If it weren't for the fact that they helped her endure most of the darkness back then, how could her heart be so vulnerable, and when she encounters a big event, she will only choose the most stupid method, which has caused the current situation, which is a bit chaotic, isn't it? If they could have been ruthless and let her get in touch with it, even if it was just a part of the darkness, she would not be so simple, and felt that sacrificing herself was the best way to solve the problem.

And Ouyang Xiasha in this life, because she has more cognition of the future than ordinary people, that is, the ability equivalent to a prophet, and the help of followers in the underworld, coupled with the deliberate concealment of the dark side in today's society, therefore, Ouyang Xiasha has acted before they reacted so far, so smoothly, she still has no chance to get in touch with the dark side. Therefore, whether it is the previous life or this life, compared to Lan Zixi, Ouyang Xiasha is already very happy.

Too long has passed in the previous life, what happened back then, and now, there is no longer any point in pursuing it, so let's not mention it for the time being, let's just talk about this life, compared to Ouyang Xiasha's lack of contact with the dark side of society, when Lan Zixi began to face the darkest in the world, he was only four years old.

At that time, he had just reached the age of sensibility, and he was still a child who was powerless and needed to rely on his parents. However, her biological mother did not give him the support and protection he deserved, but hardened his heart and let him learn what a member of the royal family should learn, including understanding and accepting the dark side of society.

There was a time when Lan Zixi hated his mother and despised his father, why did other children, some of whom were even much older than him, be coquettish to their parents, play willfully, ask for the toys they want, eat what they want to eat, and do what they want to do, while he wants to get in touch with the incomprehensible world of adults, but he has to learn those things that seem to him to be like a book from heaven? Why can't they protect their children like other parents do? Why do they treat themselves so cruelly? Do you have an enmity with them in your last life? Are they their own biological parents?!

It wasn't until later that Lan Zixi slowly grew up and became stronger, witnessed the ruthlessness of the royal struggle for inheritance, and personally experienced her mother in order to get out of danger, knowing that her aunt wanted her life, but she still did not hesitate to block in front of her, and finally died in the process of Huangquan, as well as when her mother was dying, the relieved and sorry smile that she never showed to herself, and her father not only did not reprimand himself at all after learning of his mother's death, but used his body to protect his tall image in China all the way, Lan Zixi understood little by little, how much his parents have always loved him, how painful they were when they made that decision, and that feeling is no worse than digging meat in their hearts, only to know where the low cry that he always heard in the middle of the night in those years came from, and the root of this qiē is just a mother who wants to protect her child and realize his wish to live well.

As a member of the royal family, my mother is still a member of the royal family who has witnessed the struggle for power of the previous generation of royal families, and knows better than anyone that the battle of the royal family is not something you can really stay out of if you don't participate, because they are more willing to believe in the dead who are not dangerous than the potential danger of the living.

And she and the child's father can't always be by the child's side, 24 hours inseparable, because there are too many accidents in this world, almost every second, there will be unexpected things happening, and when he and the child's father are not by the child's side, or when the child can't protect the child at that time, a little doll who is powerless, except for waiting for death, what other way can he choose?

So, don't blame her for the cruelty of a biological mother, let a little child who is only four years old and is at the age of fun, go to those trainings that are difficult for even adults to do.

You know, the child is a piece of meat that fell from the mother's body, believe in her, make this decision, no one is more painful than her, but she has to insist like this, because she always believes that the way to really want to protect a person is not to protect him seamlessly with his own hands, so that the lion becomes a domestic cat, but to teach him some means of making a living, so that he can become a real, aggressive lion, and become strong himself, after all, it is better to ask for others than to ask for himself, and only at that time, no one can, Or rather, the ability to hurt him.

