75. Chapter 075: I want to give him a baby

Hearing this question, Tong Xin was stunned, and immediately reacted, the child doesn't know so much, in his thoughts, he likes his godfather, and he also likes his godmother, so he still hopes that they can be together.

Tong Xin didn't know how to answer, and the little guy who saw her embarrassed ghost elf hurriedly smiled and changed the topic: "Sister Xinxin doesn't want to say it, forget it, Sister Xinxin, how do you see me wearing this dress?" My daddy likes to wear me army green the most. ”

The little guy took out an army green children's clothes and measured it, and the childlike heart naturally wouldn't take it seriously with a child, so he smiled and said, "Well, it's very handsome, but it's a bit of a little soldier." ”

Xu is also genetically related, so compared to this army-green clothes, the little guy has a soldier's taste in his bones.

It was a compliment, but the little guy's happy face changed instantly, he pouted slightly, and took off the army-green children's clothes in his hand, looking listless, childlike was stunned, and hurriedly asked: "What's wrong?" Xiaochen, did Sister Xinxin say the wrong thing? ”

"It's not." The little guy shook his head and slowly explained, "It's that I don't want to follow Daddy back to the army, I don't have a friend there, and Daddy's training of me is no different from training his soldiers, Xiao Chen doesn't like it." ”

After speaking, the little guy lowered his head, a little sad, Tong Xin hurriedly touched his little head and comforted: "Your godfather is right, your father's harshness to you is also for your good, maybe the way is too radical, but it is also the kindness of Jackie Chan, you can't blame your father, let alone be afraid of him." ”

"I didn't blame my daddy, and I didn't fear him!" Hearing Tong Xin say this, the little guy raised his head, looked like a little adult, and said word by word, "That's not fear, that's called awe, it's because my daddy is stronger than me now, so I can only be obedient, after I can, I will surpass him, and I will be qualified to get rid of him at that time."

Also, my daddy will only be gentle with my mom and a mi, everything depends on my mom and a mi, only they have a disagreement on the issue of teaching me, every time my dad trains me, mom is always reluctant, and it will make my mom sad after the most.

The adults in the family said that my mom almost lost her life in order to give birth to me at that time, and I didn't want to make my mom Yimi sad, so even if I don't like to be arranged by my dad like this, I won't tell them, because what I said will only make my dad unhappy, and it will only make my mom and my mom sad, and grandma said that men should be responsible, so they can't do this. ”

The little guy was stupid after saying that she was childlike, she really couldn't believe that this was coming out of the mouth of a three-year-old child, not to mention the precociousness that he brought out in every word and sentence, and she was really moved by this sensible and intimate feeling.

couldn't help but be touched by childlike hearts, and after a long pause, he smiled happily, and stroked his face with pity: "Xiaochen is really sensible, it's not in vain that your mother didn't even want her life to give birth to you, what a sensible good child, Sister Qingqing will definitely be moved to cry when she hears it." ”

Hearing this compliment, the little guy seemed to smile shyly, and said slowly: "Hehe, in fact, you adults don't understand us, you only know that Ludao's mother loves us, but you don't know that Ludao we love our mother more, and when Xinxin's sister has a child in the future, he will definitely love Xinxin's sister like this." ”

In a word, all the wounds of the childlike heart will be revealed......

Her children?

Her and Lu Zhannan's children?

Will there be such a child? Will it wait until that day?

No, never......

Tong Xin sighed secretly, wondering if it was a psychological effect, and suddenly felt a tingling pain in her lower abdomen, and that pain reminded her all the time that she could not have her own children anymore.

In this marriage full of hatred, she was only a sinner, and she did not blame anyone for the loss of that child, nor was she qualified to blame anyone, but ...... Wouldn't it be too cruel to just deprive her of the right to be a mother like this?

If she and Lu Zhannan can have a child of their own, the relationship between the two will definitely not be like this, even if the relationship between the two is still like this, even if the relationship between the two is still like this, it will not be so bitter in the bottom of the heart, at least there is another support and motivation around them.

However, there is no if in life, even if she wants to give birth now, her body does not allow it, and even if her body allows it, Lu Zhannan will not agree.

Thinking about it, the bitterness in my heart is like ripples rippling in the waves of the lake, endlessly affecting the ......

"Sister Xinxin, why are you crying?" Seeing that there were tears in Tong Xin's eyes, the little guy hurriedly reached out to wipe her, and his little face was dazed and stunned, as if he knew that he had provoked him, and he still felt guilty.

"It's fine." Tong Xin hurriedly smiled, stretched out his hand to wipe his tears, and praised him again, "It's Sister Xinxin who was touched by Xiao Chen, so she was jealous and envious, thinking about how good it would be if you were my son." ”

"Ha Lu Ha." After hearing this, the little guy laughed, "Sister Xinxin doesn't need to be envious, Sister Xinxin's child will definitely be better than Xiaochen in the future, if he is disobedient, it's a big deal that I will help Sister Xinxin beat him." ”

Hearing this, Tong Xin couldn't help laughing, thinking that she was too sentimental, no one could predict what would happen tomorrow, who could sentence her to death in this regard? On the other hand, her relationship with Lu Zhannan has taken a big step forward than before, isn't it?

