107 promised the loneliness of three lives and three lives 2
I know I didn't stop you from choosing your life, but I have the tenderness to protect you for the rest of your life.
The cold wind is shining, as if he can't feel a trace of cold, and his hands are warmed and soft by men, this warm feeling has indeed been lost for a long time.
In front of Zhongli Wenjun, he felt that he was the most ordinary woman, and that feeling of lightness and smoothness was as if he was in front of the Buddha every time. I don't need to be careful, I don't have any shackles of identity, my heart is free, and being alone with him seems to be gentle in the cold wind. ă
"What do you want to tell me, is it related to the government?" The two of them were relatively speechless for a while, and finally Zhongli Wenjun gave up insisting on taking Wanruo into his arms, he lowered his eyebrows and looked at the woman's calm and gentle face, and that face was already blushing, that kind of shyness exuded a pure light, thinking that she was already the mother of four children, but she still had the same shy feelings as a girl who had not yet come out of the pavilion, how could Wen Jun not be able to put it down.
At the beginning, he was still a little apprehensive when he threw himself into Wen Jun's arms, and slowly his heart calmed down, his embrace was still warm, but there was a feeling of being lost for a long time, and this feeling slowly merged with the bits and pieces in the depths of his memory, "It's a private matter." "It seems to say quietly.
Asked if it was a private matter, Wen Jun was even more surprised in his heart: "What kind of private matter?" â
It's like a way. "Zi Yan wants me to be our little princess, and she wants to use my child as a bridge to maintain the relationship between the two of you."
When these words came out, Zhongli Wenjun's face changed slightly, and he instantly calmed down, "Zi Yan, this girl is really well-intentioned, but I can't take away your love." "It's like seeing a longing in a man's eyes, a longing for family fun.
Seeing that Wen Jun is close to standing but has no children, it is indeed a little regrettable, "If the feelings you put into me are pulled back to you and Zi Yan because of Danhe's existence, I am willing, Wen Jun, you owe Zi Yan too much, I really can't bear to see Zi Yan wronged like this, I and Yi Chuan's three daughters except for Qian Xue who is not like me, Hongyu and Danhe are almost exactly the same as me, although I have not seen Hongyu, but they all say that she is very similar to me, And the red jade portrait that Tianjue brought back from Yunmeng Mountain on my birthday last year confirmed everyone's statement. Wen Jun, if you treat Zi Yan well because of Danhe, I am willing to endure the pain and cut my love, whether it is to you or to Zi Yan, I owe too much. As if he straightened up, he looked at Zhongli Wenjun and said solemnly.
Zhongli Wenjun had never entered the Sun Moon Xuan, so he had never seen Xiao Yunkai and Xiao Danhe, he had just heard Zi Yan talk about the appearance of the two children.
I hesitated for a long, long time about this decision, who would be willing to send my own flesh and blood away? Even if it's for the people you love the most. But what if you can't give it up, even if it's not for Zhongli Wenjun and Zi Yan, you have to give it up, it is you who occupy Wen Jun's heart, and it was because she hoped to see Wen Jun from time to time that she agreed to Zi Yan to match this wrong marriage.
Zhongli Wenjun re-put it as if he was lazy in his arms and was silent for a long time before muttering If you are reluctant, I will not force it.
Just like the way, even if it is not for you and for Zi Yan, I have to give up, Wen Jun promised me to try to love Zi Yan, I know you love her very much, but that kind of pampering and humility is still far from a good husband. Zi Yan has given up her self-esteem and pride to love you, why are you unwilling to give up some persistence to accept her? She is your wife, the one who will grow old with you.