Lan Zixi suddenly remembered what her mother said to herself when she taught herself for the last time before she died: "Little Zixi, do you know what rights are? When a person commits a crime, and the judge sentences him to death in accordance with the laws and regulations, this is not called a right, this is called justice. And when a person who has committed the same sin is pardoned by those who stand in high positions under various pretexts, this is called a right. Boy Zixi, maybe you don't understand it now, but one day, you will understand the importance and attraction of power, he can not only let you control your own destiny, but also arbitrarily decide the fate of others, and the reason why your mother was hunted down by your aunt is because of rights, and your mother forced you to learn these things you don't like, although the starting point is not for rights, but if you want to talk about the root cause, it is just that you are affected by rights. ”

When her mother said these words, the complex solemnity, pain, and helplessness on her face seemed to be right in front of her, Lan Zixi sighed in a low voice, closed her eyes, and stopped talking.

To be honest, Lan Zixi now has a heartfelt gratitude for his mother's 'ruthlessness' back then, in addition to relieved understanding, after all, his growth path is certainly full of thorns, but the final result is undoubtedly surprising, isn't it? And the most important thing is that now he has the confidence to rely on Ouyang Xiasha.

"Zixi, it's not too early, my father is coming tomorrow, even if it's for show, let's be hypocritical for a while, at least give him a good impression, show my best mental state, prove that I'm doing well, no injuries, no hardships, let him feel at ease with me, isn't it? Besides, I'm already doing well. So I went back to my room and rested. "It doesn't matter if Ouyang Xiasha chooses to shrink back to escape, it is because her mental endurance is too poor to accept it, in short, Ouyang Xiasha really can't stand the boring interviews of those reporters on the TV screen with the families of the victims, Ouyang Xiasha really doesn't understand, at this time, these reporters don't dig out the truth of this matter, they have nothing to do around the families of these victims, poke people's scars? Don't they know that their hearts are already very uncomfortable when a loved one dies in their family?

What is Darkness? This is darkness! When did the people of the mortal realm become so indifferent, and such a thing was not related to themselves? Ouyang Xiasha shook her head, stood up, and strode back to the room.

"In a moment, let's send a cup of hot milk to Miss Ouyang's room." Lan Zixi did not stop Ouyang Xiasha from leaving, he clearly knew that Xia Sha still needed some time to buffer and accept, so as to make up for the missing part of her understanding of true human nature. However, if you don't block it, it doesn't mean that Lan Zixi is really relieved of Ouyang Xiasha's state and doesn't worry, as if to prove what Lan Zixi thinks, Ouyang Xiasha just closed the door at the same time, Lan Zixi picked up the phone next to the sofa, dialed the phone that had already been set as a shortcut key by him, and instructed the maid who had already been sent by him to the villa next door and had been on standby.

"Yes, please rest assured." On the other side of the phone, the maid who finally waited for her master's call respectfully assured that although her attitude was very respectful, if you studied it carefully, you could find that there was a trace of excitement hidden in the depths by them. I don't know if it's a habit of doing things every day, this will be idle, but they feel unusually awkward, this is finally waiting for the master's call, can they not be excited?

Ouyang Xiasha did not break her promise, although she really went to bed honestly as she said to Lan Zixi, but she didn't really lie down to rest, just leaned on the back of the bed in a daze.

It wasn't until a maid knocked on her door and came in to bring her a glass of sleep-promoting milk that the haze in Ouyang Xiasha's heart gradually dissipated, and the sun enveloped her heart again.

There was no need for the maid to say more, Ouyang Xiasha knew that this cup of milk was sent by Lan Zixi to the maid, he must have discovered his true mood, and while not interfering with himself and giving himself time to accept it, he did not forget to care about himself. Unconsciously, Ouyang Xiasha's mood slowly relaxed, and a smile also appeared on her lips.

As if to repay Lan Zixi's carefulness, Ouyang Xiasha unexpectedly showed a big smile, and then drank the milk in one gulp, I don't know if the milk is really delicious, or the person who delivered the milk touched the softness of Ouyang Xiasha's heart, at this moment, Ouyang Xiasha's mood has already become cheerful and happy, and then as if she has forgotten her previous troubles, she got up and went to sleep contentedly.