117. Pity the hearts of parents in the world

As soon as he heard Li Banxia say that drinking and using force would deplete his heart, Master Zhang and Mrs. Zhang also persuaded their son again and again to listen to Dr. Li.

In front of the two elders, Zhang Cianming couldn't bear to refuse and agreed.

Master Zhang and Mrs. Zhang saw that Dr. Li's medical skills were really good, and they heard Ding Houliu say that there was a famous female doctor in Dayang Village recently, and this person was Li Banxia, and they strongly asked her to stay and treat Young Master Zhang.

Li Banxia, as a doctor, her family members have asked for this, so she naturally will not refuse. What's more, Young Master Zhang's situation at this time can no longer be delayed, even if he doesn't cooperate, she has to think of ways to persuade him to take good care of his body.

Mr. Zhang ordered the cook to prepare a sumptuous lunch, leaving Li Banxia to dine here. At the dinner table, Master Zhang and Mrs. Zhang carefully inquired about Young Master Zhang's condition, and asked Li Banxia what way to treat Young Master Zhang.

Li Banxia told the truth, although he knew that Master Zhang and Mrs. Zhang might not be able to withstand this blow, but they should know all this. They need to understand the severity of Young Master Zhang's illness so that Young Master Zhang can actively cooperate with her treatment as soon as possible.

As she said to Mr. and Mrs. Zhang, although Ling Gongzi's illness is difficult to treat, it does not mean that it is completely incurable. At the very least, it can make his next days longer and better.

Young Master Zhang has not yet married a wife and has not left his bloodline, if he dies young like this, let Master Zhang and Mrs. Zhang send the white-haired people to the black-haired people, how can they bear it?

After lunch, Li Banxia came to the small house where Young Master Zhang lived. By the time he was eating, Young Master Zhang had already moved back to where he lived.

Walk through the plum blossom forest and walk slowly. In the plum blossom forest, Young Master Zhang held a jade flute, sat under a plum tree, and gently played a song [East Passing Evening].

The years are merciless. Youth is not there. A man who is like a dream, he has long been like a river of spring water, far away from him-

The bitter rain, the rise and fall of martial arts, and how many casualties have occurred since ancient times.

Tossing and turning, without intention. The lonely and idle clouds sang late, and only a sad song lingered around Jiuzhou.

A thousand loves, all kinds of pain, only sigh that the hero is lonely, drunk alone.

Old-time past. Falling Yingfei, plum blossoms withering and love without a trace.

The murmuring flute flutters and flies in the withered plum blossom forest, and the plum blossoms dance. The flute trembles slightly. Alpine streams, gone with the wind. Such as thousands of miles away Hanshan Temple in the middle of the night ringing the bell, ethereal and far-reaching. It is also like the top of the vast snow-capped mountain, the snow lotus that blooms proudly, and the beauty is beautiful. But there is a touching loneliness and loneliness -

The shape is alone, and the cocoon stands alone. Under the plum blossom forest, I am alone.

There was a buzzing sound, and the flute sound stopped suddenly, and Zhang Cassia said without looking back: "The flute is contending, someone must be eavesdropping." Come out—"

Li Banxia was able to hear his voice, and took a few steps forward. Sorry: "I've disturbed the young master's Yaxing, and I hope the young master will forgive me." ”

Zhang Cianming was dressed in a white brocade robe, with a few bamboos painted on the clothes, and some splashed landscapes, which gave him a sense of being a beautiful son. If the girl in the martial arts who knows his origin sees it. will definitely praise him for living up to the name of a beautiful man in martial arts.

Even Li Banxia thought that this Young Master Zhang was extremely beautiful. It's not that he is handsome or good-looking. It's the innate simplicity of his body, even if he is sick and physically and mentally exhausted, he still maintains this pure appearance.

"Dr. Li, you haven't gone back yet?" Zhang Cianming asked.

"No, I promised Master Zhang and Mrs. Zhang that I would treat you from today onwards, how can I go back at this time?"

Li Banxia's voice was firm, and she was ready. Whether he cooperates or not, she will not give up easily.

"I advise Dr. Li not to work Zhang's body in vain, I won't agree to you."

"Young Master Zhang, didn't you forget what you promised Master Zhang and Mrs. Zhang just now?" He said that from now on, he will not drink or use force, take good care of his body, and live for the two of them.

Zhang Cianming didn't say anything, just shook his head.

"Young Master Zhang can't bear to let Master Zhang and Mrs. Zhang worry about you? You know how uncomfortable it can be for you to look like this. When a person lives, you can't just think about yourself, think about them a lot, they have lost you for so many years, and now they finally wait for you to return to them, and you can't bear to let them see their son sick and broken, and he may leave them again at any time? ”

This time, even if they waited a long time, it was impossible for him to come back.

