Sixty-three - The promise to continue into the future

(Baby Twinkle SIDE)

Time passed, but the reprimands for him never stopped.

I don't know how long it has been, and I can't remember what I said, maybe a lot of it has been repeated, right?

However, even if there is only one thing that he knows so much, that is, no matter what he is saying or how long he has been reprimanding, from beginning to end, the man named Emiya Shirou will patiently listen to every word with an apologetic expression.

Impatience and perfunctory emotions seem to have never appeared in his dictionary

From beginning to end, there was no trace of disgust and hypocrisy on the other party's face.

I just listened quietly, listened quietly

Finally the reprimand came to an end.

Although the feelings in my heart have not been fully vented, I can't think of anything else to say, so I have to wave my hand casually to signal the end of the other party's reprimand.

Seeing that since he had nothing to say, it was naturally impossible for him to kneel on the ground anymore, the other party slowly straightened up, patted the dust, and then raised his head and showed a pleased smile to himself.

"I'm sorry that my absence has caused you so much harm. It would be great if that would make you angry. ”

Is it because the dust has settled and you are happy?

It was a bright smile that I hadn't seen since we met in Mesopotia.

Looking at the silver-haired boy in front of him, he couldn't help but feel a tingling in his heart

Why, even at this moment, does he still have to maintain this disadvantaged character?

A dazzling and bright smile, but the argument is full of mistakes and omissions.

It is well known that to calm anger is to calm anger.

However, rather than saying that the emotion in his heart is just anger, it is better to say that this emotion cannot even be accurately described by himself.

Seeing that the other party really kept his promise and brought back his best friend, and seeing that the other party and his best friend were still alive, this is more happy than anything else.

ecstatic but unwilling.

He has worked so hard to find the immortal immortal grass, and it is definitely not just for Enqidu.

Why do you want to spend half of your life with that feeling of guilt?

Why did you weep in vain over the false news of your death?

Unwilling, but happy.

Very happy but not reconciled.

Tears of joy and grief are mixed together, and thoughts are torn in half by positive and negative emotions

I wanted to step forward and give the triumphant hero an eager hug, but I couldn't hold it

I want to viciously reproach the villain who has made me feel guilty for half my life, but I can't bear it

What emotions should I use to face him?

What kind of eyes should I look at him?

I don't know, I don't know, I don't understand

As long as you take a step forward, you will definitely rush forward and hug each other with tears in your eyes.

As long as you keep a straight face, you must be ruthless and blame all the faults on the other party.

But nothing can be done.

Positive and negative emotions cancel each other out, and one of their actions is suppressed.

Even tears can't flow out before thinking, and complaining words have blurted out.

Maybe this is the bad habit that I hide in my heart? Although it is described as a balance, it is the limit of conscience that the party who blames can maintain rationality and make the other party uncomfortable only with the facts that have happened.

In fact, he knows better than anyone that this man is innocent, he has not committed any blameworthy fault at all, and everything he has done is reasonable and dedicated. I'm just like a child, venting my dissatisfaction unreasonably.

Right

Emiya Shirou didn't do anything wrong, and the reason why he concealed the fact that he had been rescued was just to avoid being lazy and not looking for fairy grass, but instead of settling accounts with the gods. There is nothing wrong with guessing, and in terms of his own character, it is conceivable that he would do the above things, so Emiya Shirou is actually just silently carrying out the promise he once made on the premise of maintaining the stability of the world. In order to realize my expectations and continue to live happily with my best friends, only in the future, but now and now

Right

The reason why the god Yi Ai didn't do anything wrong was to mislead himself into thinking that Emiya Shirou was dead, just to soothe his heart that he thought he was betrayed, to stimulate his own will, so that he could unswervingly embark on the road of finding fairy grass So, in fact, Yi Ai was just on the premise of maintaining the stability of the world, silently reaching out to herself, and the other party had no need to do so, but as a result, she still intervened unnecessarily, and pushed herself, Guide yourself in the right direction

Both of them are right, neither of them has done anything wrong, they are just under the rules of the game, doing their best to save themselves and Enki, both of them and Enki, both of them know this, whether it is themselves or Emiya Shirou, they both know each other.

If you really want to find a sinner, you must only blame the world.

Why don't you go the way I want it to go? Why can't you arrange a good life for me? Why do you want to give restrictions to those who come to my aid?

Starting from the self, extremely domineering words, however, are unrealistic. The world cannot be blamed.

I understand this, so I use the excuse to complain, but in fact, I just want the other party to be uncomfortable and alleviate the pain in my heart all the time

Emiya Shirou understands this, so he apologizes under the pretext, but in fact, he just uses his body as a shield to bear all his vexatious troubles, but begs his heart to be a little better

At the cost of being the only one who was injured, in exchange for everyone's happiness, to put it bluntly, is to give up his body, and then build his happiness on the happiness of others, but to be able to be at ease.

The most typical hypocrisy, but he admits it openly, and then gambles his life with no regrets

Even if he was desperate for himself, he was still angry at his actions.

The blood-stained Magatama and the white clothes that had not even had time to change and even the blood stains had dried up confirmed that it was not Yi Ai's words to go through a life-and-death situation

Why the hell are you fighting for me?

It's not worth it for you to do this, stop it!

There's no point in you doing that, stop it!

It's not going to do you any good at all, stop it!

The words that wanted to be reprimanded in my heart were piled up, but as soon as my eyes touched the satisfied smile on the other person's face, the words I wanted to say were as heavy as a mountain, and they immediately disappeared, and there was not a single thing left

If you think about that anger carefully, it's probably painful, right?

"Jill?!! What's wrong?!!"

I can't help but think of something.

His eyes were moist, his ears sounded the other party's frightened voice, and when he came back to his senses, he saw that the other party was looking at him nervously.

I can't help but think

When did I become a staker in your heart who was worth risking your life?

"No, I'm fine"

How I wanted to ask this question, but it was not allowed.

The answer, cruel and shallow, raises the question, and at the same time represents the end of this unknown emotion.

Fantasy and reality can never be the same, this is a truth that everyone knows.

"I said, big brother, if you want me to forgive you, can you promise me a condition?"

But even so, he will never be swayed by others, and he has his own plans.

"As long as I can help."

For his own construction, he didn't even need half a second, and the other party had already given a positive answer.

Should it be naïve? Blood? Or is it defenseless?

Well, that's what I expected.

"I know that big brother, you have private matters to do next, so I won't bother you, but after your affairs are over, can Enqi and I move to your house?"

Since fantasy cannot come into contact with reality, it is sufficient to separate it from reality forever.

Based on dreamy emotions, with your own hands, you can build a distant future.

"Huh? Is that okay?"

"yes, that's fine."

He nodded slightly, affirming the other party's question.

Even though the motivations are different, what you desire now is basically the same as the other person

"The condition of my family"

"Needless to say, Enkidu can make a vow, and I'm sure I'll get along with them."

Although it will be more troublesome on the adult side.

But no matter where you are, you see the same things, and you want the same things.

In that case, there is no need to worry.

"I see."

At the end, the other party smiled lightly and made the most reliable promise in the world.

"There is no need to make an oath, although it is a dilapidated house far inferior to the palace, but I hereby promise you that no matter now or in the future, there will always be a room for you in my home."

"Agreed, huh?"

Stick out your tail finger and wait for the final step of the ceremony.

"It's agreed."

Then, with a bright smile, the other party gently hooked his outstretched tail finger