Every morning, Xu Baixian honestly brought Xu Yiren to Qi Buyang's consultation room, he also learned to be obedient, and sent someone to come to the hospital early in the morning to register, and Xu Yiren became Qi Buyang's first patient every day.

10 million is sent out, there is no preferential treatment at all, and I still have to register and queue up, sometimes Xu Baixian really wants to go crazy, isn't my money money? But seeing that his son's condition was stabilized, he couldn't get out.

As the day of heart transplantation approached day by day, Xu Baixian's heart began to be nervous again, once the operation failed, his son would die, leave him forever, and he would never see his son's fresh side again.

Xu Baixian became anxious, often insomnia at night, and his temper became worse and worse, and the people around him were cautious when they saw him, for fear that one would accidentally anger him, on the other hand, Xu Yiren ate well and slept well every day, and seemed not to worry about his life and death at all, for so many years, he has been living in this pain, contradictions, and entanglements, if he continues to live like this, he would rather sleep forever, he is tired, and he is full of expectations for a healthy life.

One day Xu Baixian suddenly opened his mouth and said to Qi Buyang that he had decided to let Zhang Guosheng be Professor John's assistant, but Xu Baixian, who had always been arrogant, explained a lot to Qi Buyang, saying that he did not look down on him, but made this decision after comprehensive consideration.

Qi Buyang expressed his understanding, he knew that Xu Baixian must have carefully studied the qualifications of the two to make this decision, after all, Zhang Guosheng has more than 20 years of rich experience in surgery, and he Qi Buyang has only become famous in the past year, showing his amazing talent in medicine, which is related to the life and death of Xu Baixian's own son, Xu Baixian abandoned himself and chose Zhang Guosheng, which is completely reasonable.

Qi Buyang did not work hard, in his opinion, the key to heart transplantation is Professor John, as for whether the assistant is himself or Zhang Guosheng, it doesn't matter much, now he just needs to do his part, so that Xu Yiren's body will not have accidents, and he will live until the day of heart transplantation.

As usual, after the acupuncture was finished, Xu Baixian left with Xu Yiren, and Qi Buyang suddenly got up and called Xu Baixian to stop: "Mr. Xu." ”

Xu Baixian knew that Qi Buyang had something to say to him alone, so he asked Xu Yiren to go first.

After Xu Yiren left, Xu Baixian asked a little worriedly: "Doctor Qi, is it ...... Yiren's illness?"

Qi Buyang didn't wait for him to finish, then shook his head and smiled: "No." He continued: "I see that you are more irritable these days, you are a great father, I hope you cherish these few days and spend every day happily with him, instead of wasting it in endless anxiety." ”

Xu Baixian has a bad temper and has a lot of problems, but as a father, he is qualified, and he also has the brilliance of a father.

Xu Baixian lowered his head and was silent for a long time, and only after a while did he raise his head and nodded, he fully understood the multifaceted meaning of Qi Buyang's words.

Qi Buyang smiled: "I won't go today." ”

"I have to say, you're the most special doctor I've ever met." After Xu Baixian said this, he turned around and left.

The operation would fail in a big way, and Qi Buyang didn't want him to have regrets.

Most doctors understand that work is work, life is life, and the love of work cannot be brought to life, and the love of life cannot be brought to work, but Qi Buyang is different, work has always been a part of his life, he loves this profession, and pays all his life for it, he regards the patient's affairs as his own business, and cares about it, sometimes this is really tiring, but when the operation is successful, the happiness gained is enough to make up for it.

For Qi Buyang, doctors are a profession, but not just work, they are life! It's a belief in life! This is what sets him apart.

At almost six o'clock in the afternoon, the department meeting was held, and after the deputy director Xie Juan spoke for more than half an hour, he looked at Qi Buyang and asked him to say a few words.

It was already past the end of the work time after the department meeting, and seeing that there was nothing important, Qi Buyang went back to the office to change his clothes and leave work.

Walking downstairs, the sky was already dark, the cool evening breeze overflowed Qi Buyang's head, blowing across his cheeks, there was no trace of clouds in the evening sky, the light blue sky was so high, Qi Buyang stopped and quietly watched Xia Yang converge its last afterglow.

Those few touches of dark yellow inexplicably reveal a little desolation and silence, there is no desert lonely smoke, the magnificence of the sunset on the long river, it is so clear and lonely, like an old man who is about to fall asleep, but it also makes people secretly ecstasy, and there is an unforgettable concern and emotion in my heart, is it because Zhang Fangfang has been away for too long? Still is......

Qi Buyang just looked at the sky, and he didn't know how many people passed by him and greeted him, but Qi Buyang didn't notice it at all.

Unconsciously it was already dusk, and the lights were beginning to bloom.

A leaf slowly fell from his head, Qi Buyang lowered his head, and suddenly caught this slowly falling leaf, a fresh leaf blown off by the wind, not withered yellow.

This leaf contains green vitality, Qi Buyang instantly remembered Lin Jingxue's appearance, her most beautiful appearance, long black hair, beautiful eyes, gentle and elegant smile.

Qi Buyang looked down at the leaves and muttered, "Get, have." As she spoke, Lin Jingxue made a mark on the leaf.

