Chapter 55 still, I can't help but miss it
Cai'er looked at her and didn't say anything, only indifference was left in her eyes.
"Therefore, he is unforgivable." As she spoke, the tears that slipped from the corners of her eyes and dripped onto the black sheets were fleeting.
"You never think about the king, is it true that in your heart, there is only the Night Sacrifice General?" Cai'er looked at her tears coldly and said coldly. It can be said that this is the first time in her life that she is so angry, so angry that she forgot the wording and forgot that Concubine Xue was the king's concubine. In her heart, there is only the king. No one can say that about the king, even if she is the first person to confide in, even if she knows that a glance from Concubine Xue can make her die without a place to be buried.
There is a night sacrifice general in her heart, does she deny it? It is not denied that it is a fact that she has a good impression of the Night Sacrifice General. She didn't speak, just watched the tears that slipped down her cheeks, dripping onto the black sheets, and watched the tears merge with the sheets.
"You've let me down so much." After Cai'er finished speaking, she turned around and walked away.
She lay on the bed, not even lifting her eyelids. The death of the Night Sacrifice General is because of her, so she will go to that world to share her sins with the Night Sacrifice General.
She lay on the bed, looking through the transparent glass, looking at the world outside.
Outside the window, there were no trees, no flowers, no birds. Even the sky was monochromatic, a piece of blue, and there was not a single cloud in sight. All that can be seen is the beautiful palace carved in various crystals. The translucent crystal was carved with beautiful reliefs of birds and animals she had never seen before. Guards guarding the door of the temple, holding long swords, motionless. A maid standing in the palace, or holding tea, or standing upright, or kneeling on one knee.
There are people! Why does she think that this world is lifeless?
There are trees! Why does she think that in this world, there are no other creatures besides humans?
Oh, yes! There are human beings, but they are all puppets who are bound by rules, who have been drained of their souls, who have no thoughts of their own, and who only obey the orders of those in high places.
Oh, yes! There are trees! But they were all planted in the garden.
Such a world is monotonous and terrible. She misses so much, so much for the world that belongs to her, the place where you can see trees at any time; I miss the birds that fly freely in the sky; I miss the cloudy sky; I miss the people who have no scruples on the street; I miss my parents; I miss everything there. When she dies, will she travel back, or will she go to see the Night Sacrifice General?
She lay there, I don't know how long.
All she knew was that the sun was left with its afterglow, and the left half of the sky was already covered in darkness.
Until now, she hasn't eaten a drop of water, Cai'er hasn't come since she left in the morning, and Cai'er is still angry because of the king's affairs. And after the king left in the morning, he did not return.
She felt like she was the only one left in the palace, and not even a single guard had walked past it. The whole palace was empty, and she could even hear her own heartbeat, 'plopping, plopping' in her chest.
A 'grunt' broke the silence, and it was her stomach protesting.
She ignored it, rolled over, and looked up to the sky. I closed my eyes and got ready to sleep. But the cold around her made her unable to sleep, so she pulled the quilt and wrapped herself in the quilt. However, how can the vacancies around you be filled with quilts?
She began to miss the strong arms that hugged her body, the strong heartbeat in his chest, his kisses, and the breath that sprayed her hair. All in all, she began to miss the king.
She couldn't help but wonder, where is the king now? Did you sleep well? Could it be that you dream of her in your dreams? Will you think of her in your spare time?
Gradually, she fell asleep.
Without the king's company, it was destined to be a sad night. She woke up several times during the night, but every time she touched the coldness beside the bed, her heart became as cold as the bedside, and her eyes were often stained with sadness. At night, she sometimes wondered, would Wang be by her side when she woke up? Would the king have come to see her at night?
Whenever she thinks of this, she reminds herself. He is the one who killed the Night Sacrifice General, don't think anything about him, don't think about him......
The longing for the king, the pain and guilt of the death of the night sacrifice general, these two feelings tortured her, constantly tormented her, she was about to go crazy, she wanted to die, she would not miss him when she died, and when she died, she could go to the night sacrifice general with a guilty heart.
On the second day, the warm sunlight seeped into her black eyes through the transparent glass window.
Yes, she hasn't been able to sleep since she woke up the last time. That's it, the last time, think of the king! The last time, so think about the king.
She indulged her thoughts, and the last time, she convinced herself.
Memories played out in her mind like a movie.
Starting with the dazzling young king who sat on a high golden throne, the king who locked her up, the king who tied her to the stake...... In a short time, he had taken root in her heart, and she understood that since the first time she saw the king, she had fallen into it, and although she always said that it was just a good feeling, she could deceive others, but she could not deceive herself.
She thought that for the rest of her life, she was afraid that she would not be able to forget the king, so let her be destroyed! With these feelings, destroy with her flesh! Disappear from this world.
Cai'er pushed the door and came in, pushing a small cart in front of her, full of food.
Cai'er said expressionlessly, "Concubine Xue, the slave maid was rude yesterday, and I hope that Concubine Xue Haihan, the slave and maid will take good care of you today, and come to compensate for it." ”
She called her Concubine Xue, and she said that she was a slave herself. Since she said that she shouldn't call her Concubine Xue and that she can't call herself like a slave, Cai'er is the first time to call her Concubine Xue and call herself a slave.
Is Cai'er still angry about yesterday's events? It seems that she really cares about the king. But it's no wonder that a person as dazzling as the king, who can not be dementored by the king?
She said, "Cai'er, I don't want to eat, I can't eat it." ”
Cai'er was stunned for a moment, and seemed to start thinking about persuading her, but after a while, Cai'er knelt on the ground and said respectfully, "Yes, Concubine Xue." After saying that, she pushed the food out of the shackle, probably remembering that she was still angry!
She chuckled twice, the entire continent, it is estimated that as long as Cai'er will be petty to her!
Cai'er walked out of the door, closed the door, and after that, she stumbled outside the door for a long time, as if she was still thinking, what if she didn't eat! After thinking about it for a long time, the food in the cart ran out of heat, and Cai'er pushed the food away in frustration......