In his arms, a choked voice came, "Gu Shengshi, can you not be so good to me?" ”

It was precisely because she was afraid of seeing this that she would close herself in her room and refuse to contact anyone, except for being used by that woman, the servants in the Gu Mansion were very good to her, including Xi Darling, Shangguan, Gu Shengshi and Mo Liunian.

She knows their goodness well in her heart, but these can no longer give an equal response in her lifetime.

Even if she can, she can't repay them anything.

Therefore, I was also very scared to see them cast caring, distressed and even sympathetic eyes.

She couldn't stand it all.

The sunglasses and mask were taken off before the meal.

Gu Shengshi looked down, her face was already full of tears, and his heart was already full of holes.

He kissed her, "You are my woman, I am not good to you, who is good to me?" ”

If he doesn't even know her likes and dislikes, then what qualifications does he have to say that he loves her?

She pursed her lips.

After a while, she said in a hoarse voice, "But I...... I don't deserve you to be so good to me! ”

He was stunned.

"Not worthy? What do you think is not worthy? Is it because I'm doing too much or ......"

She hugged him tightly, "No, no, no!" ”

"What's that?"

She was hoarse to herself, thinking of the discussion with pedestrians on the bus, looking at the handsome and perfect Gu Shengshi, and then looking at herself, she was extremely resistant in her heart, resisting herself and rejecting herself.

"I'm not the same Xu Huanyan I used to be."

"I'm like a clown, in front of you, in front of others, I don't even have the courage to face it, I know, you won't dislike what I have become, but I will dislike myself, I think I'm not worthy of you at all."

At this moment, Gu Shengshi let go of her.

The dim light shrouded his tall figure, and he couldn't see any expression on his face, only a pair of scarlet eyes looked at her, and his voice was cold, "Your illness ~ poison was injected when we went to the A cemetery together, you said, you are not worthy of me, because your face is getting older day by day, what about me?" I live in self-blame every day, living in the shadow of your pain, I hate every moment, every minute and every second, I hate myself for not protecting you, I hate others for wantonly hurting you and I can't do anything about it, if I let me die can redeem you, let you go back to the past, and I am willing to never be reborn! ”

"Isn't it, as long as I'm not the Gu Shengshi I am now, is it as long as I'm getting old and ugly, you'll take back what you just said?"

"If yes!" He picked up the knife on the dining table and pointed it against his handsome face, "Then I will ruin this face, and I will bear it with you and grow old together!" ”

"Don't!" Xu Huanyan was frightened and pounced, snatched the sharp weapon from his hand, and trembled, "It's me who is not good, I shouldn't think so much, I'm sorry, I will never say this sentence in the future!" ”

He clenched his fists tightly, "It's me who is useless!" ”

"I'm sorry!"

"Don't cry!"

He raised his hand to wipe her eyes away with a pleading.

Xu Huanyan held back her tears, raised her head, stood on tiptoe, and carefully checked his face, fortunately there were no scratches, and her hanging heart was relieved.

Gu Shengshi grabbed her little hand, looked at her who frowned lightly, and the next second, he lowered his head and kissed her on the lips.

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