276. Chapter 043: Is He My Daddy?
There is a saying that the little arm can't resist the thigh, and now Lu Zhannan is in this situation, Yuan Jin and Ru Xi said in their ears vigorously, he has no choice, and he can only obediently go for an examination and then bandage it, Yuan Jin is not at ease and has been accompanied, and Tong Mo is also busy holding Ru Xi to do the corresponding examination, making sure that she is only a little relieved by some skin injuries that have been fallen.
"Ru Xi, tell Mommy quickly, what happened after you were kidnapped by the bad guys?" After examining Ru Xi, Tong Mo took her back to the original ward and hurriedly asked.
"Well...... a lot happened, Nangong Chen and I were locked up in a dark room, and then we wanted to escape, but we were discovered by the villains, and Nangong Chen was beaten by the villains." Thinking of this, Ru Xi's little face also showed an angry expression, thinking about those villains, they should die!
Hearing this, Tong Mo's heart was shocked, although she was not Xiao Chen's godmother, but she was also like a child to Xiao Chen, hearing Ru Xi say this, Tong Mo hurriedly asked: "What about Xiao Chen?" Is there something wrong? ”
"I don't know what to do." Ru Xi shook his head, "He said that it was okay, and now he was brought home by Uncle Nangong and Aunt Leng, and oh, Mommy, Uncle Shuai, Uncle Nangong and Xiaochen's uncle are so handsome, they beat the villains away." ”
"Xiao Chen's uncle?" Lu Zhannan and Nangong Ming went to rescue this Tong Mo Zhidao, but how did they get involved with Xiao Chen's uncle, they were naturally not familiar with Leng Qing's brother Tong Mo, but they had heard it mentioned that he was a ruthless character in the underworld, and now he felt incredible when he heard it.
"Hmm." Ru Xi nodded, his eyes full of admiration, "He's so powerful, he's just a superhuman uncle." ”
Ru Xi said excitedly, I don't know the danger of Lu Dao, Ru Xi still feels very exciting at this time, seeing Ru Xi like Tong Mo is finally completely relieved, she is also afraid that this kidnapping incident will cause any psychological shadow to Ru Xi, or what will stimulate her, now it seems that her worry is too much.
"Mommy, there is something Ru Xi thinks is very strange." Ru Xi was still immersed in that stimulation, and his eyes kept radiating that kind of light of worship, but he didn't know what Lu Dao thought of, and Ru Xi hurriedly said this to Tong Mo.
"What's strange?"
was asked about this, Ru Xi pouted, and then looked at Tong Mo's eyes and asked very seriously: "Mommy, why do they say that I am the daughter of Uncle Shuai?" And the last time Uncle Shuai went to pick me up from kindergarten, I heard him very clearly hug me and say it was my father, what happened? ”
Ru Xi still understands these things no matter how young she is, especially the sensitive word of her father, Cang Yi said this, Leng Xuan also said this, Lu Zhannan himself said this last time, saying that Ru Xi would not take it seriously, but she herself was suspicious when she said it too much, she was young but she was not stupid.
However, it was Tong Mo who was stupid when she heard this question, she didn't expect Ru Xi to ask this question to herself so seriously, and she was perfunctory about this question repeatedly, and this time in the face of Ru Xi's seriousness, can she still perfunctory past?
"Mommy, are you telling Ru Xi okay? Will Uncle Shuai really be Ru Xi's father? If it was for him to grow up with Ru Xi in the United States, if not, then what did they say for Lu? ”
Ru Xi then asked again, those big eyes looked at her straight and unblinking, as if those eyes could speak, as if telling a grievance, however, the impact of this sentence on Tong Mo became bigger and bigger, she didn't expect that Ru Xi would ask such a thing at a young age, however, such words were actually mixed with her reproach for her father and the potential hatred for him not being by her side since he was a child.
"Ru Xi, who did you listen to say that?" Tong Mo asked this sentence a little stupidly.
"Many uncles say this, Xiao Nangong Chen also said, he said that his godfather is my father, and then I told him that there is no father, and he also laughed at me for being stupid, he said that everyone in this world has a father, no one does not have a father!"
Saying this sentence actually brought out Ru Xi's little emotions, those little emotions seemed to be really blaming, blaming her father for not growing up with her, and blaming her for hiding this matter all the time, and this reaction was too terrible for Tong Mo, why would she have this kind of emotion at such a young age? It can only be said that she thinks too simple and ignorant of children, but in fact, children now know far more things than they imagine.
