Because I cremated her, I was able to keep her with me all the time.

I don't know if the deceased will feel pain when they are cremated, but when I saw Yan Sixin, who was surrounded by flames, gradually turning into smoke and dust, the unstable heart in my chest hurt so much that I couldn't breathe.

I divided Yan Sixin's ashes into two halves, half of which I sent to her parents and the other half for myself.

Many times, I wonder if I should go to Yan Sixin's parents to plead guilty.

In the end, I gave up on this idea,

Yan Sixin's parents will not forgive me, and I myself will never be able to forgive myself, since it is so unforgivable, then just keep it like this.

I knew very well that I was just excusing myself for my cowardice, but there was no way but I could do it.

Seven days passed in a daze, and in these seven days, I dreamed of Yan Sixin every day.

I dreamed that she was still so lively and sunny, and when I dreamed that she was smiling at me, there would always be dazzling sunlight behind her.

I also dreamed that she had made me many, many dishes that I had not yet eaten or even seen.

We sat at a table like she did when she first came to my house, eating her cooking.

In the middle of the night, I would wake up from my dream, and then stay up all night, staring at the bright moonlight until the sun came out, and then sitting on the rooftop and watching the sun to pass the time, until the moon appeared again in the dark sky.

It wasn't until seven days later, when Xia Yaoyi knocked on the door of my house, that I suddenly woke up from my state of confusion and nightmare.

Xia Yaoyi said that he hoped I could protect Gu Duosu.

I don't know why I said yes.

Maybe it's because I want to make a living, maybe it's because I want to destroy all of Leng Xinmeng's plans and let her turn back, or maybe it's because I remembered that Yan Sixin told me that she wanted me to be a good person.

To be a good person, I'm afraid there is no hope, because I have done a lot of sinful things.

There are no completely good people in this world, let alone completely bad people, and I am too, just like Xia Yaoyi and Gu Duosu, everyone has done a lot of wrong things, but they have also done a lot of good things.

Xia Yaoyi loves Gu Duosu very much, and Gu Duosu loves Xia Yaoyi very much.

From them, I have witnessed the most vigorous and ordinary love in this world.

This made me envious, envious that they could still hold each other's hands and convey their love to each other.

But I can't, because Yan Sixin is dead. When I was alone, I could only talk to myself in front of her urn like a pervert about how much I missed and loved her.

Gu Duosu is a very poor woman, she has gone through a lot to really get Xia Yaoyi.

If it weren't for Leng Xinmeng's existence, I don't know if she would still be with Xia Yaoyi. But fortunately, she still persevered to the end with her perseverance.

I really learned what kind of person Gu Duosu was when she was recuperating in the mountains.

Leng Xinmeng would always tell me how stupid Gu Duosu was, but I didn't think so.

Although Gu Duosu didn't say anything worthy of impressing me, I knew that her mind was not as simple as Leng Xin's dream.

Maybe it was because of Leng Xinmeng's light enemy that she didn't catch anything in the end.

When Gu Duosu and I went to City C without saying goodbye, I would stay at home every day, while she went to work outside.

I told me that I had enough money to keep her cool off in the city for a while, but she seemed to be impatient and wanted to go out and work for a while.

It wasn't until we knew the news that Xia Yaoyi had acquired the Leng family that Gu Duosu said to me: "Mo Qianran, let's go back?" ”

"Hmm!"

I wanted to go back because I was worried about Leng Xinmeng. She seems to have reached her due date, so she should need someone to accompany her at this time, right?

According to Xia Yaoyi's temper, it is impossible for him to accompany Leng Xinmeng through the delivery period.

The truth is the same as I thought, Leng Xinmeng really gritted her teeth and gave birth to a child alone.

What a distressing reality.

After Gu Duosu and I got off the plane, she asked me a question.

She asked me, "Do you still love Leng Xinmeng?" ”

Me: "I can't love it!" ”

Time is like a sharp knife, sharpening iron like clay, even the hardest and persistent heart will be cut into mud one by one, and it can't bear to blow a breeze.

After leaving the airport, Gu Duosu and I parted ways. At the moment of separation, I couldn't help but wonder what would be the first thing Gu Duosu would do?

Can't wait to find Xia Yaoyi?

Or go to visit Qian Xuemeng and Qian Linghan, who she has missed for a long time?

I guessed both of these possibilities wrong, Gu Duosu didn't go to find Qian Linghan or Xia Yaoyi, she took Leng Xinmeng's child.

When I learned the news, I breathed a sigh of relief.

