Chapter 189: So Confessional

I wiped one hand over my face heavily, and finally sent a message back to Janeway: "Got it, the money I owe Aji will be returned to him when I return to Suzhou." ”

Janeway didn't reply to my message, and there was actually no need to do so, because our relationship had come to an end with the guitar incident.

Putting the phone back in my pocket again, I couldn't help but look back, even though I knew that Mi Cai wouldn't be coming back so soon.

The wind blew in gusts, blowing the ripples on the surface of the lake and blowing my thoughts, even if Mi Cai was only away for such a short time, I couldn't help but think of her, because my heart had been blown by the wind.

Time was ticking forward, and I longed for her to come back soon, but I didn't want her to come back too soon, because I hadn't found a way to confess it yet.

When others confessed, they tried their best to please Lang Man, but I asked Mi Cai to buy cigarettes for me, which was really out of tune when I thought about it, and I felt wronged by her, so at this time, I was extremely eager to think of a way to make up for it.

In her anxiety, she heard footsteps on the bank of the river, and when she looked back, it was Mi Cai, who was carrying a small convenience bag with cigarettes in her hand, as if there were still a few cans of beer.

My breathing suddenly became short, and I thought to myself, "How do you confess?" How to confess, how do I confess? ”

Mi Cai got closer and closer to me, and I seemed to hear my own "sudden" heartbeat, and then I lost the ability to think, and just looked at her in a daze.

Mi Cai came to me, then sat down cross-legged, handed me the convenience bag, and whispered to me, "Your cigarettes." ”

"Thank you."

I wanted to take the convenience bag from Mi Cai's hand, but I couldn't catch it in a trance because I touched her hand.

Mi Cai picked up the convenience bag and handed it to me again, asking, "Are you nervous?" ”

"It's kind of ...... When others confessed, they were very funny, and I also asked you to buy cigarettes, which is out of tune! As I spoke, I remembered the momentum of enveloping the entire theater when Wei Ran confessed to Mi Cai, and I was suddenly clumsy when I compared.

"It's the person who confesses, not the way of confession...... Can you hurry up? Or...... I'm nervous too! ”

"Then you can help me light a cigarette, and ...... That popeye eats spinach like I need strength! ”

Mi Cai tore off the film on the cigarette, opened the cigarette case, pulled out one, and said to me, "Open your mouth." ”

I immediately opened my mouth, Mi Cai shoved the cigarette into my mouth, took a lighter from my pocket and lit it for me, then put her hand back on her lap and looked at me quietly.

I took a puff of my cigarette, tilted my head and spit away, then turned back to Mi Cai and asked, "If I confessed, would you reject me?" ”

"You haven't confessed yet, how do I know?"

"That's right......"

I didn't say a word until I was almost finished with a cigarette, but Mi Cai remained patient and didn't push me again.

I finally snuffed out the cigarette in my hand, and I mustered up courage in my heart, but Mi Cai suddenly picked up a can of beer from the convenience bag and handed it to me, saying, "Why don't you drink another can of beer." ”

I took the beer from Mi Cai's hand and asked her with doubts, "Are you nervous again?" ”

“…… Right! ”

I suddenly had enough of this roundabout nervousness, and with a surge of blood, I raised my hand and threw the beer can in my hand into the river, and said "Let's not be nervous" and threw Mi Cai to the ground, pressed her, stared at her for a second, and kissed her on the lips, which was the best confession for me at this moment.

Mi Cai was caught off guard and kissed by me, both hands held my hand tightly, the nails were deeply embedded in my flesh, I suddenly stopped, biting her lip, Mi Cai closed her eyes, pinched my fingers but added a little more force, so I bit her lip teeth also added a little force.

Mi Cai pushed harder, and I added a little more force, and finally, I felt the skin on my hand being pinched by her, but I didn't care about the pain, I was afraid that I would bite her lip too, so I hurriedly opened my mouth and let go, and she let go of the hand that was holding me almost at the same time.

