227 Zhao Chenzong - I'm a bad guy!

"Rebel, don't let me die yet! ――”

Master Zhao suddenly shouted, and Zhao Chenzong, who had just been helped up by the family, trembled twice, and was actually frightened.

The person he was most afraid of, the only person he was afraid of, was his father, and his father became even more afraid when he got angry all his life. It's not just scared, it's almost scary~~

“…… Daddy......"

Zhao Chenzong's previous arrogance was gone, and some were just full of fear. With his father's temper, he is really likely to be serious about him in front of everyone.

He once burned down the family's Lianhua Building in a fit of anger, and was locked in the meditation room by his father, and for three days and three nights, his father did not allow him to drink a sip of water or eat a mouthful of food.

Dad, he really came to the real thing, because his mother felt sorry for him, afraid that his body would not be able to bear it, so she secretly brought him a bowl of water to drink, and was bumped into by his father, and even took his mother to reprimand him fiercely.

Dad has never been a murderer, and that time, for that small building, he had a stiff fight with his mother.

The reason why he burned that building was because he noticed that every time his mother saw that small building, she would look sad, strange, and abnormal. That small building was like a thorn in her heart, and it was like some kind of hidden pain in her body, whenever the gentle mother looked at that building, her gentle gaze would always become extraordinarily complicated, and it would make him afraid-

At other times, he had never seen his mother show such complicated and inexplicable eyes. A kind of grief, a faint resentment and jealousy, which he slowly realized later. At that time, he was so small, so small that he couldn't see what that kind of look represented behind it~~

He doesn't like such a mother, and he doesn't want to see his mother like this. So he ran inside, lit the tent with a lit candle, and watched as the fire slowly spread.

He was frightened, and the fire quickly ripped in all directions. He stood in the middle of the house, feeling like he was about to be consumed by the flamboyant fire.

A pair of big hands struck and carried him out, and before he could stand firmly, a slap came and slapped him to the ground. At that moment, he saw his father's almost hideous eyes because of anger.

He looked at the building in the fire in distraction, and did not move for a long time. Dad didn't move, and others didn't dare to move, he didn't know when he was picked up from the ground by his mother. I only knew that my mother looked at the Qianhua Building that was about to collapse due to the fire, and her eyes were full of happy smiles.

Laughing, his face was full of tears.

Until that little building collapsed. became a scorched earth, and my father didn't leave. He stood there motionless, his body like a nail, not knowing how to move or where to move.

It's like. He burned down not a small building, but his youth, his hard work, and all his life and soul.

The little Zhao Chenzong had never seen his father like this, and in his eyes, although his father was strict, he was also kind. As long as he doesn't make mistakes. Dad is still like his mother, he loves him very much.

Daddy would hold him, running and jumping all over the yard. When you're in a good mood. Dad would let him climb on his back, pull his hair, and touch his stubble.

However, since then, Dad has never hugged him again.

He kept thinking. In his father's heart, he was actually blaming him.

Parents never hate their children. This sentence may not be applicable to my father. At least, that's what Zhao Chenzong thinks.

Since that incident, somehow, the relationship between him and his father has become a lot stranger. He was more afraid of him and less intimate. The change is so sudden and natural, it is natural as if two people have made an appointment in advance, between father and son, when did it become like this?

In the past, Zhao Chenzong would occasionally think about this problem. But you have to admit that time is a really scary thing, it can make a person not even know himself.

On a rare late night, Zhao Chenzong would still think of his childhood and the Lianhua Building he burned down. Maybe he didn't do that, and many things may be completely different from what they are now.

But he always forgets about this problem very quickly, because these problems are no longer important to him now, he only knows that he is the eldest young master of the Zhao family one day, then he has everything he wants, and these are enough.

In this hellish life, why do you want to do so much, it's better to have fun in time, he Zhao Chenzong can do whatever he wants, so that he won't be sad about Na Laoshizi's past.

No matter how good the old man is to him or bad to him, it can't change the fact that he is the eldest young master of the Zhao family. As long as he strengthens his position, no one can do anything to him.

He has grown up, and he is no longer the person who couldn't live without a father and couldn't live well. He wants him to know that even if he treats him badly, he can live happier and more comfortable than anyone else. Wouldn't it be more comfortable to have no one to take care of and do whatever you want?

At first, he may still consciously play the role of a gentleman, but he may not realize that when a person wears a mask for a long time, in the end, he doesn't even want to take off the mask and forgets to take off the mask.

