When the waiter handed the family photo to Tong Haiyan, Tong Haiyan had a smile on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows.

Mu Xiaoxiao looked at Tong Haiyan like this, and the words that were blocked in her throat didn't know how to say, and the expression on her face became helpless and distressed.

Tong Haiyan didn't seem to notice Mu Xiaoxiao's distress, while eating, he was playing with the baby, his bright smile was more dazzling than the sun outside, and his intimate appearance looked like his biological father and son.

Mu Xiaoxiao looked at it, her eyes were moist, and her heart was fiercely pinched, how could she hurt such a good man?

However, such a good man, she didn't fall in love, which was destined to be a harm.

"Little ......" Tong Haiyan looked at Mu Xiaoxiao in a trance, and called several times before she raised her head, but there was a layer of mist in her beautiful big eyes at this time.

Tong Haiyan was stunned for a moment, and the smile on his face disappeared instantly.

Mu Xiaoxiao watched him change his face, and then he wiped away his tears, "I'm sorry, I'm so excited, I haven't seen the baby so happy for a long time." ”

Mu Xiaoxin said against his will, and saw Tong Haiyan smile again, but this time, the smile was so reluctant, and there was no longer the joy just now, "It's okay, I mean, I'll take this photo first, and I'll give you a picture when it's remade." Tong Haiyan said, carefully putting the family photo just now in his wallet.

Mu Xiaoxiao looked at his cherished appearance, and her heart twitched again.

Her expression all fell in Tong Haiyan's eyes, and after he put the photo away, he suddenly said in a very casual tone: "Xiaoxiao, have you recovered your memory?" This is Tong Haiyan's conjecture, because Mu Xiaoxiao did not rush to the emperor after being discharged from the hospital and asked Professor Marven for treatment, so Tong Haiyan had such a guess.

When Mu Xiaoxiao heard this, she took a deep breath and nodded, "Well, the bruises in my head have been knocked apart, and now I still have a little confusion in my memory, but the doctor prescribed medicine and said that if the bruises are gone, it will be fine." ”

Tong Haiyan listened and fell silent.

The baby on the side doesn't like this silence and cries out to eat this, eat that......

Tong Haiyan silently took food for him, and just when Mu Xiaoxiao thought that Tong Haiyan couldn't speak, he spoke again, "You have already made a decision, right?" ”

Mu Xiaoxiao stiffened, and looked at the man opposite who was getting food for the child in a daze, yes, she had made a decision, and the moment she regained her memory, her heart returned to Su Yan without hesitation. However, at this moment, if she was asked to say this decision, if she wanted her to say something that hurt him, she really couldn't do it.

The silence made the air freeze, and this suffocating feeling made Mu Xiaoxiao feel a pain in his chest.

"You still chose him?" It's obviously a question, but it's a statement in a tone full of loss and self-deprecation.

He is still not as good as Su Yan, or not as good as Su Yan!

However, he is unwilling, he loves her no less than Su Yan, why, in her eyes and hearts, there is no him?

He was not reconciled!

Looking at the man with a dark face like a dark cloud, Mu Xiaoxin felt a deep sense of guilt, and after a while, she slowly spoke: "Haiyan, in the more than 20 years I have lived, what I have tasted the most is suffering. ”

Tong Haiyan heard Mu Xiaoxiao say this, his expression changed slightly, Mu Xiaoxiao's matter, he now knows everything, at this time, listening to her talk about the past in such a calm tone, the unwillingness in his heart was gradually replaced by distress for her.

"For as long as I can remember, my deepest memories are my father's merciless beatings, and my mother's heartbroken crying, in those years, my world was gray, even in the sunny summer, I never felt warm. Later, in the days when I escaped with my mother and depended on each other, I was also terrified from time to time, for fear that the peace of the mother and daughter would be ruined by that person...... "Mu Xiaoxin stopped again, because now her hatred for that person has disappeared, and the man who once scared her and left a huge shadow in her life is now dying.

"It can be said that I am a very sensitive person, in my world, only my mother will not hurt me, only she loves me wholeheartedly, protects me, and can give up a qiē person for me......" Speaking of the late mother, Mu Xiaoxiao's face showed a faint smile, as if she had fallen into a memory, "Later, I met you again, and I am grateful to God for letting me have such a good friend as you!" You always help me, protect me, warm me with your bright smile at all times, when I am most helpless, when I need help the most, you will always appear......" Mu Xiaoxin came here, tears suddenly fell, her hand, crossed the table, and held Tong Haiyan's hand.

"Haiyan, in my heart, you are my relatives and my most important person." Mu Xiaoxiao looked at the man in front of her almost longingly, talking about the deepest attachment in her heart.

Tong Haiyan looked at Mu Xiaoxiao with teary eyes in a daze, her heart was bitter and joyful, dear, she has always treated him as a relative, but why is it not a lover, since she thinks he is so good, why doesn't she love him?