I left Mi Cai's body and lay down beside her, exhaled heavily, smiled and said, "...... I like you, I want you to be my wife, to have children for me, but I only dare to think about it, I think about it too much, and in the end I don't even dare to think about it, because it feels like a dream, and the more I think about it, the more unreal it becomes......"

Mi Cai hugged me sideways and said softly, "Zhaoyang, I want to tell you a story." ”

I opened my arms and let Mi Cai pilllow on it, and then said, "You say, I listen." ”

"There is a very beautiful flower in the garden, and the visitors who come and go admire her beauty, and desperately want to pluck her and possess her, but there is a gardener who has always guarded her, and does not let the tourists hurt her, and waters and fertilizes her every day, and when he sees her bloom, his heart will be happy, but he never cares about the return......"

I was silent for a long time before asking, "Do you think I'm the gardener?" ”

"Hmm...... That's why I'm willing to be the flower that blooms just for you! ”

I asked myself: Am I really the gardener who has been silently guarding Mi Cai? In fact, I can't be sure, at least in the process of getting acquainted with Mi Cai, I still have another flower in my heart, but one thing is certain: no matter how much I pay for Mi Cai, I never think of asking for anything from her, I am willing to silently satisfy her, protect her, and watch her happy.

I hugged Mi Cai tightly, brought her closer to me, and whispered in her ear: "I understand, I hope that in this world of desire, you are my last faith, and I hope that I can take you to jump into that river of happiness and swim to the end!" ”

"You can...... Ever since Fang Yuan told me the truth about that last time, I have believed that you must be the one sent by my father to protect me! ”

I smiled and said, "You really say that, it really explains why there is such a coincidence between us...... However, I am so dedicated to guarding you, does his old man have to pay me some salary? ”

Mi Cai patted me lightly, and said with a smile: "He gave you all his daughters, what salary are you embarrassed to ask?" ”

I felt a burst of joy and sweetness in my heart, and hugged Mi Cai tighter, and at this moment I could feel that I was hugging Mi Cai, my girlfriend Mi Cai, not the awe-inspiring CEO of Zhuomei.

We were silent in a tight embrace, and after a long time, Mi Cai said to me: "Zhaoyang, in the future, apart from me, you can't think about other women, I don't care about your past, but I care about our future, and I don't want to see the misunderstanding like last time." ”

"You mean the scene where I hugged Janeway on Chinese New Year's Eve?"

"Well, CC and I explained it, and I knew it was a misunderstanding, but we can't rely on CC to resolve the misunderstanding forever, right?"

I nodded, signaling Mi Cai to rest assured, for me, it was indeed time for me to say goodbye to my old life, because at this moment, I was really content to be able to hug her, as if I was holding the long-lost faith again!

A gust of wind blew past us again, blowing the warmth of spring, I was a little intoxicated, a little infatuated, and I couldn't wait to hug her until I grew old.

Mi Cai asked me softly again, "Are you asleep?" ”

"No, I'm feeling a little drunk, it's not going to be a dream, is it?"

"Let me bite you, if it hurts, it's not a dream!"

"Do you still hold a grudge that I just bit your lip? Anyway, you pinched me and it hurt enough...... Hey, it's already hurt just now, so it's definitely not a dream! ”

Mi Cai smiled, but her tone suddenly became serious: "By the way, Zhaoyang...... Next Friday, it's my uncle's fiftieth birthday, and there's going to be a party, so come with me. ”

I muttered silently, "Mi Zhongde's birthday!!" ”

I was surprised in my heart, and subconsciously asked, "Next Friday is the eighth day of the Lunar New Year, right?" ”

"yes, do you have time?"

I hesitated slightly, even if I didn't like Mi Zhongde's personality very much, I still didn't intend to refuse, so I smiled and joked with Mi Cai, and said, "Are you taking this opportunity to take me to meet my parents?" ”

“…… Whatever you want to understand, but I hope you go. ”

"It's going to be a big scene, right? I'm afraid of drowning in that group of rich people and disgrace you! ”

Mi Cai looked at me a little speechless......

"I'm joking with you, even if it's a sea of swords, I'm willing to break for you, so a birthday party will definitely accompany you!"