Tong Mo hesitated, she still didn't want to say it but she felt that she couldn't hide from it, but she didn't know how to say and explain Lu Dao, how to tell Ru Xi the truth? Tell Ru Xi that she was swept away by a divorce agreement when she was still pregnant with her? Or tell her that her so-called father didn't know about her existence for the past two years? Or tell her that because of the love-hate relationship between her and Wei Yinuo, she has become an innocent victim?
No, these Tong Mo can't say anything, they can't say anything, and they don't have the courage to let Ru Xi know all this, it's too cruel, it's too cruel for Ru Xi......
Thinking of this child, I feel hate, for a woman, with a child in a complete family, a man will not really appreciate the hard work of a girl with a child, especially like her, she holds her stomach alone in a foreign country to survive the kind of hardship, he will not understand, he will never understand, and her hatred, in the past three years, the harder she worked, the more sad that the hatred will become, and it will be unbreakable when it reaches a certain thickness.
It's been three years, and she still can't accept his indifference to her, even if their divorce was just a means for Wei Yinuo in the first place, so what if he didn't want to divorce him? Can she forgive just that? She can understand Lu Zhannan's thoughts too well at that time, he will naturally blame Wei Yinuo for making his own decisions, on the other hand, he also feels that this kind of mistake has made him unload a burden, a burden of responsibility to the Tong family, no matter what it is for Lu to divorce, divorce will be divorced, although he blames Wei Yinuo, he doesn't really regret it, otherwise he hasn't looked for anything in the three years she left?
Of course, even if he finds her, he won't know the way, but her identity is different, after more than a year of struggle in the United States, she slowly showed her head, from a rookie to the position of an international superstar, how could he not know such an existence? But how could he have looked for her before she returned home?
His real regret is only to see Ru Xi with his own eyes, maybe now he is really in love with her, but the reason for this love is only because of Ru Xi's bond, many times Tong Mo will wonder if there is no Ru Xi between them, is the two of them already strangers?
Tong Mo sighed secretly, and then looked at Ru Xi, Ru Xi's sincere and clean eyes were looking at him stupidly, waiting for his answer, but Tong Mo never knew how to answer.
Tong Mo was stunned by his expression, gently helped Ru Xi over, and asked again: "Ru Xi, do you really want to know the answer to Lu Dao's question?" ”
"Yes, Ru Xi really wants to know Lu Dao, you can tell me Mommy." Ru Xi pouted, and those eyes full of grievances were really irresistible.
"Ru Xi, you go and ask your handsome uncle this question, if he answers yes, then yes, if he answers no, then no, this mom really can't explain to Ru Xi, is this okay, Ru Xi?" After thinking about it, Tong Mo still pushed this problem to Lu Zhannan.
Yes, this question should indeed be explained by himself, and she also wants to know how Lu Dao will answer such an innocent question as Ru Xi, how to explain what he abandoned her for Lu in the first place, how to admit the fact that he is her biological father, and he will have to explain the mistakes he made at the beginning.
"Can I go and ask Uncle Shuai?" Because Tong Mo had reminded Ru Xi about this issue before, Ru Xi was still a little afraid at this time.
"Yes." Tong Mo finally relented about this matter, there was no way, Ru Xi was really not a child who didn't understand anything, and Tong Mo couldn't hide from her repeated inquiries.
"Okay, Ru Xi will go and ask Uncle Shuai." Ru Xi smiled happily when she heard Tong Mo agree.
"Okay, Ru Xi, Mommy has promised you, now it's time for you to sleep, can you get a good night's sleep?" Tong Mo smiled very gently.
"Well, Ru Xi listens to Mommy." After saying that, Ru Xi obediently lay on the hospital bed and closed her eyes, Tong Mo kept patting her body like this to let her fall asleep earlier, seeing that after Ru Xi fell asleep, Tong Mo's brows furrowed slightly, and she sighed hesitantly, some things, some facts, she can't hide if she wants to.
Lu Zhannan is her biological father This is a fact that no one can change, she doesn't know the Dao now, but sooner or later she will know the Dao, maybe it will be better for her to know the Dao earlier, Tong Mo can only think about it comforting herself.
Tong Mo looked at Ru Xi like this, stroked her forehead, and then couldn't help laughing, when she learned that Ru Xi was kidnapped, Tong Mo was completely like crazy, and at that time she felt that she had lost Ru Xi, that kind of despair and sadness could completely tear her whole person apart, and now she can still look at Ru Xi, and touch Ru Xi really feels extremely happy, through this incident, Tong Mo also understands that there is really nothing more important than Ru Xi, nothing Ru Xi knows, Ru Xi is all her courage to live.
So......
Her future plans, her future choices, is it to take care of Ru Xi's feelings first?
For a child, there is nothing happier than being in front of her own parents, but she really doesn't have any confidence in Lu Zhannan anymore......