Li Banxia said this, he didn't know it. These days, he has thought a lot, and he has also thought about what his father and mother will do when he leaves. But he believed that their pain was only temporary, after all, he had been away from them for several years, and if he left again, they might not be able to accept it for a while. But under the influence of the eldest brother and sister-in-law and the cute little nephew, sooner or later they will come out of the pain of losing him.

In this world, no one will really survive without whom. He once thought that after she threw herself into the river, he would definitely not be able to walk, and he would eventually walk with her. But after all these years, he is still alive. Despite his illness, he was still alive.

"They're going to be fine, and one day they'll be fine. Even if they hadn't given birth to a son of mine, I hadn't done a single day of duty as a son to them—"

Li Banxia suddenly calmed down, this person was not only stubbornly terrifying, but even his thoughts were just as terrifying.

In Li Banxia's opinion, it is precisely because he has not fulfilled his responsibility as a son for a day that he should live well and not let them worry. This is both a kind of amendage and an awakening. But anyone who has responsibility and responsibility should do this.

And he used this excuse to openly refuse her treatment, Li Banxia really didn't know what to say.

It was not surprising that Li Banxia would think so, because she didn't know what Zhang Cianming had experienced. He is a dutiful son, he loves his father and mother, but he can't help but hate them in his heart.

Reason and upbringing made him not allow his father and mother to hate him, and forced himself not to let them worry. However, in his heart, he could never forget Miss Wang's death.

After all, if it weren't for the fact that Master Zhang and Mrs. Zhang fell into the well back then, disliking the poor and loving the rich, Miss Wang would not have thrown herself into the river and died. He will not go far from the end of the world, and the illness that imprinted his body has also made him lonely and miserable for so many years.

He is their son, his life is given by them, and he will not blame them no matter how deeply he hurts.

However, she remembered the handkerchief flying by the river, and the jade flute she gave her in her hand, Zhang Cianming closed her eyes painfully-

He can't forget, and he can't do it.

Sometimes being alive is a pain.

"Does Young Master Zhang think that he shouldn't come back at all this time?" After a long time, Li Banxia suddenly asked.

Zhang Cianming nodded slowly.

"I shouldn't have come back...... I really came back wrong......" After so many years, he thought he had forgotten about it. However, as soon as he saw them, her figure kept appearing in front of his eyes, making him unable to calm down anymore.

"You'd be wrong to think so."

“……”

"If you don't come back, you're really cruel to them. How much love and effort parents have given to their children. They raised you in the hope of seeing you become a talent and see you live well. ”

"You've been gone for years, and they don't know where you're going, how anxious will they be? Now that you're back, Mr. and Mrs. Zhang are really happy like never before. I heard Hou Liu say that on the day you came back, Mrs. Zhang cried behind closed the door, and Mr. Zhang's eyes were red. In the two years you just left, Master Zhang still yelled that you would break your leg when you came back. But when you really come back, he is not only reluctant to beat you, but also reluctant to say a heavy word. ”

"You are sick, Master Zhang and Mrs. Zhang are more worried than anyone else, they stay by your side all night, make soup for you, and hire a famous doctor for you. You know, a few days ago, it was rumored that a famous doctor came to a nearby town, and Master Zhang didn't say a word, pushed all the business and rushed over with Hou Liu. He traveled day and night, without stopping, but still did not catch up with the famous doctor. Master Zhang fainted on the spot, and he couldn't get out of bed after being sick for a few days. Because I don't worry about you, even if I'm sick, I'll rush back to see you—"

No matter what they have done wrong in the past, no one can erase the care and love they have for their son now. Even Zhang Cassia couldn't ignore everything they had done for him.

Zhang Cianming listened quietly, with his back to Li Banxia, his eyes revealing deep self-blame and guilt. He said why he didn't see his father come for days in those days, and thought that he was busy with business and went to the city to take care of the business. Unexpectedly, it's all for him-

"And Mrs. Zhang, since I learned about your illness, I have been to the temple no less than five times. Once, she heard that the Bodhisattva in the Qianyin Mountain Temple was very effective, and only asked the Buddha to have enough sincerity, and to reach the top of the mountain in three steps and one buckle, so that the person who asked for it could be blessed with all his wishes. Mrs. Zhang took the maid early in the morning, took three steps and one buckle, knelt and climbed up the Qianyin Mountain, and prayed to the Bodhisattva that you would be safe. Could it be that you really can't see or care about these, Young Master Zhang? ”

Zhang Cianming didn't say anything, and Li Banxia, who was standing behind him, still vaguely saw the tremor of his shoulders.

She knew that at this time, his heart must be more uncomfortable than anyone else.

I don't know how much time has passed, Zhang Cianming finally spoke, "Doctor Li, you should go back today-"

"Young Master Zhang, ...... you?"

"As you said, I don't live alive and don't die, and it's also a drag on my parents, but I'm still dead and clean." Zhang Cianming has always been pure and gentle, even when talking about such a major event of life and death, he does not move at all. It's really hard for Li Banxia to imagine if he has had any other emotions in his life-