This kind of thing, even if she doesn't do it, I'll do it.

Leng Xinmeng will definitely be imprisoned, this is an indisputable fact. Naturally, the child is unlikely to stay with her.

Leng Xinmeng's child......

I don't know if it's mine!

But I want to treat him as if he were my own, and I don't have that time.

When I went to visit Leng Xinmeng in the hospital, I learned that she ran to find Xia Yaoyi in order to find her child.

At that time, I knew that something was going to happen!

When I came to the underground parking lot of Mingdi Group as fast as I could, and saw Leng Xinmeng pointing a gun at Xia Yaoyi, I knew that I was late.

I originally planned to stop Leng Xinmeng before Xia Yaoyi arrived at the parking lot and let her turn back.

Who knows, fate is so dramatic.

When the gun was embedded in my body, I thought it would hurt, but strangely, except that it was a little hard to breathe, it didn't seem to be as heartbreaking as I thought.

I was relieved!

I remember that Gu Duosu said something to me before going back to City A with me.

She said, "Mo Qianran, do you know? There is an atonement called 'living'! If you still feel that you still owe Yan Sixin, then work hard to live, and then work hard to remember her. All you can do now is to work hard to live, and then let Yan Sixin continue to live in this world through your memory. ”

It's a pity, I don't think I can do what Gu Duosu said.

I think today is the day of my liberation, because my body is getting colder and colder, and I can't even use the strength to open my mouth to comfort Leng Xinmeng not to cry.

When Leng Xinmeng saw me lying on the ground, she dropped the gun in her hand and ran to hold me in her arms.

This is the first time I've seen Leng Xinmeng so nervous, of course, it's also my last, but it's enough.

She held me and shook my body so that I wouldn't fall asleep.

I wanted to hear her, but I couldn't help but close my eyes. She was crying, crying very much, very hard.

My face and hands were stained with tears falling from her face. From warm to cold, I could clearly feel the tears getting cold.

I have a lot of things I want to say to Leng Xinmeng, I want to tell me that she is going back and not clinging to what she can't get.

I want to tell her that in my heart she is still a beautiful woman.

I wanted to tell her so many things, but I couldn't get out of it.

Even though I babbled with my mouth open for a long time, I couldn't finish a sentence clearly and coherently.

In the end, I could only look at her with tears in distress and wipe away the tears from her face with my last strength.

The old people often say that when people are about to die, there will be a marquee.

Everything that happened to you in the past, everything that was beautiful will flash through your mind like a movie.

You will see the people you want to see the most, the memories you miss the most.

So I saw my parents, and I saw them cooking so many of my favorite French dishes, and they called me by my nickname and waved at me.

I saw that I won the first place in the class by reading at night, and took the pocket money that my father gave me as a reward to buy Leng Xinmeng's favorite gift.

I saw Leng Xinmeng holding her and thinking about it, and finally the doll I bought and gave to her showed the cutest smile in the world.

Of course, I also saw the scene where Yan Sixin rushed over to block a shot for me, and then died in my arms.

I saw a lot of things that I wanted and didn't want to think about.

The piercing sensation passed through my chest again, and I couldn't breathe anymore.

Leng Xinmeng was still crying, and her heart-rending and hopeless cries continued to echo throughout the empty parking lot.

At this moment, I wonder if she has fallen in love with me?

Or did she finally find out that the person she liked was me?

Hehehe! Does it all matter?

When I saw Yan Sixin appear in front of my eyes, everything was no longer important.

Yan Sixin is still so beautiful, she hasn't seen her for a few months, and she still has a smile as bright as the sun on her face.

She walked over to me with her favorite bag on her head and a pink dress.

She asked me, "Momo-chan, can I still like you?" ”

I laughed as I put my hand on her outstretched hand, "Of course you can, fool. ”

It's strange, obviously I have a hard time talking, why is it so relaxed when I stretch out my hand to Yan Sixin.

When she heard my words, Yan Sixin smiled even more happily. She made a sound as crisp as a bell rattling in the wind, and Ben ran into my arms.

She took me by the hand and said to me, "Momo-chan, I made you your favorite French dish, come home with me?" ”

I haven't responded yet, and Yan Sixin, who was already forced to wait, ran forward.

Suddenly, a shot rang out behind me, and I couldn't help but stop and look back to see what was really going on behind me.

However, Yan Sixin was telling me to hurry up and follow her from a distance.

In order not to make Yan Sixin wait for a long time, I didn't have time to see what was happening behind me, so I took another step and ran towards Yan Sixin......

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