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but think a lot, although she hadn't seen Leng Qing before, she had heard Lu Zhannan say that Leng Qing was told that she couldn't get pregnant again after she accidentally had a miscarriage, but she was still pregnant after the worst time.

And as soon as she was pregnant, she was sentenced to death by the doctor, saying that her child endangered her life and asked her to take it away immediately, which was her repeated insistence.

Isn't she the same as Leng Qing today? Although she is not a special soldier, although she does not have Leng Qing's military qualities, she is not afraid of death, how can other tribulations stop her?

"Xiaochen Xie Lu, thank you for untying a big knot in Sister Xinxin's heart." The childlike heart who figured it out hugged the little guy tightly and kissed it fiercely, and the little guy was dazed: "What kind of heart knot?" ”

"This ...... Secrecy! Childlike smiled playfully.

"Sister Xinxin is so bad." The little guy pouted and scolded, Tong Xin smiled again, I don't know what Lu Dao thought, he pursed the corners of his mouth, and seemed to be a little embarrassed to speak: "Xiao Chen, can you do Sister Xinxin a favor?" ”

"What?"

"Can you give me your mom's phone number?" Tong Xin didn't know what Lu Dao was for and suddenly wanted Leng Qing's mobile phone number, but he just thought that he might be able to use it in the future.

"It's too simple." After speaking, the little guy recited Leng Qing's mobile phone number to Tong Xin very skillfully, and Tong Xin hurriedly wrote it down.

"What are you talking about? Have such a good time? I heard the laughter of the two in the bathroom just now, and it was a little surprising to see the two of them mysteriously talking about such speculation at this time.

Seeing that he came to the childlike heart and gave the little guy a secret look, the smart Nangong Chen quickly understood, and smiled at the ghost of the landing battle in the south: "This is the secret of Xiao Chen and Sister Xinxin, don't tell my godfather." ”

Lu Zhannan was helpless, and hugged the little guy with one hand: "It's not early, go to sleep with your godfather." ”

Saying that, Lu Zhannan walked to the bedroom with the little guy in his arms, and the little guy in his arms waved his hand at Tong Xin: "Good night, sister Xinxin." ”

"Good night, Xiaochen." Tong Xin replied with a smile, and after seeing the two of them enter the bedroom, he bit his lower lip shallowly, and his eyes fell on the string of phone numbers on Leng Qing's mobile phone, thinking about something......

The next day was still the same, Tong Xin got up early in the morning and made breakfast, and after eating, Lu Zhannan picked up the little guy, and his tone was pampering and gentle: "Xiaochen, will my godfather take you to my company today?" ”

"Really? Does Godfather want to take Xiaochen to your company? Yummy, great, great! "The little guy was so excited to hear this.

"Do you want to take Xiaochen to you?" Hearing this, the child's heart was busy, "Don't let go during work, let's come and see Xiaochen, don't worry, I won't ...... this time." ”

"No need." Before the childlike words were finished, Lu Zhannan interrupted coldly, and then walked out of the house without looking back with the little guy in his arms.

Seeing him holding Xiaochen into the car, Tong's lips pursed tightly, and he bit it hard, he was really damned, how could he make such a mistake!

But it has happened, no matter how angry it is, it is useless, and you can only blame yourself.

Tong Xin looked at the time, it was not yet eight o'clock, his eyes flickered, and he suddenly didn't know what Lu Dao thought, grabbed the bag and ran out.

The unprecedented childlike went to the hospital and registered in the obstetrics and gynecology department, for two years, she has never thought about the problem of the child, and at this moment Nangong Chen's appearance deeply stimulated her, at this moment she longs to be a mother and to give him a child.

The time spent waiting in the waiting room made her nervous, her hands constantly touching her flat lower abdomen, expecting and fearing the results of the diagnosis.

"Childlike innocence." When the doctor called her name, the child's heart suddenly jumped, and the corners of her mouth were tightly pursed, giving herself some courage and walking in.

According to the doctor's instructions, childlike heart did a lot of examinations, and the examination process is very cumbersome, unconsciously a few hours passed, the test report came out childlike to the doctor, very uneasy to look at the doctor, the doctor has been looking at the test sheet with a hesitant face, did not speak for a long time, childlike heart more and more panicked.

"Doctor, how's it going? Can I still get pregnant? ”

The doctor put down the test sheet, looked at Tong Xin and asked, "When was the last time I had sex with your husband?" ”

……

Hearing this question, Tong Xin's face darkened, and he said the truth with no disdain, he had never touched her in two years of marriage, and the only time was when she gave her a drug two years ago.