If someone went to tell Zhao Chenzong now and asked him to take off the mask of the gentleman, then he would definitely feel ridiculous. Because he had become one with the mask, he was indeed a gentleman, and there was nothing to sympathize with.

Too much rhetoric is just a justification for himself.

In this life, he has done a lot of foolish things. He never remembered anything good he had done, ah! There was one thing, he remembered, it was when he was very young, his mother took him to the street, and an old beggar came to him and his mother with a broken bowl.

Her hands were pitch black, and he was afraid that the old beggar would stain his clothes, and what he was most afraid of was that they would be dirty, so he threw the old beggar a piece of silver. The old beggar knelt before him, and wept with gratitude, and said that he had such a good heart at a young age, and that he would surely be blessed in the future.

He always remembered that incident, maybe it was the only good thing he had ever done in his more than 20 years of life, or maybe it was the only person, and he hoped that he would be blessed in the future.

Hehe! What would the old beggar think if she knew that he had given her money, not because he was kind, but because he was afraid of her dirty water?

He, Zhao Chenzong, was born a bad person, so bad that even the bones are black, and he can't wash it no matter how he washes it. And he didn't think about whitewashing, if it's bad, it's bad, anyway, I'm afraid that's it for his life. Eating, drinking, and having fun, and also doing some things that lack morality and yin, disappointing his father and mother, and making others laugh, I am afraid that this is what he is living does.

What is that poor boy named Liu Xishan today, beating him in front of so many people, saying that he bullied his sister?

To be honest, there are really a lot of people he bullies, although most of them were willing to fight and suffer at that time, and they took a fancy to him as the eldest young master of the Zhao family, and there were really many women who wanted to fall in love with him.

But what he hates the most is such a woman, although he Zhao Chenzong likes women, and there are a few good-looking concubines at home, but not all kinds of women are brought home.

Perhaps every man, even if the man is a bad man, has a strange complex in his heart. I hope that my wife can be different, and the bad guy should not be extravagant with other people's sincerity, because he himself has no sincerity, but he still thinks that at least he must marry a woman who is not running for his money.

He doesn't like the old man always thinking of himself as the emperor, he is his son, not his subordinate, let alone his minion.

That's right, he is very afraid of him, but in his bones he wants to rebel very much, to resist this father-son relationship that he hates to the extreme. It should be said that it is the kind of helpless mode of getting along.

Therefore, as long as it is the old man's favorite daughter-in-law, he doesn't like it, and he won't marry them. It's not so much a rebellion as a silent protest.

That's why, until now, he hasn't had a wife.

As for Liu Xishan's sister, I'm sorry, he really doesn't know which one it is. The girl surnamed Liu, hehe! He was in a relationship with many girls, but he couldn't even remember their names, even what they looked like. Perhaps, they had said their names in his ear, but did that matter to him?

His brain is not used to remember these things.

Besides, they won't see each other again, and it doesn't matter, why remember their names?

As many people have said, in this regard, it is their women who suffer, not him, what is he afraid of?

If you reluctantly say which one is different, Zhao Chenzong thought about it fiercely, thought about it seriously, and really had a person in his mind.

He really forgot what the woman's name was, but he remembered that day his mother asked him to go to the temple to make a vow, saying that he had a fight with someone before, and it took a lot of effort for the family to get him out of it.

In this process, because the mother was worried, she went to the White Horse Temple to worship the Bodhisattva. He also said that if he could escape this time, he would come to the temple three months later to repay his vows and give him 1,000 taels of sesame oil.

In that bitter place in the temple, eating is fasting, of course Zhao Chenzong is reluctant to come.

But this is called by his mother, if Zhao Dushan is the person he is afraid of, and he listens to him because he is afraid, then his mother Cheng is the one who cares about people close to him from the bottom of his heart. In this family, there are so many people, only his mother is the most sincere to him, there is no doubt about this.

He, Zhao Chenzong, is not such a person who doesn't know how to be good or bad, whoever is good to him, he will be doubly good to whom. If anyone treats him badly, he treats him a hundredfold and a thousand times worse for that person. See who's better than whom? Let's see who can be more excessive and ruthless!

What's more, Cheng is still his mother. No matter how bad he is, no matter how confused he is, he also knows that his mother gave birth to him and raised him, and without his father and mother, there would be no him Zhao Chenzong.

Mother told him to go, then he went, and then I thought about it, it was better for him not to go at that time-