After dinner, Li Xiaoyun and I walked on the street when we came, but the mood was no longer the mood when we came, so that the two of us walked silently for a long time, and when they came to the intersection with traffic lights again, Li Xiaoyun stopped and said to me: "Zhaoyang, I always want to say something to you, but I don't know how to speak!" ”

"I don't need sympathy and comfort from others, in fact, I am in a good mood and I don't feel that my life has been affected!"

"Are you telling the truth?"

I nodded and said, "Yes, the breakup is really torturous, but after a lot of experience, it's just that, I think: I can live more freely than her!" ”

Li Xiaoyun shook her head and smiled: "Since you broke up, why do you have to compare with her?" Or do you subconsciously can't let go of this love at all, so you instinctively compare with her after the breakup? ”

I looked at Li Xiaoyun blankly, I didn't know if what she said was right, but as long as I thought of Mi Cai, my heart was still so mixed, and then I thought about my gains and losses in this relationship.

Time passed in my daze, and I finally sat down on the bench at the intersection and said to Li Xiaoyun: "Xiaoyun, you go back first, I'll sit by myself for a while." ”

"It's okay"

"Well, thank you for being with me this night."

"It's me who should thank you Zhaoyang, you are a good boy, you will be happy!"

I looked at her and smiled, "You're saying I'm not mature enough, right?" ”

"Immaturity is also a charm, so I want to thank you, so that I, a woman destined to be ordinary, has also experienced a young and frivolous, but also full of longing and reverie in my lifetime!"

Li Xiaoyun just left, but the back of her departure made me so uncomfortable, and what was even more uncomfortable was that I didn't know where the source of the discomfort was, I just felt like an abandoned autistic person!

Suddenly I remembered Mi Cai again, what was she doing at this time? Is it like me now, who lost control in the frenzy and then swam around in this complex world with an uncathartic loneliness?

She won't, she is still in her own breezy world, walking freely with indifference to love, that's why I'm so dangerous now!

So, living in loneliness and danger, I hated her a little!

When I got home, I made myself look very drunk, avoiding my mother's inquiring eyes, and swaying while complaining, "I'm gone!" Did this Li Xiaoyun grow up in a wine vat? It's so good to drink, drink me alive like this! ”

My mother looked at me and sighed, "Yo, how much did you drink, it's all nonsense!" ”

"Mom, I'm dizzy, I'm going to sleep first!"

"Wait."

"Oh my mother! My brain is not my own at this moment, full of nonsense, what can I say to you! ”

"I want you to wait, make you a cup of tea."

My heart was suddenly relieved, it turned out to be a false alarm, but in an instant, I fell into another kind of helplessness, why can't I face my parents frankly? And why do you always use your own life to not understand, so that they despair again and again? Presumably, if she let her mother know that Li Xiaoyun already has an emotional belonging, she must be desperate!

After drinking a cup of hangover tea, I went back to my room, and after lying on the bed, I began to habitually use cigarettes to save my decadence, and then in the thick smoke, I stared at the ceiling and became obsessed.

There was a sudden knock on the door, and I heard the voice of the father: "Zhaoyang, are you sleeping?" ”

I hurriedly put out the cigarette in the ashtray, and without responding, I lay straight on the bed, making it look like I was sleeping very dead!

Ban Dad opened the door, then opened the window for me, came to the bedside and said, "After acting with your mother, do you still want to play with your father?" ”

I finally opened my eyes, looked out of the door vigilantly, and made sure that it was only Ban Daddy, so I got up and said: "Ban Dad, it's difficult to be a son, there are some things I really can't talk to my mother, otherwise I can't pretend to be drunk with such a wine barrel!" By the way, what about my mother? ”

"I'm going to Xiao Yun's house!"

"Alas!"

"What did you talk to Xiao Yun about today?"

I looked at the empty cigarette case on the table and asked Daddy, "Do you still have a cigarette, bring me one!" ”

Ban Dad took out a bag of sequoia trees from his pocket and threw it to me, I took out one and lit it, and then said: "Ban Dad, you know, Xiao Yun is dealing with her object, but it's not easy to tell my mother, if my mother knows, she will definitely be on fire!" ”

Ban Dad didn't react, just said: "It's okay to get on fire!" ”

"When I leave for this matter, you can tell her more tactfully, if it comes out of my mouth, her heart will definitely be cold!"

"Whoever you do these things will be cold!"

Although Ban Dad didn't have any expression, I could feel his affection, and said in a low voice for a long time: "I'm sorry, Ban Da! I'm really not good at being a son! ”

Daddy ignored my apology, but asked, "Tell me, how did you break up with Xiaomi?" ”

I pretended to be relaxed and smiled, "It's not suitable!" ”

"What's the wrong way?"

"In my mother's words, she is not a girl who can live a life, you say, I am also a thoughtful, demanding man, although she is impeccable, but after discovering the shortcomings, I can still make a decision on the spot, so I decisively ended this space fantasy relationship!"

Daddy's face immediately sank: "Don't play poor with your father, what kind of girl is Xiaomi, I know it very much in my heart, most of it is because you deserted half-heartedly!" ”

My love xù was a little excited: "Whoever is half-hearted, who is struck by lightning!" ”

Daddy looked at me with suspicion on his face

My momentum suddenly weakened: "Anyway, she misunderstood me a little, and I can't give her the purity she wants!" Anyway, we just broke up peacefully. ”

Ban Dad said for a while: "Xiaomi, this girl, your heart is too heavy, are you missing some communication?" ”

"It's all divided, what else is there to communicate? Daddy, let's not talk about this, let's talk about something happy, are you free tomorrow? Come with me to the 4S shop and give you a new car! ”

"Don't break the bank!"

"This is really not a cost, the car equipped by your unit has too many hidden dangers, and the safety thing is really sloppy, my son has been unfilial for so many years, you just let me express my heart."

"Keep the money and buy a house for yourself"

I interrupted: "There is no shortage of money to buy a house, this matter is decided, tomorrow we will go to the 4S store together, and it is not bad to change you to a new Passat!" ”

Daddy finally refused my request to buy him a car, but I have already made up my mind to go to the 4S store tomorrow to help him book the car, and I hope that I can do this to make him and his mother feel more comfortable, unfortunately: now I can only do to make up for it materially, and in the future, I will work harder to create a zào career, so that I can be a less useless man! ――

It is recommended that everyone go to sing and listen to songs, download a singing software, search for a girl with a folk voice in Yu Qingqing, and everyone go and listen to her songs. In the book, CC sang a song about Zhang Han, and she also sang it, which is pretty good!