When the wind came, Qi Buyang raised his hand to release the leaves, and let the wind blow the leaves away.

He closed his eyes, and after a moment opened them, burying his head in search of the marked leaf.

No! No!

Qi Buyang searched for a long time, but he didn't find it, the sky darkened, the thin lights of the hospital were no longer enough to support him to continue searching, Qi Buyang felt an inexplicable loss in his heart, sometimes the lost things can be recovered, and sometimes they can never be recovered.

As usual, he sometimes thinks of Lin Jingxue inexplicably, and the thoughts hidden in his heart sometimes secretly escape from the bottom of his heart, Qi Buyang can't completely control this emotion, although he knows very well that this kind of thoughts are futile and trouble-seeking.

He gave most of his love to Zhang Fangfang, and Lin Jingxue only occupied a very small part of the deep corner of his heart, but he was tenacious.

Wang Weiwei stood not far away and looked at Qi Buyang who was looking for a few minutes, at first she was just a little strange, but now she was a little interested in what he was looking for.

Wang Weiwei walked towards Qi Buyang and said loudly, "What are you looking for?" Can I help you? ”

Qi Buyang turned around, but it was Wang Weiwei, who had not been seen for a few days, her coldness was as good as the first time she saw it, Qi Buyang chuckled lightly, and did not answer, she couldn't say that she was looking for a leaf that had been marked.

Wang Weiwei approached, bringing a faint fragrance, a pair of beautiful eyes stared at Qi Buyang unabashedly, and it was a little piercing in Qi Buyang's eyes.

"What did you lose?"

Qi Buyang smiled: "No." ”

Wang Weiwei asked, "Then what are you looking for?" ”

Qi Buyang still just smiled.

Wang Weiwei smiled: "It's inconvenient to say it? ”

Qi Buyang couldn't help but laugh himself, "Maybe you won't believe it when you say it, you're just looking for a leaf." ”

Wang Weiwei's expression was slightly surprised, and she asked with a smile: "Is there anything special about this leaf?" ”

Qi Buyang himself felt amused and said: "I picked up a leaf just now, made a mark on the leaf, and then let go and let the wind blow the leaf away, and I couldn't find it anymore." ”

Wang Weiwei looked at Qi Buyang with a smile and did not laugh, but her eyes showed confusion.

Qi Buyang smiled freely: "It's just that I'm feeling some kind of life experience." ”

"Oh?" Wang Weiwei looked very interested and asked, "What kind of life experience?" ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "Gain and loss, possession and leave." Before Wang Weiwei could speak, Qi Buyang smiled and said first: "Very neurotic, right?" ”

"Gain and loss, possession and leave." Wang Weiwei muttered, her face thoughtful, her eyes far-reaching.

"Get...... Have ......" Wang Weiwei looked at her empty hands, and her expression became sad.

Qi Buyang looked at her curiously, but my words made her feel a little.

"Dr. Wang." Qi Buyang shouted at Wang Weiwei, who was distracted.

Wang Weiwei came back to her senses and smiled sourly at Qi Buyang.

Qi Buyang said with concern: "What's wrong?" ”

Wang Weiwei said: "Maybe you have got and owned Doctor Qi, even if it is sour, painful, there are memories and nostalgia, and maybe there are expectations, but those who have no expectations are not even more desolate." As he spoke, he held his hands in his hands and looked at his empty hands.

Qi Buyang knew that Wang Weiwei's words contained a lot of stories, he didn't know what kind of story it was, and he didn't know what to say for a while, but there was a simple way to comfort her, and said with a smile: "Doctor Wang, pick up a leaf." ”

Wang Weiwei looked at him with some doubts, and Qi Buyang smiled: "Pick up a leaf." ”

Vera Wang bent down and picked up a leaf from the ground.

Qi Buyang smiled: "Isn't this getting it, having it?" ”

Wang Weiwei couldn't help but smile, "Thank you, Doctor Qi." ”

Qi Buyang said again: "Make a mark on it." Seeing that Wang Weiwei looked very puzzled, she bent down and picked up a leaf, unscrewed off a corner to make a mark, raised her hand to release the leaf, and let the wind blow away the marked leaf, "Get what you have, leave and lose, that's it." ”

Wang Weiwei followed Qi Buyang and made a mark on the leaves, but did not let go and let the wind blow the leaves away, but collected them in her pocket.

Qi Buyang looked at her strangely, only to hear Wang Weiwei smile slightly: "If I have it, I won't let it leave and lose it again." ”

Qi Buyang smiled bitterly, inexplicably blaming himself in his heart, but he was a little helpless, and said softly: "How can everything go well in life." ”

Wang Weiwei responded: "Having said that, at least efforts should be made." ”

Qi Buyang said happily in bitterness: "Doctor Wang, your words are very inspiring. ”

Wang Weiwei smiled: "Many people don't shed tears when they don't see the coffin, and I am the same." He laughed at himself, "Maybe my description is not very appropriate, but Dr. Qi should be able to understand what I mean." ”

Qi Buyang nodded.

Qi Buyang smiled: "It's dark." "It means it's time to go back.

Wang Weiwei smiled: "It's already dark." ”

Qi Buyang said: "Then go home." ”

"See you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow." I1387