I pressed my forehead with my hand, exhaled heavily, and said to Le Yao again, "Give me the phone." ”

Le Yao shook her head resolutely and said, "No matter what happens, stop the bleeding first." With that, he pulled me towards the outside of the inn.

I mechanically followed Le Yao's footsteps towards the clinic, but many thoughts were trapped in my body and could not be released at all, so that the medical alcohol used for disinfection did not feel pain when applied to my wounds.

In the heavy load of my thoughts, I remembered the song "New Tenant" that Mi Cai and I used to tease each other.

At the end of the day, we're just a bird that we've caught each other, but we can't touch each other's feathers, so we've been saying "hello" to each other, but the response is often "interrupt".

So we are all wrong, but where is the root of the mistake?

Maybe it's because of a whim, or maybe it's just because of a thousand-mile encounter that makes us fall into the whirlpool of emotions and ask for trouble.

Wouldn't it be better if, without that impulse again and again, I was still his landlord and she was my tenant?

At the moment, I can't give myself an answer, perhaps, from that night, when I imposed the title of tenant on her, the gears of fate have been turning between us.

……

After leaving the clinic, I was still in the mood when I went, but there was an extra piece of gauze on my face to stop bleeding, and the time slipped away for half an hour, but Xitang was still the original Xitang, as if nothing had happened peacefully.

On the steps on the bank of the river, Le Yao sat next to me, and she finally asked me, "What happened just now?" ”

"I was beaten up."

"Only for you to beat people, who can beat you?"

"I feel like I'm alone!"

"I don't care, next time he provokes you again, you must win!"

"Winning and losing, it doesn't mean anything, so don't be childish."

Le Yao smiled and said softly, "I want you to be happy when I am childish." ”

I looked at Le Yao and asked again on a whim: "In the future, I will only be a person who waits for the night, welcomes the day, and doesn't think about anything, okay?" ”

"Isn't that a vegetative state?"

I didn't say anything, but I was slightly disappointed in my heart, it turned out that I pursued a simple, carefree life too much, and as a result, I degenerated into a vegetative state.

Le Yao leaned closer to me: "Zhaoyang, in fact, I am really happy that you can open your heart and tell me some thoughts in your heart." ”

"Didn't I tell you before?"

"In the past, you didn't say anything except scold me, except that you wanted to *** me!"

"Do you want to sue me, in fact, I'm a scumbag?"

"But after you finish scolding, you will still take care of me and care for me when I need it; I always say that I want to *** me, but it's just once, or drunk...... You're not as scummy as you think, on the contrary, I think you're a little more mature than before, at least you have the desire to struggle in your heart, so you'll take over this inn! ”

"Really?"

Le Yao nodded affirmatively and said, "Yes...... A few days ago, I have been filming in a remote mountainous area, where there is not even electricity, and the whole life of the mountain people is that acre and a few points of land, and the activity in their leisure time is to sit on the ridge of the field and chatter, but I think they are very happy, and I have figured out some truths, in fact, people's pain only comes from taking themselves too seriously, and wanting too much to satisfy those ethereal desires in their hearts, such as love, once it is not what they imagined, it will be painful...... In fact, to put it bluntly, love is just a pastime after food and clothing, and you don't have to take it too seriously! ”

I pondered Le Yao's words and found that it was the same as what I had understood, "If the heart does not move, it does not hurt", but why do I still feel pain when I have already comprehended it? I think it's because I can't let go of my desires, and these lingering desires, after getting together, will weave a black net, covering the sky and the sun, and I will never see the crystal clear city again.

I finally said to Le Yao: "If I have the opportunity, I really want to throw myself into that mountain village where there is no electricity, and sit on the ridge every day, looking at the hundred acres of fertile fields and rows of scarecrows!" ”

Le Yao smiled and said, "I have to bring a pack of Zhongnanhai with Dian Ba." ”

"Yes, that's something to remember."

Le Yao smiled and hugged my shoulder, guessing my mind seemed to make her very happy.

I smiled with her, and then looked blankly at the catkins fluttering in the wind on the other side, maybe it was visual fatigue, my own world flickered and darkened, I seemed to see a burning torch, but it was extinguished, I gradually lost the desire to call Mi Cai in the gloom of the world, as for that love, disappeared, I remembered, but I didn't want to take it out again, chew.

……

The wind that continued to blow seemed to dry my scars, and I sat by the river with Le Yao for a long time.

After a long time, she took out a bank card from her handbag and handed it to me and said, "Zhaoyang, there are 100,000 yuan in this card, which you can use to renovate the inn." ”

I nodded, took it from her hand, and didn't say thank you, because I didn't think we should be burdened by the word thank you.

Le Yao stroked the scars on my face and said softly, "I'm leaving, noon today." ”

My heart seemed to lose support for a moment, and I subconsciously held her hand: "Didn't you say a week?" ”

"An actor in the crew was going abroad to attend the awards ceremony, so the director temporarily arranged a few scenes in an urgent manner."

I realized that I had lost my temper and hurriedly let go of the hand that was holding Le Yao.

Le Yao clenched the hand that I had let go again, and said, "Don't forget your ambition to make the inn a national chain, and I will fully support you." ”

"This time, I will use all my strength to run the inn."

"Hmm...... After filming the latest scene, I will go back to Xitang to see you. ”

I was so lost in my heart that I tentatively asked for a long time, "Can I not leave today?" ”

"I have to go back to Beijing before the evening, because there will be two night scenes in the evening, and all the crew members are already in place!"

"Have a nice trip, then."

Le Yao nodded, she leaned on my chest, and said for a long time: "Your heart is still beating, but it is empty." ”

"Maybe."

She pulled my coat open and kissed my chest through the sweater......

I looked at her puzzled.

"I have planted a seed in your heart, and if the rain moistens you in a few years, you must remember to let this seed sprout and blossom."

I was stunned for a long time before I replied, "If there is really rain to visit this dry land, this seed will definitely sprout and bloom!" ”

Le Yao nodded, leaving my chest, she waved at me, put on her sunglasses and mask, and walked alone to the riverbank.

I looked at her back for a long, long time before I felt a drop of warmth on the back of my hand, which turned out to be a tear she left before putting on her sunglasses.

Or maybe it's the seed that hasn't been planted in the heart......