Chapter 212: I can't imagine you leaving me

When Zhao Xian walked into the wing, Yin Ren was drinking the last sip of medicine, and when he saw Zhao Xian coming in, he hurriedly stood up and pushed the chair in front of her and said, "Sit!" ”

After Zhao Xian sat down, she asked with concern, "Is the injury better?" ”

"It's fine." After Yin Ren finished speaking, he was afraid that Zhao Xian would be worried, so he hurriedly added: "It's much better!" ”

Zhao Xian stared at Yin Ren, and said sincerely after a while: "If it weren't for you along the way, I'm afraid I would have been injured a long time ago, and I wouldn't have been able to get out of the way." ”

At this time, her eyes flashed in front of her how Yin Ren was anxious to save Li and when he wanted to kill herself twice in the Nameless Island Cave. When the man in black on the car and boat wanted to hurt himself, Yin Ren was injured but still gave up his life to protect him, and that kind of hair care was instinctive.

People's hearts are long, if you say that you are not moved, it is false!

Yin Ren looked at Zhao Xian quietly, remembering the first time he saw her, when Zhao Xian said that he was disguised as a man, but at first glance he was attracted by her intelligence and determination. Thinking that he wandered into the mall, there were not many women he had seen, all kinds of women were like a cloud of smoke to him, and they were forgotten in an instant, and she alone made him forget, and once he remembered it, he couldn't help himself.

Every time he saw her after that, he found out more about her specialness, which made him change from admiration to love and then to deep attachment to her.

Yin Ren knew that he was burdened with national hatred and family hatred, and what he needed was calm and ruthless, he shouldn't have fallen into this kind of relationship that could make people lost, but now he couldn't let go of her anymore.

Gradually, there was more burning in his eyes, and his voice was slightly hoarse and said word by word: "Your business is to me, willingly, no matter how bitter it is, it is ...... willingly!" ”

Although these words are not whispering love words in the ear, they are not the sweet words of you and me, but the meaning is very clear, and it has a special taste in Zhao Xian's ears.

Zhao Xian's heart throbbed for a moment, she was a mature woman, and she also longed for beautiful and pure feelings, and now she was confessed by such a good, gentle and considerate man, which woman could still refuse? She's no exception.

Just ......, Zhao Xian shook her head lightly and said in a low voice: "You shouldn't be like this, I ......!" ”

Yin Ren stopped her from continuing, her eyes were serious: "Xian'er doesn't need to explain, this is what I am willing to do, and I don't have to burden you on your back." ”

Zhao Xian lowered her head silently, and after a while, she raised her head and said sincerely: "Thank you!" ”

Outside the door, Li Yi happened to come to see Yin Ren, and stood outside the door without listening to the conversation between the two and walked away.

The sun outside is gradually rising, and the heat is getting more and more pressing, Zhao Xian led Sister-in-law Hu to make tea in the kitchen to quench her thirst, thinking that her eldest brother had said that she would come over in the evening, and discussed with Sister-in-law Hu about the meals to be cooked at night.

When she returned to the room and saw that Li Yi was waiting for her, she poured a cup of cold sour plum soup and handed it to Li Yi, and said with a smile: "Thank you for your hard work, senior brother." ”

"Sit down, hands outstretched." Li Yi pointed to the chair.

Zhao Xian knew that her senior brother was not worried about her body, so she thought that she would have to help her check her pulse, so she hurriedly sat down and obediently stretched out her right hand, seeing Li Yi's fingers on her wrist, her face was indifferent and expressionless, she was a little apprehensive in her heart, every time she saw Li Yi's expression, she knew that her senior brother was going to educate herself again.

Li Yi's warm fingers touched her wrist, obviously the fingers were very steady, and they were quietly taking the pulse, but Zhao Xian had a strange feeling in her heart, the owner of the finger seemed to be trembling slightly, and she looked up at Li Yi strangely.

Li Yi bowed his head and was silent, he knew that although he was strong and restrained and calm on the surface, he couldn't really suppress the emotions surging in his heart, looking at the white wrist in front of him, he had an impulse to hold this hand forever.

Seeing Yin Ren's love for his junior sister, especially his confession to his junior sister in the house earlier, Li Yi felt a sense of loss and loss.

He used to be the person who spent the most time with his junior sister, but he never grasped that opportunity for his own reasons, and he has always been silently protecting her like a brother, but he is unwilling after all, and his heart is also struggling and entangled.

In the past, because the junior sister was ignorant and ignorant of things, no man had ever been able to enter her heart, but since Bianjing met Yelu Zongzheng, he found that Zhao Xian was quietly changing, and now with Yin Ren, they all occupy an important position in her heart little by little in their own way.

If the junior sister really fell in love with one of them, let him see that the little junior sister he had protected for many years no longer needed him, and instead someone else tolerated her, cared for her, and loved her, would he still be as calm as he is now?

Li Yi shook his head secretly, he didn't know! He only knew that at this moment, he just moved a thought and thought about it, and his heart was already painful, and he couldn't help himself.

Li Yi withdrew his finger to probe the pulse, and lowered his eyes.

Zhao Xian couldn't help but be surprised when she saw that Li Yi hadn't spoken out for a long time and hadn't taught her a lesson. The senior brother's recent behavior is unusual, often pondering, as if he is deliberately staying away from her, and he seems to have infinite struggles hidden in his heart.

She couldn't help but ask, "Senior brother! Do you have something on your mind?! ”

Li Yi raised his head, his eyes were full of confusion and pain, not at all like his usual calm senior brother.

Zhao Xian's heart jumped, she couldn't help but stretch out her fingers and gently caress her senior brother's eyelids, there seemed to be countless painful pasts buried there, she was actually infected by this pain, and her heart was sour.

It has always been the senior brother who cares about her and protects her, when she is sick, the senior brother personally decoctions medicine for her, and when she is injured, the senior brother takes care of her.

Senior brother is always strong and reliable in front of him, but she has never asked about senior brother, nor has she ever cared for and taken care of senior brother, but she forgot that senior brother is also a mortal, and he will also have seven emotions and six desires, and will also have various emotions.

At this moment, she felt extremely ashamed, and there were some inexplicable feelings mixed with shame, she couldn't help sighing, her finger movements caressed Li Yi's eyes more gently, and then slowly slid down and brushed his cheeks, and said softly: "Senior brother, if you have something on your mind, you might as well say it, if I can't share it for you, you can also be a good listener." ”

Li Yi was touched by the soft fingertips in his eyes, his body couldn't help but tremble, and his throat tightened, but his heart was extremely quiet, he closed his eyes and quietly felt this rare tenderness, he thought, he wanted to keep this moment in his mind and engraved in his heart.

The sunlight shone in through the window lattice, surrounding the two of them, and for a moment, time seemed to stand still, and Zhao Xian's hand wiped Li Yi's face and heart as if with magic power.

Li Yi finally raised his head, opened his eyes, the pain in his eyes had disappeared, he tightly held Zhao Xian's slender hand that touched his cheek, and his eyes were as deep as the sea, looking into the depths of Zhao Xian's eyes with affection,

"Xian'er...... I will always be by your side, even if you ignore me in the future, I will always protect you, okay?" Li Yi said softly.

"Good!" Zhao Xian's mind was a little confused by Li Yi's eyes, and she nodded in response, but asked inexplicably, "How can I ignore Senior Brother?" My brother will always be my dearest person. ”

Is it just the closest person, he obviously wants more, but this result is better, isn't it? It's just that there are still regrets in my heart, and I am still empty .......