After entering the room, because there was no independent bathroom, and with the idea of just staying overnight, Mi Cai and I didn't wash, she was neatly dressed and lying on the bed, and I was sitting on a wooden chair, under the dim light, the two were relatively speechless.

"If you want to smoke, smoke it."

I looked at Mi Cai, it seemed that this was the first time she took the initiative to fulfill my desire to smoke, but I was even more reluctant to hurt her with secondhand smoke.

In order to completely stop the idea of smoking, I crumpled up the cigarette case and threw it into the garbage basket next to me.

"Why throw away the cigarettes?"

I didn't answer directly, but just said to her, "Aren't you tired, rest early." ”

"What about you?"

"I'll sleep when you're asleep."

Mi Cai looked at me, looking like she wanted to say something.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm going to use ...... Bathroom, can you accompany me. ”

"Hmm...... I want to pee too, let's go together. ”

……

There wasn't even a corridor light in the hallway, so I held my mobile phone and used the mobile phone light as a lighting object to walk side by side with Mi Cai.

When I finally came to the shared bathroom, I handed my phone to Mi Cai's hand and said, "I'll go in first, you wait outside." ”

Mi Cai nodded.

I opened the door and walked in, I was vomited by some drunkard, the pungent smell made me nauseous, and I unfastened my belt and solved the need for Niao as quickly as possible.

I didn't even have time to put on my belt before I walked out of the bathroom and said to Mi Cai, "It's so dirty inside, let's go out and ask the proprietress if there are any other bathrooms." ”

Mi Cai handed me the phone used for lighting and said, "I can use it if you can." ”

I tried to hold her, but she had already walked into the bathroom and closed the door.

Because of a woman's natural flaws, Mi Cai spent twice as much time in this disgusting bathroom as I did, and I couldn't help but feel worried about her.

Finally, Mi Cai covered her nose and walked out of it, retching for a while.

I patted her gently on the back, and sighed as if reproachful but even more distressed: "Why are you doing this? Even finding a tree outside the hotel that can be sheltered is better than in it! ”

Mi Cai shook her head and walked briskly forward, I followed her closely, and the two of them returned to the room with a sense of relief, she was still lying on the small wooden bed, and I was sitting in the chair.

At this time, Mi Cai seemed to have lost his sleepiness after the nausea just now, and looked at the ceiling for a while.

I finally said to her: "You have experienced the helplessness of the poor, although we were forced to stay here tonight, but those drivers who run long distances often have to stay in such road hotels, and I have experienced similar encounters too many times, because I was not born to live in luxury hotels!" ”

After a long time, she replied lightly: "I don't want to hear this." ”

"Then you can sleep, after this night, you don't have to go through this, and be your old self again."

Micai ignored me, and she turned her back to me.

I tucked my coat, then reached out and turned off the light in the room, and lay on the desk, expecting myself to fall asleep, but half an hour later, I still didn't feel a little sleepy, maybe because the bench was too hard, or maybe I was thinking too much.

I tried not to make a noise and sat up straight, opened my eyes, and faced the night.

She whispered to me and said, "Zhaoyang, can't you sleep?" ”

"Don't be sleepy, why haven't you slept yet?"

"I'm not sleepy."

"Count the little sheep, one, two, three, and they will be sleepy."

"Why don't you count?"

"I don't like to count sheep, I like to count dinosaurs."

"Then count the dinosaurs."

"It's all extinct, what's the number...... I'm used to insomnia, so go to sleep. ”

After a moment of silence, Mi Cai's tone became serious, and she asked me, "If we just died in a car accident, would we be in another world now?" ”

"Do you wish there was another world?"

"Hmm."

"I don't want that."

"Why?"

"It's better to be worried that the other world will be more contrived, so it might as well disappear completely."

Mi Cai was silent.

I followed her for a long silence before asking, "Are you afraid of death?" ”

"Afraid, are you afraid?"

"I said I'm not afraid, do you believe it?"

Mi Cai thought for a while and said, "Faith, so everything you do, you are so reckless, and there is nothing more terrible in this world than death." ”

"Of course there are things more terrible than death."

"Tell me what's going on."

"Sincerity can't be exchanged for sincerity...... If sincerity can be exchanged for sincerity, many things will not be on business trips again. ”

"Are you talking about us?"

No, this sentence refers to love, friendship, family, teacher-student relationship...... Both. ”

After thinking about it, I added: "In fact, sometimes two people want to treat each other with sincerity, but because of the difference in world view, values, and status, the way the director gives his sincerity is also different, and the last two sincerity will also be stranded because they can't connect." ”

"This time, you're talking about us, right?"

"Maybe."

……

The night deepened a little deeper in our conversation, and I finally yawned.

"If you don't feel comfortable falling asleep, come to bed."

"I'm afraid I'm going to make a mistake......"

"You're not even afraid of death, are you still afraid that you'll make mistakes?"

"It is only oneself that is hurt by death, but it is others who are hurt by mistakes."

"Since you have such an awareness, you won't make mistakes to me, how can you sleep well in a chair, hurry up and rest."

The heart is open, the body will not be exposed, I finally stopped thinking about it, and lay down next to Mi Cai with my clothes.

In the night, she curled up in my arms like an insecure cat, and asked me softly, "Zhaoyang, are we really going to break up?" ”

"I'm just a meteorite, and I'll never give you a diamond...... We are so immature in love that we make mistakes repeatedly...... A qiē comes from impulse, it's time to return to reason, although it's a little late, but each other can turn back, if it really comes to the point where there is no way out, there is no way to bear the pain that comes. ”

"Maybe you're right, so we weren't so happy before we were together...... Sometimes it's really happier to be friends than to be lovers......"

……

Since Mi Cai lay in my arms, the night has become calm for me, and I have not risen to the desire to possess Mi Cai's body, maybe because her beauty is too unreal, maybe because I really love her......

The next day, I woke up in the glare of the sun, Mi Cai was no longer with me, and she left a note on the bedside cabinet.

"Yang, I don't know if we are breaking up now, but I still want to tell you: I am willing to accompany you to live in such a small hotel, to experience the life you have experienced, I understand your concerns, I understand that you still love me, and I understand that we have all used the wrong way of love...... I'm going to the U.S., two months...... In the past two months, I hope you will have a good time and be happy waiting for me to come back...... By the way, my assistant is waiting for you outside the hotel, go to her when you wake up, she will send you back to Xitang, and finally wish your inn a prosperous one! ”

I looked at the note left by Mi Cai repeatedly, and I couldn't help but ask myself: Is there really such a thing as fate? A car accident changed a heart-to-heart exchange, and it also broke the indifference that I thought was leakless.

I'm ridiculous! …… obviously really loves, how can you pretend not to love in front of such a smart her? She had already seen through it.

Exhaled deeply, he slipped the note into his pocket, looked out the window, and said in his heart, "Then I'll see you in two months...... It's just that why all of a sudden you want to go to the United States? ”

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