Tong Haiyan took a deep breath and smiled a little helplessly, "You can't always fall in love with me, can you?" ”

Mu Xiaoxiao looked at his sad and helpless appearance, her heart twitched, she withdrew her hand, wiped her tears, and showed an indifferent smile, "Actually, I am also puzzled, obviously you are so good, obviously I am so attached to your warmth, but, why can't I fall in love with you, later, I understood, maybe this is the calamity, for me Mu Xiaoxiao, Su Yan is my calamity, obviously he is not as good as you, obviously he has hurt me so deeply, but my heart is that I can't help but like him......"

The baby on the side looked at Mommy and Daddy only talking to himself, ignored him, and suddenly called out in disobedience, and became even more angry to get the food on the small table everywhere.

Tong Haiyan looked at Xiao Bu and got angry, didn't say anything, just patiently took away all the things on the small table, and Mu Xiaoxiao quickly cleaned up the small table.

The two adults never spoke, but when the little one saw that the attention of the adults returned to him again, he was satisfied, and played with the balloon fawn.

"Haiyan, in the past two years, I am very grateful to have you by my side, take care of me, take care of the baby......"

"Daddy likes baby ......" Xiao Bu took a balloon and a deer in front of Tong Haiyan and became cute.

Although Tong Haiyan felt uncomfortable in his heart, he still smiled when he looked at the child's cute smile, "I sometimes sigh, if I met you first four years ago, I fell in love with you first, wouldn't this qiē be different......" Tong Haiyan touched the baby's head and said in a low voice.

Mu Xiaoxiao was silent.

"Xiaoxiao, I'm very unwilling......" Tong Haiyan spoke again, "Really, I'm very unwilling." His voice was full of pain, and his charming eyes were damp at the moment.

Mu Xiaoxiao looked at Tong Haiyan's painful appearance, feeling sad and self-blaming, but helpless, "Haiyan, don't be like this, in my eyes, you are still my most important person, you are still the baby's father, and you are our relatives." ”

Mu Xiaoxiao held Tong Haiyan's hand again, "I hope you can put it down and be happy, Haiyan!" ”

Tong Haiyan's hand trembled slightly, and he closed his eyes painfully again.

After a long while, Tong Haiyan opened his eyes, he stared at the white and tender hand covering the back of his hand, and his tone was a little resolute, "Xiaoxiao, I am always unwilling, unwilling!" ”

……

Tong Haiyan left, his back was very lonely, but with a frightening determination.

Looking at the daddy who left suddenly, Xiao Bu looked at Mu Xiaoxiao pitifully, "Mommy, Daddy is angry, is the baby angry if he is not obedient?" "A small child, but he has already learned how to observe words and feelings, and has already known the feelings of adults.

"No, it's none of the baby's business, it's Mommy who is not good, it's Mommy who makes Daddy angry." Mu Xiaoxiao hugged the child and said sadly.

Tong Haiyan said that he was unwilling, he couldn't let go, he couldn't rest assured, which made Mu Xiaoxin worried, self-blaming and uneasy.

"Mommy, you go and kiss Daddy, kiss Daddy, Daddy won't be angry. The baby likes Mommy and Daddy kissing the most......" Xiao Bu said seriously for a while, a pair of chubby little hands held Mu Xiaoxiao's face, and began to smear saliva on her face......

Mu Xiaoxiao quietly held the child, after a while, before leaving the restaurant, looking at the endless traffic in the night, looking at the bright neon eyes, her heart began to be impetuous, at this time, she especially wanted to drink a few glasses, it is best to get herself drunk, drunk so that you don't have to think about anything, don't feel guilty, don't blame yourself, don't worry......

However, she can't, because she still has a baby in her arms, because she has passed the age where she can indulge in love, at this time, she can only choose to face anything! Confront!

Mu Xiaoxiao was standing on the side of the street in a daze, and when she didn't know what to do, there was a sudden horn behind her, and when she looked back, it was Su Yan.

"Tiny, get in the car!" Su Yan called loudly.

Mu Xiaoxiao got into the car in a daze, tied Xiao Bu Er to the safety seat behind her, Xiao Bu Er was still holding a balloon deer in her hand, and happily showed off to Su Yan.

While driving, Su Yan teased the child for a few words, and then carefully observed Mu Xiaoxiao's situation, seeing that she was in a trance and a little stunned, she couldn't help but worry in her heart.

"Xiaoxiao, did you talk to Haiyan?" When the car turned into another wide street, Su Yan finally began to speak.

Mu Xiaoxiao nodded blankly, "Said." ”

Su Yan put down a boulder in his heart and held Mu Xiaoxiao's hand, "You don't have to worry too much, it's just a loss of love, Haiyan is not a person who can't afford to let go, give him some time, he will be fine." Su Yan comforted her softly, took her hand, and gently dropped a kiss, "A qiē will be fine!" ”