tide of longing swept over her body, and she was almost out of breath.

She misses Liu Dongshan, misses the feeling of being comfortable and peaceful by his side, and if she can, she will never leave his side again.

After so many things, Li Banxia deeply understood that nothing was more important than being by his side. If there is still a chance, she wants to tell Liu Dongshan that in the future, she will never leave him again.

Not only Liu Dongshan, but she also misses Ma and Liu Shenjiang very much, as well as the three children at home. Dongshan and her are not at home, and I don't know if they are doing well at home or how they are doing. Angelica he, now he is staying in Jiangzhou alone, and he is not familiar with life. Although there is the care of the shopkeeper of the dance melt and the inch crude medicine shop. I hadn't seen her and his dad in such a long time. I don't know if he'll be worried.

Liu Angelica is a smart child, he must be able to feel that something is wrong with them. I hope this child will be obedient and not worry about their husband and wife.

Originally, she was still very worried about whether the second prince would extend his claws to Liu Angelica, who was also in Jiangzhou, but judging from the current situation, she didn't need to worry about this for the time being.

With Wurong taking care of Angelica, she should be able to rest assured. Just reishi and sweet. Ay! These two children, I don't know that without her to put them to sleep, their father tells them stories, and they can't sleep at night.

When she was at home, these little ghosts were always noisy, and it was rare for her ears to be quiet. Sometimes it's so coaxing that the little guy from Huanzi is obedient and lets her study pharmacology for a while. Now that there is less chatter from the little ones in his ears, Li Banxia feels quite uncomfortable, every time there is silence. I miss it even more.

Recalling the interesting things with the children at home, Li Banxia couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth. As if thinking so. These children are all around her.

She desperately wanted to get back to them, and the family lived happily together, and nothing could separate them from each other.

However, this level may not be able to be passed, and she may never be able to return to them. Not only her, but she also affected Dongshan. She couldn't imagine what it would be like to be without the two of them at the same time. Dongshan is the life of his father, if there is any accident in Dongshan, how miserable it should be for two old people to send black-haired people, how miserable it should be, how can she, a daughter-in-law, bear to see the two elders so sad for their affairs?

No, she came here to survive, not to die, why is she afraid? So many people are still waiting for her, waiting for her and Dongshan to go back, how can she let them down?

Although the second prince is more cold-blooded and ruthless than she imagined, and she can't see any hope of life in him, but things are man-made, how can you do it if you don't work hard to find a way to survive here?

She still has to save this life to save Dongshan, and then return to her hometown with him, before she does it, how can she give her life to this place?

Maybe Li Banxia didn't realize it herself, but she had slowly made a choice in her heart. If one day, the husband and wife are destined not to go back alive, she will do her best to protect Liu Dongshan. Although this idea was not very clear, it began to slowly take shape in Li Banxia's mind.

However, what Li Banxia didn't know was that in the minds of Ma and Liu Shenjiang, not only Liu Dongshan was their life, but her daughter-in-law was no less than their son in the hearts of the second elder. In the hearts of them and the three children, Li Banxia is as important as Liu Dongshan.

If they knew the thought that popped up in Li Banxia's heart, they would definitely be very heartbroken.

But Li Banxia would never have imagined that at this time, the second prince received a flying pigeon biography, a flying pigeon biography from Jiangzhou.

Holding the note in his hand tightly, the second prince's heart couldn't help but freeze, his face suddenly became terrifying, and he coldly ordered his subordinates: "This matter is not allowed to be mentioned to Dr. Li, if this king knows that someone has more mouths and more words......"

The subordinates kneeling in front of him hurriedly lowered their heads, trying to shrink their existence, not daring to disobey at all.

waved his hand to let his subordinates retreat, leaving only the second prince in the house. The second prince didn't know how long he had been standing, so he reopened the note, glanced at it, and clenched it tightly.

The second prince found Li Banxia who didn't know what he was thinking on the veranda in the back garden, saw the dazed Li Banxia, and thought of the note from the flying pigeon under Fang Cai, and a touch of worry flashed on his indifferent face. However, soon, he disappeared without a trace, and with a habitual smile on the corner of his mouth, he walked towards Li Banxia.

