Chapter 57: The King's Compromise
She was lying on the bed. She had been lying like this for three days.
At noon, the king came.
The king's golden eyes were full of unease. He looked at her and actually asked her what she really wanted. He also said that as long as she stopped thinking about leaving, as long as she stopped thinking about other men, he could give her everything she wanted. There was compromise in the king's tone.
She opened her mouth, almost collapsed, and said in a sarcastic tone, "If I say that I want the Night Sacrifice General to come back to life, can you do the same?" ”
When the king heard her words, his eyes were full of anger, and he gritted his teeth and asked her, "Why do you always think about the night sacrifice?" What's so good about the Night Festival? ”
After speaking, the anger in his eyes slowly turned into sadness. With this look on the king's face, she really suspected that she was wrong.
"Why can't you obey me? Well? For what? The king's tone softened, and he leaned down, buried himself in her neck, and whispered.
"If you want, what does it matter if the whole world world lets you play? As long as you obey me". Wang said.
"I want to be free," she said. ”
Wang Meng got up from her neck and said domineeringly, "Don't think! ”
"Then die." Her fluttering voice was unusually resolute.
"You want to die? You don't think anything without my permission, not even death. The king said.
"King, I want to die, and you can't stop it!" She chuckled, as if her life was nothing in her eyes.
The king was so angry by her words that he ran away again.
After the king had gone, Cai'er came, still pushing a cart of food, and said to her almost pleadingly, "Eat some!" ”
She knew that Cai'er was sent by the king. She still refused, she didn't eat, and Cai'er had no choice. The stalemate lasted until the afternoon, and the food was cold, so Cai'er had to push the car out.
Her eyes were half-squinted, and she didn't know if she didn't want to open them, or if she didn't have the strength to open them. She reached out and touched her hungry stomach and chapped her chapped lips. I haven't eaten for three days, and I haven't even drunk a drop of water. The hunger in my abdomen has long since disappeared, not that I am not hungry, but that I am extremely hungry.
She doesn't know how big the life of the Daoist is, it seems that she will die if she doesn't drink water for a week, and she will die if she doesn't eat food for half a month, but now she hasn't drunk water for three days and hasn't eaten food, will she die faster?
Now she has no physical strength at most, when will she achieve her goal? Maybe her physical condition was more serious than she thought, she just felt that her whole body was weightless, light and fluttering.
She sighed, imperceptibly, but in such an empty dormitory, it seemed so clear.
Almost with all her strength, she turned her head and looked out the window. It's night, and the sky is full of stars.
This was the first time she had looked at the night sky of the world, and she didn't expect that there would be stars and moons. Looking at such a night sky, she felt for a moment that she was still in the world that belonged to her.
Calculate the date, the day after tomorrow will be fifteen! The full moon, on that day, how should she live without her family? She was feeling a little lost.
Forget it, when that day comes, maybe her goal will be achieved, what more full moon? She comforted herself in her heart.
She closed her eyes, her head was in chaos, and before she knew it, she fell asleep.
By the time she woke up, it was noon the next day. She slept longer and longer. She counted the days, and it was the fourth day. She slept motionless on the bed, thinking that it was a corpse on the bed.
Her head was groggy, she didn't want to think about anything, she didn't want to say anything, everything was superfluous.
She was lying down, and she didn't even know what to say, whether it was asleep or not.
The door was pushed open, and she didn't react, she just felt that the footsteps were familiar, but they weren't Wang's, they were Cai'er.
Cai'er finally couldn't help it and came in to see her. Look at her pale face and chapped lips. Cai'er felt that her eyes were a little sour. She walked over to the bed, crouched down, and said to her, "Eat! Don't be so stubborn. ”
She opened her eyes slightly, and her eyes narrowed, making it difficult to even open them. She opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything.
Cai'er stroked her face and said softly, "Don't talk yet, Cai'er go and push the food, you will get better after eating, you wait for me first, Cai'er will come immediately." ”
After Cai'er finished speaking, she ran out of the air.
Within minutes, Cai'er was back, pushing a cart full of food to her bed. She was just about to reach out and push away, but Cai'er saw the subtle movement of her hand, gasped and said, "Don't move, Cai'er will feed you." ”
Cai'er lifted her up, cut a piece of lean meat, and brought it to her mouth, but she didn't open her mouth. Half of it is because it doesn't want to open, and half because it doesn't have the strength to open it.
Cai'er fed it for a long time, but she didn't feed it, she said anxiously, "You can't stop eating!" If you go on like this, you're really, really going to ......."
Cai'er paused when she said this, and didn't say any more, obviously crying in her voice.
With all her strength, she said to Cai'er, "This, this is exactly what I'm for......" A voice lighter than a feather, Cai'er heard it, "Say to her, you can't joke with your life, what's the matter, can't you wait until you get better?" ”
She closed her eyes and was silent. Seeing this, Cai'er hurriedly said, "Cai'er went to find the king, as long as the king comes, you will definitely be fine." ”
She tried to stop it, but she couldn't even lift her hand.
Cai'er put her down and ran to the side room of the main hall.
Cai'er pushed the door directly and entered, and Wang, who was sitting on the soft couch, looked extremely haggard, and did not blame her for being unreasonable.
Cai'er knelt directly on the ground and said with a crying voice, "Wang, Xue Fei, Xue Fei......" Before Cai'er finished speaking, Wang eagerly interrupted her and asked, "What's wrong with her?" ”
"Concubine Xue still can't eat anything, it's been four days." Cai'er said.
Wang Meng got up from the soft couch and yelled at Cai'er, "Get out." "Waste, didn't you tell her to let her eat it anyway?
At this moment, the light shining in the king's golden eyes was no longer playful and arrogant, but anxious and restless.
The king hurried out of the palace and walked towards the palace. The king kicked open the door of the dormitory, walked to the bed, and looked at her weakly, almost breaking down. The king stepped forward and embraced her. Even her heartbeat is so weak, where is the food she wants Cai'er to give her?
She felt it, narrowed her closed eyes, and after one look, closed them again.
This glance made him lose his mind, full of powerlessness and dazed......
The king cut off a piece of fine meat and put it to her mouth, but she couldn't eat it, and a sense of powerlessness arose from her heart......