After CC left, I couldn't devote myself to my work, and I looked out the window frequently, thinking that I would see her back, or a gust of wind brought her faint smell of laundry detergent, but none of this happened, and the sadness of the night gradually filled my office and overwhelmed me.

Lighting a cigarette and opening all the windows made of transparent glass, the vision suddenly widened, and the sadness in my heart became longer and longer, and finally like a bridge, connecting the neon in the city, rendering the world under the night flickering and darkening.

I was so lonely that I finally sent a message to Robben asking him out for a few drinks, and in fact wanted to know what happened to the three of them in the hospital room last night, and why CC was leaving, forever.

Robben replied to me with only one "um" word, presumably the mood is also lonely to the extreme, after all, no one likes this kind of parting, especially those of us who have been with CC day and night, she left really too suddenly, too resolute, resolute to my brain is full of her shadow in life, but the body has completely left my world, so that my memory of her can only be filled with these empty pictures, the more I fill in the emptiness!

Turning off the computer that accompanied me throughout the day, the phone rang in the briefcase at the time, and I didn't have time to extinguish the cigarette butt in my hand, so I quickly took it out of the bag, and it was Mi Cai calling, and it was four o'clock in the morning on her side, so this call surprised me.

I answered the phone and asked with some concern, "Why are you calling me at this time?" ”

"I just finished writing a report, and I wanted to call you before I went to bed, how was your day today?"

I didn't have time to stay up late with Mi Cai, and my love fell again in an instant, and it took a long time to ask in a low voice: "CC, did she contact you today?" ”

Feeling my affection, Mi Cai asked with concern: "No, what's wrong with her?" ”

Mi Cai's answer was within my expectations, and it also showed CC's determination to leave completely, so she didn't even have contact with Mi Cai, her heart had already died in this city with the people and things of the past, and another heart that had not yet been related to this world was quietly growing in her body, but it seemed to be separated from us by time and space.

I finally said to Mi Cai, "She said goodbye to me this afternoon, we won't have a chance to see her again, she is tired of being in the city, and wants to find a strange place to start a new life, and she doesn't want to be bothered by our old friends anymore." ”

I couldn't see Mi Cai's expression on the other end of the phone, but she didn't speak for a long time, but she had already explained her mood at this time, and finally asked me with a choked voice: "Is she willing?" Just think about it, and we'll have a chance to find her. ”

"A person who really wants to leave, she won't let you find it, after she leaves, call her again, it's already written off!"

"Why did she go so resolutely?"

I pondered for a long time before I said to her: "The person who left 100,000 yuan in the restaurant was Robben Robben actually has feelings for CC, but this kind of feeling can't be said, let alone put into practical action, it's too difficult between them!" ”

"Zhaoyang, what do you mean: can a man love two women at the same time?"

In Mi Cai's question, I felt her almost fragile sensitivity again, and hurriedly said: "Don't extend this question to think, Robben is just a special case, you know CC's feelings for him for so many years, how can he not be moved?" What's more, CC is such an attractive woman again! And Mr. Wei, he can't afford to live up to it, so he has such a complicated choice! ”

"I just questioned that, and I didn't extend it to you, why are you so nervous?"

"I'm just afraid that you will think too much, you know that there is no room for these impurities between us, explain it clearly, and there will be no hidden dangers in the future."

Mi Cai may still be immersed in the sadness of CC's departure, and did not dwell on this matter with me anymore, and fell into silence

I did self-examination again: "I didn't listen to your advice in the first place, I have to find out the truth of this matter, otherwise CC would not have made this decision that made her own pain and made us painful." ”

Mi Cai finally opened his mouth: "Maybe this time you are right about life and feelings, if a woman is heartbroken, then, leaving forever is the best choice!" ”

I don't know why, when Mi Cai said this, my heart trembled inexplicably, and then my chest was dull, and I didn't know how to continue the conversation between us, but her words have been deeply engraved in my heart.

Mi Cai didn't mind my silence, and said, "It's not early on my side, I'll rest first."

My feelings began to surge again, and I immediately interrupted and said, "Wait, don't hang up the phone." ”

"Is there anything else?"

After I groaned, I said, "No matter what happens in the future, I won't let you be hurt in your life and feelings, you believe me, okay?" ”

Mi Cai smiled: "You don't have so much anxiety, I believe in you, I also think that the two of us will not have so many unreasonable entanglements and troubles in our future lives, and we will live simply, isn't it always your and my pursuit?" ”

"Hmm"

After finishing the call with Mi Cai, I smoked a cigarette in the office, and when I finally calmed down, I drove to the "Empty City" restaurant, and by the time I arrived, Robben was already sitting on the sofa near the corner drinking beer, and his face was full of pain from drinking.

I sat down next to him, asked for a beer, took a sip and asked him, "Did CC look for you this afternoon?" ”

Robben just shook his head, then poured the beer into his mouth again.

I snatched the wine bottle from his hand, he looked at me expressionlessly, I raised my head, leaned back on the sofa, closed my eyes and said to him: "CC She is gone, saying goodbye, she will never come back, you and I will never have this woman called CC in my life from now on, hehe, I have called her CC for so many years, sometimes I can't even remember that her real name is Ye Beni, maybe to that completely strange place, no one will call her CC anymore, right?" ”

The whimper came from my side, and when I opened my eyes, I found Robben curled up in the corner of the sofa, like a soft-bodied cold-blooded animal floating on the water, but with tears at this moment, no one can empathize with him to grieve for him, even if I can't but I know, he has lost the CC yesterday forever, so far there is no woman, willing to be scarred by his stabs, but also to participate in his talent show, be a guest singer for him, care about the bits and pieces of his life CC, although only left for a long time, But it's really gone far!

After a long time, I finally patted him lightly on the shoulder and asked, "Can you tell me, what did the three of you say in the hospital room last night?" And what prompted CC to make this decision? ”