"I feel cool when I am free, and I am lonely in autumn. The sunset is infinitely good, just near dusk. What is Miss Li thinking, thinking so much? ”

Li Banxia didn't look at him, just shook his head.

She didn't want to speak, and the second prince didn't speak, sitting next to Li Banxia casually. Not to mention, this is really a nice place, quiet and quiet, the sun is setting, sitting in this place, gently nestled on the pillars, the fatigue of the day is gone.

Li Banxia was lost in his own world, completely forgetting that there was such a person around him. The second prince looked at the sunset for a while, and then looked at Li Banxia for a while, looking quite complacent. He didn't remember, just now, he received a flying pigeon biography that could completely change the fate of others.

Maybe for the rest of his life, that person will never be happy again. But what does all this have to do with him? He has so many things to plan every day, and where does he have time to worry about the life and death of a small ordinary person. Anyway, they are going to die sooner or later, and it makes no difference if they die early or later.

It was dark, and the last rays of the setting sun had sunk under the mountains and rivers in the west, and the courtyard began to get cold. The cold wind blew by, making Li Banxia's hands and feet cold, and she seemed to be unconscious, sitting in place, not moving.

In a strange place, in a bleak courtyard, she leaned alone in the huge courtyard. It's like the whole world, she is alone, and she has nowhere to rely on.

Li Banxia has been so lonely for a long time. The first time she felt lonely was when her parents left her, and although it was painful, she was still young and didn't know what death was. In addition, my grandfather has carefully cared for him, and I have grown up under his care for many years, although I will still be sad and sad from time to time, but I will not be too lonely.

Because she knew that if she was unhappy, her grandfather must be unhappy too.

In addition, her grandfather always had boring pleasures, taught her to learn medical science, took her to trek through mountains and rivers, traveled to many places, and came into contact with all kinds of patients. Every day, her life is entangled by all kinds of herbs and patients, and she forgets her sadness.

The second time I felt personally alone and helpless, was when my grandfather left. At that time, just like now, in the world of heaven and earth, I felt that I could no longer find a loved one. She navigates the boundless world. You can't stop anywhere, you can only go all the way. However, there were thorns in front of her, and she couldn't stay, but she couldn't move an inch.

Just when she felt lonely and didn't know how to go on, she came here and had a home. At the beginning, although there were a lot of troubles, but every day it was noisy, and sometimes even if I was said by my mother and Shanxiang, although my face was unhappy, my heart was still happy.

Because she's not alone anymore.

Later, the family's relationship got better and better. Dongshan's care, his father's love, and the closeness of the children all made Li Banxia's heart more and more happy and full. She had never been so happy, as if with them, she would have no regrets in this life. And her grandfather, who is far away in the other world, should also be at ease with her.

But now, I am a person, and my life hangs in the hands of others, and I can't help it. Dongshan also lost his freedom because of her relationship, and he didn't know what kind of bad luck would be. All this made Li Banxia feel anxious and hesitant from the bottom of his heart. Although she still maintained calm on her face, her heart was always worried and panicked.

She didn't want to die, she was afraid that even if she died, she wouldn't be able to return to them, and she would be alone even when she left.

She didn't want to be so negative, and she didn't want to think about it. Thinking about this will only kill her fighting spirit and lose the courage to fight with the second prince to the end.

Li Banxia tried his best to restrain his emotions and not let himself be cranky. It's just that I don't know what's going on in the past two days, and my heart is in turmoil, as if it jumps out of my chest and is not under her control.

"It's dark, it's windy, let's go back to the house early~" The second prince stood up and said to Li Banxia, who was still sitting there quietly.

Li Banxia didn't object, and got up slowly, his body was a little numb because of sitting for a long time. The second prince nodded and turned back to his room.

The second prince watched her back leave, and her thin back, because the sky looked a little blurry, but it was shrouded in loneliness and gloom for no reason.

He remembered the note on his body, spread it out, and wrote a line of words in small black letters on it: Liu Dongshan escaped with a plan, accidentally fell off the cliff halfway, and there was no hope of survival.

………… (To be continued......)