After I told Mi Cai exactly what happened to Robben, she fell into silence, unwilling to say another word for a long time, and unwilling to leave the flowing Xitang River.

As the hours ticked into the wee hours of the morning, I reminded her once again that it was time to leave, after all, the real summer had not yet come, and she could not bear the humidity of the river with only thin clothes.

She looked up at me and finally said, "If Robben doesn't want CC anymore, you remember to help me stay by her side and comfort her." ”

I nodded, didn't say anything, but I felt the weight of CC in Mi Cai's heart, she has been lonely since she was a child, and when she met CC, a speculative best friend, I am afraid that I would have regarded her as a family sister for a long time

Back at the inn, Mi Cai and I went back to our rooms, but I was not as eager to sleep as I imagined, so I sat on the bed with a notebook, looking up the latest travel information on the Internet, indeed, now I am eager to make a career in the tourism industry, so I need to recharge myself at any time, reserve relevant information.

At one o'clock in the middle of the night, I suddenly heard a low cry from the balcony, and subconsciously "shivered", but soon realized that it was CC's voice, because her voice was so unique, even the crying sound was unique.

I hurriedly put down the computer, put on my coat and went to the balcony, and sure enough, I saw CC holding her knees, her back to me, and the wild rose tattoo on the back of her neck, in the fog in the second half of the night, seemed to show how free and free she was once a woman.

I patted her on the shoulder and asked, "Crying?" ”

When she suddenly noticed my arrival, she first looked frightened, then with tears on her face, and reprimanded: "Cry your sister! A big man walks without a sound, scared to death! ”

I looked at my feet and was wearing the thin slippers that are used in hotels, and replied, "It's not the high heels you're wearing, what's the sound!" ”

CC ignored me, but wiped the tears from his face with the back of his hand.

I nudged her and motioned for me to get a seat, but she reluctantly shifted her body, and the two of them sat down on the dusty floor.

I took a cigarette out of the cigarette case and handed it to CC, lit it for her, and lit one myself, but I didn't rush to speak.

CC took a heavy puff of cigarette, closed her eyes, and the smoke was spewed out of her mouth in a straight line by her skillfully, and it was normal to be skillful, after all, she was an old smoker with many years of smoke.

But such a wild woman was just crying, and I am afraid that only she knows what kind of grief she is enduring at this time.

After smoking half a cigarette, she finally smiled and said to me: "Zhaoyang, do you think I'm so shameless, I always pester a person who doesn't love me, and force him to fall in love with me." ”

"You're just too attached to love, and unfortunately you're in love with the wrong person."

"I've always expected him to fall in love with me as I fell in love with him, so I'm willing to do anything for him, even if I don't have the pride to endure his obsession with my first love!"

"The result of enduring is this, as it is now, a person with pain and loneliness on his back, sitting on this rooftop in the middle of the night and crying."

CC was silent, took another heavy puff of cigarette, and then spit it out, maybe the smoke was too diffuse in the night, so I couldn't see what she was hiding at this time, so I flicked my head with my fingers, thinking about the next topic that could comfort her, but CC cried again at this time, but refused to speak again, this silent crying, made me feel very sad for her, so I panicked

I hurriedly pushed her and said, "Don't cry, I've never seen you cry when you're so big!" ”

CC glared at me with tears in his eyes: "What does it grow so big!" In the end, am I your mother, or are you my father, do you know how to use words! ”

I felt funny in my heart, but I was not in the mood to laugh, so I put my arm around her shoulder and said, "Don't cry, really don't cry, in my eyes, you are a wild rose that is weatherless, and you have always maintained the posture of breaking out of the dawn, how can you let tears wet this wild rose now?" ”

CC lay on my shoulder and finally cried: "Zhaoyang I really really don't want to lose Robben, I'm already a woman who has fallen into love and become stupid!" ”

I felt even more sad in my heart, just patting her on the back to make her breath smoother, but I felt so powerless, I couldn't do anything for her instead of Robben, finally, I seemed to see her stubbornness and inferiority complex that shattered at the touch of it.

lit a cigarette again, smoked silently, and became more and more curious in my heart, who is Wei Manwen, why has she been away for so many years, and it can't make Robben feel like a heart for any woman, even CC, a woman full of personality charm.

Compared to Robben, why did I let go of my attachment to Janeway? And what is first love?

Only then did I realize that the helplessness and questions hidden in my heart were no less than the current CC

It was a very regrettable night because I didn't succeed in comforting CC, but then again, who has the ability to comfort a woman with deep affection in one night? Therefore, sometimes I really wish CC was willing to find a man who could replace Robben to love, such as the man she once said who silently donated 100,000 yuan to the "Music Restaurant in the Empty City".

After only sleeping for a few hours, I ushered in the morning, and after going to a nearby restaurant with everyone to have breakfast, I fell into a busy, because today there have been tourists who bought packages from the "Easy Travel Network" to Xitang, so I have been driving the car between the inn and the station, and then settled in batches of tourists, completely forgetting that today is my birthday.

This kind of busyness makes me feel down-to-earth, but also makes me regret, because I have less time to accompany Mi Cai, until the evening, ushered in the low peak period of passenger flow, I handed over the task of receiving tourists to Tongzi, and the group came to Ah Feng's bar to celebrate his 27th birthday.

Perhaps because I was overworked, I had very little interaction with everyone during the birthday party, and even refused Ah Feng's request to let me sing on stage.

Maybe it's because Wei Manwen's whereabouts are about to be revealed after my birthday, and I'm anxious for CC and Robben, in short, in this birthday party with many friends coming to cheer, my love is really not high.

And what about CC? She has always been cheerful, but she has also become silent, like a wild rose withered in the destruction of love!