For Wanruo's persuasion, Wen Jun just nodded silently, "Wanruo, do you know that since I married Zi Yan, I haven't answered the place where I used to live, I'm afraid that I will touch the scene and miss you even more, although I have never gone back, but I often go back in my dreams, back to a few days alone with you, the more I regret that I didn't want to be brave and take you away, go to a paradise, you and I are a real fairy couple." â
The more Zhongli Wenjun said this, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart, thinking that he was not like this at the beginning, how many soul dreams were the same as Jun, and then he lost his memory and never remembered those pasts, and now he only thinks of those times when he longs for peace, "Wenjun, don't say it anymore, it's all in the past, and although I have often dreamed of juvenile things for many years, I only dream of idlers and don't dream of you." â
It was as if he knew that his words were a bit heavy, and it would hurt a man's heart, so he didn't dare to face him.
Zhongli Wenjun knew that he wanted to die when he said such heartless words, but he couldn't forget her when he first saw her when the snowflakes were flying.
Silence, another suffocating silence, Zhongli Wenjun refused to let go of Wanruo, and hugged her silently, because he knew that after hugging her once, he didn't know what year and month the next time it would be.
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Shangguan Tianjue lingered outside Leng Cui'an for a long time, and he involuntarily went to Leng Rujin's thatched hut.
Now that people have been gone for more than a few months, every time they think of Leng Rujin's deathbed appearance, Shangguan Tianjue will feel that his heart will ache.
Such a good confidant, but now he wants to be separated from her yin and yang, this kind of feeling that I also believe that beauty will eventually become soil will make people melancholy and sad.
The cold wind blew the withered grass on the roof, the jujube trees in the courtyard shook the empty dead branches, but the uninhabited houses that had been uninhabited for more than three months were very dilapidated.
Although the furnishings are still the same, let the people go to the empty house, and the dignitaries do not have the idea of wanting to stay for a moment.
When the sun set, it seemed to be back in the palace, because the wind had been blowing outside for too long, and the head began to hurt halfway.
After returning to the palace, it was as if listening to Su Su say that Empress Dowager Xiao's personal palace maid tassel was back.
The people around Empress Dowager Xiao naturally didn't dare to slack off, and after taking the pain relief, it was as if Chunhong was going to invite the tassel to come over in person.
Empress Dowager Xiao went to Dengfeng to participate in the Zen Conference, and then went to Songshan Shaolin to live for a few days, and then went to Hangzhou Lingyin Temple.
After a lot of effort, Chunhong came to Wanruo with a tassel.
"Slave maid Xiao tassel see the queen's mother, Niangniang Chitose Chitose Chitose Chitose." The tassel is the dowry of the Empress Dowager Xiao, and her identity is very unusual, as if she is naturally very respectful to this old palace maid, "Aunt Tassel, hurry up." Then he instructed Chunhong to look at the tassels, and Chunxiang served tea.
After the tea, I asked how the tassel queen mother was okay recently?
Tassel hurriedly got up and replied, Qi Niangniang, the Queen Mother is healthy, you can rest assured, the Queen Mother heard that Niang Niang Shun lĂŹ gave birth to the prince and the princess was very happy, and asked for two strings of Buddha beads in front of the Buddha, and sent the slave back to the capital to hand over to Niangniang. After saying that, the tassel solemnly escaped from his arms, and a small jade letter was presented to Wanruo with both hands.
As if taking the jade letter and opening it, there were indeed two strings of dazzling Buddha beads inside, and I couldn't help but feel a little warm in my heart for the affection of the Empress Dowager Xiao.
"Trouble Aunt Dai Wanru and the two children thank their mother." It's as if handing over the jade letter to Chunhong and letting him put it away.
Then Wanruo asked the tassel about some of the frightening of the Empress Dowager Xiao, and the tassel replied like a stream, seeing that the Empress Dowager Xiao had no intention of returning for the time being, as if she could only bring some more silver taels when the tassel returned to Hangzhou.
After sending away the tassels, it was as if he had put on the Buddhist beads given by the Empress Dowager Xiao to a pair of children, and before he knew it, the sky had darkened.
The night has opened, as if it has also opened up his deep loneliness.