Chapter 51: The Taste of the Ending

This lace news about Fang Yuan surprised me, I can't believe that the thoughtful Fang Yuan would expose such a thing to the public eye, after all, he is not a person in the entertainment industry, and he doesn't need such an incident to hype himself at all, on the contrary, this will have an extremely strong negative impact on him in the business world, and how Mi Zhongde and Mi Lan look at this incident is even more worth intriguing.

But there is one thing that does not need to be guessed, there are already cracks in the relationship between Fang Yuan and Mi Lan! This has been a sign before.

It was getting dark, I had some snacks for dinner, and then I left the "Mochou Coffee Shop" on Mochou Road, and I returned to Suzhou, ready for tomorrow's work.

That night, I was in the old house dealing with some mail from work, and I was going to go to the snack bar by the moat, which was often open late into the night because of the large garment processing factory nearby.

This is very convenient for me, but unfortunately it has also changed the artistic conception here, because the moat is no longer the moat it once was, so I often finish supper in the middle of the night, stand by the river and sigh that the sea has become a mulberry field.

After supper, it was already late at night, I was not in a hurry to go back, put on the jumpie hat on my clothes, stood by the guardrail by the river and lit a cigarette, and I only wanted to stay here for a cigarette, because the garment processing factory would be off the night shift later, and then the road along the river would become very noisy, and there would be no deep artistic conception at night, I didn't like this situation very much!

I flicked the cigarette ash in my hand, subconsciously turned my head to look to the side of myself, and was surprised to find Janeway, also wearing a jumpsuit, walking towards me, and we actually met here once in the morning and once in the middle of the night.

We were all surprised!

I put down my hat and looked at her, she stopped beside me, her body was so slender in the moonlight, I could even smell the faint fragrance of her body in the breeze.

"Why are you here again?"

Janeway leaned against the guardrail, and instead of answering me immediately, she played with the buttons on her hat before she said to me, "Just trying to find a place for myself to go at night, I think it's a good place, and it's not too far from my nursing home anyway." ”

"Isn't it far? The sanatorium is almost two kilometers away! ”

"For a person who has nothing to do, is two kilometers a long distance?"

I looked at Jian Wei's somewhat haggard face, and said for a long time: "I always think that there is something else in your words, do you want to change your current life?" I don't want to be idle all the time! ”

Janeway looked at the calm river until a gust of wind blew a ripple, and she finally said, "Yes, I decided to go to the United States with Dr. Mo!" ”

"Uh" I paused, then raised my hand, took a heavy drag on my cigarette, squeezed out some smiles, and asked, "When are you going to go?" ”

"I have all the procedures to go to the United States, so I can go at any time."

"Hmm"

The wind continued to blow past us, as if blowing out the grievances of the whole city, Janeway lowered her head, kept looking at the river below, she whispered, as if to say to herself: "Whether it is people, or this world, even the seemingly immortal time, there will be an end, my end must be in a foreign country after turning around, I heard, my parents also think so, they all hope that I will leave this place of right and wrong." ”

"Listen to me, Janeway, leaving is not the end for you, but a new beginning."

"How I think it's my own business, I don't need you to give me another answer."

"Yes, as long as you're happy, I don't have to speak."

After my compromise, we fell into silence, and at this time, it was finally time for the garment factory to get off the night shift, and the originally quiet road was full of electric cars and the sound of conversation, Janeway seemed to be very uncomfortable with this group of people who suddenly appeared, she turned to look, and then covered her ears, she hated the sudden noise, perhaps, when I met in the morning, I should tell her all the changes that had happened here, so that she could be mentally prepared in advance. I really didn't have the ability to predict in advance that she would come to this place again in the middle of the night.

Janeway slapped the dust off the guardrail with her hand, and the breath that came out of our mouths seemed to turn into pure white smoke, diffusing along with the light from the street lamp, and the world finally fell silent again.

Janeway shook her head, she didn't say goodbye like in the morning, she walked alone along the road of the river embankment, in the direction of going back, I only reacted for a while, I wanted to drive her back, but she happened to wait for a passing taxi on the road, and in a blink of an eye disappeared by the moat with some fog, so I was a little empty, but I couldn't express it!

Two days later, Jane Wei didn't say goodbye, and even Mo Zishi didn't say hello to me, they left Suzhou together and went to the United States, and it wasn't until late evening that Yan Yan came to my office and told me the news.

I didn't say anything, just poured myself a cup of hot tea, and then stood by the window, looking at every car that appeared in sight, as if I saw a parting and a reunion, I finally smiled and asked Yan Yan, "Will she come back?" ”

Yan Yan shook her head and replied, "She didn't say if she would come back, she walked very calmly!" ”

I whispered, "Very good, actually, very good, okay, is it good?" Maybe it's good, maybe it's not good! ”

I remembered the picture of seeing Janeway in the moat two days ago, and the scenes that have happened in the past two years, I can't forget the picture of her jumping into the moat to save me, and I can't forget the picture of her jumping into the moat to save me, and I can't forget the picture of her pouring gasoline with me in Xiaoyun's flower shop, and saying that in the face of the rioters, let's die together!

I think back to a few years ago: she hated me so much, she hated my inaction, she cried with me because of it, and she loved me too, and she loved me, the city in the sky that I had painted for her, and every bit of warmth and joy I brought her

Sour tears finally fell from my eyes, I realized that these feelings will not be there anymore, and she will no longer appear in my life with a heartbreak, and there must be an end to it, this is not wrong, Jian Wei and I started in Suzhou, and ended in Suzhou, from then on she is her, I am I may even remember each other has become a very luxurious thing, so far, I finally feel a taste of the end, some people are going to go after all, and some people are going to come back after all This is not the law, But it's a human favor, nothing more than that!

At this time, Yan Yan came to my side, she took out the familiar tablet from her handbag, and she said to me: "Zhaoyang, this is what Wei Wei asked me to return to you before leaving, she said that she didn't want to take this thing away, I don't know why she did this, did she already remember something?" ”

I took the computer from Yan Yan's hand and didn't say anything until I felt calmer, then I turned on the tablet and entered the familiar password

My heart began to beat faster, and I saw the text folder again, but it was no longer encrypted, and the password was lifted My fingertips trembled and clicked on the notebook in the text, except for the title, there was no content in it

I sat back on the couch with some prostration, and I finally realized that in fact, the two times I met Janeway by the moat, she already remembered what happened in the moat, but she didn't say anything, just gave me this tablet whose content had been deleted

She's reborn! Our past is also extinguished

It seems that our so many years have only been condensed into four words at this moment, loved, missed!

Hehe, a qiē seems to be just a dizziness in fate! Sometimes it's real, sometimes it's unreal, it's like a bubble

After a tiring day, I returned to the old house, but when I was about to open the door, I found that there was a postcard in the mailbox that had been empty, and I hurriedly took out this postcard from it, which was a postcard customized by New Green Energy, so this must have been sent back to me by Mi Cai

She wrote in English: "The world is so big, here is my hometown dear Yang, I wish you a happy new year in advance, and work smoothly!" Miss your rice color! ”

I tilted my head, closed my eyes, and placed the postcard on my chest, and I could feel Mi Cai taking the initiative to come back. Are you really coming back? We've been separated for almost a year, and it's been a long process that seems to have turned me into a lifeless old man.

I went back to the house, put the postcard in front of my eyes and read it over and over again, I seemed to be able to see what Mi Cai's expression was when she wrote these words of blessing, she wrote the two words of miss so much, she must really miss me Since she misses me so much, come back quickly!

I thought so: if she can come back in time for the new year, our family, including Ban Dad and Mom, can be reunited in Suzhou, the city that has entrusted us with the rest of our lives, which is very beautiful when I think about it, and it is also the only ending that I recognize.

The night, has been bottomless, I persistently put my hand on this postcard and did not want to let go, I felt for the first time that Mi Cai was so close to me, because her hand had been placed on this postcard like me a few days ago, at this moment, there is no insurmountable end of the world between us, just a postcard distance!