Chapter 314: It's scary to think about
"Do you really think so?" Tu Yu thought so, which was too surprising to him, because Tu Yu is a person who will take revenge, and he has never been able to let go of the things of the previous generation.
"You don't believe it?" Tu Yu put her arms around his waist, and stared at him with a slight blink of watery eyes.
"Of course I believe you." Hi hung a kiss on the corner of her mouth.
Because they were an unmarried couple, Ji Yun arranged for them to live in a suite, and after the family ate in the evening, Ma Sen was repairing the flower flat, and Tu Yu squatted next to watch. The two are close in age, Tu Yu speaks good English, and the two of them talk very speculatively.
Ji Yun and Ji went to the attic, and when they went upstairs, Ji Yun said: "You haven't come back for so many years, and I have kept some of your father's relics." I'm afraid that my time is short, so I should give you these things. ”
He was sent back to China at the age of five, and soon after his father died of illness, and he had no impression of his mother. He only knew a lot of things from his aunt.
When she arrived at the attic, she asked her to open an old cabinet with several large wooden boxes in it.
"Look at it!" Ji Yun asked him to open it by himself, "I have hardly touched these things over the years, it is all your father's. ”
She opened the first box, which contained a stack of letters and a photo album underneath. He took out the letter and opened the album.
The first photo in the album is a photo of seven people from the establishment of the Jade Society, the photo is black and white, but the photo has been carefully protected and is very complete. The second is a photo of Shi Yunsheng and Yan Yan. Yan Yan was wearing a blue plaid skirt, and Shi Yunsheng was wearing a white shirt and black trousers, and glasses standing beside Yan Yan. He seemed to have a serious face, his hands tied behind his back, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and he seemed to be in a very good mood.
The next one is a photo of Yang Jinrong and Yan Yan when they got married, and when they got married, several other people from the Jade Society were present. In the middle, Yang Jinrong was wearing a suit, Yan Yan was wearing a red dragon and phoenix flag suit, and her face was full of smiles, while the rest of the Jade Society were smiling decently.
She opened them one by one, most of them were photos of Yan Yan, and when she met Shi Yunsheng after marriage, she occasionally took a group photo. Ji Xuan's breathing became a little heavy, he felt that Yang Jinrong or Li Liangchen had a deep affection for Yan Yan, he didn't expect his father to hide such affection for Yan Yan.
When he turned to the back, he was even shocked, because there were several photos of Yan Yan being pregnant. At that time, Yan Yan had a big belly, her belly was amazingly big, judging from her clothes, it should be winter. The time of the announcement was December 1975.
Ji Hang took out the photo and took the back of it: "Yan Yan is pregnant for August, she is very hard, I want to stay by her side and take care of her." ”
She turned the next page, and it was a photo of Yan Yan giving birth to a child, in which she looked a little old, and she looked down at the baby in her arms with a sad expression. Looking at the date, the photo shows the date of January 18, 1976.
He stiffened his body, and he looked carefully at the baby in Yan Yan's arms, but unfortunately the baby's clothes were too thick, and he couldn't see the child's face clearly.
"I was surprised when I saw Tu Tu, she looked a lot like the woman in the photo. But this woman is about the same age as your father, so her age is wrong. Ji Yun next to him said.
He didn't speak, he stared at the woman and the child in the photo, and couldn't help asking, "Auntie, do you know who this child is?" ”
"This child is probably Yan Yan's child." Ji Yun replied, "You also had one of these clothes at the beginning, and I kept all the clothes you had when you were a child, and they were all in the box over there." ”
"Do you remember my mother?" Hi asked.
"Your mother rarely comes back, I've seen her a few times, and she looks a little like Yan Yan. It's just that they divorced after less than three years of marriage and left you behind. Ji Yun sighed, "Until now, I don't know where your mother is?" ”
She didn't have much impression of her mother, so vague that she couldn't remember her appearance at all.
He opened the box that his grandmother said, and most of them were clothes and toys from before he was five years old, and he found the baby clothes, a white cotton coat, with a tulip pattern embroidered on the corner. His hand fell on the embroidered pattern, and his heart ached at the thought of Tu's name.
"Yes, this dress, I remember you have an exact one." Jiyun Road.
Ji Hang opened a letter and found that these letters were all written by Shi Yunsheng to Yan Yan, and they had never been sent. This is a letter of repentance, Shi Yunsheng confessed why he persuaded Jin Rong to join them to go to Myanmar to open a mine with Li Liangchen, how he helped Xingchen put Yan Yan under house arrest, knowing that Li Qian and Ding Shiping designed Yang Jinrong to go to Mongolia and frame their father but stood by and watched.
Shi Yunsheng repented again and again, the reason why he did this was because he knew that as long as Yang Jinrong lived for one day, Yan Yan would think about leaving them. And even if Yan Yan is with Li Liangchen, he can see her every day.
The last confession letter was written about how he took advantage of Li Liangchen's absence to forcibly ~ violently rape Yan Yan. That night he was drunk, he saw Yan Yan's temptation for Li Liangchen, he was crazy, he was dissatisfied, he thought that he had paid no less than Li Liangchen, Yan Yan chose Jinrong first and then Liangchen, but he never loved him.
He was too unwilling, that night Liangchen returned to China, in the hotel, he heard her talking to Li Liangchen on the phone, he caught Yan Yan's gentleness when talking to Li Liangchen, and he was greatly stimulated for a while, so he raped her.
Afterwards, he regretted it very much, and later Yan Yan was willing to die rather than stay by Liangchen's side, which made him realize that Yan Yan was so desperate, only because of himself.
Later, he found out that Yan Yan was still alive, and based on his confession to Yan Yan, he also kept that secret.
In the following letters, Shi Yunsheng was entangled in doubting whether the child was his own, he was married at that time, but he couldn't invest in his relationship with his wife. When he saw the last letter, Shi Yunsheng told Yan Yan that he would definitely take good care of the child, whether the child was his own or not.
After reading all the letters, Hi Hang's face turned pale. Judging from the letter, Shi Yunsheng has no relationship with his wife, and he can't even have sex with him, so he is the child he brought back from Yan Yan.
Looking at the child's birthday date, it also coincides with his own birthday.
He put his mind at ease, and his mind was in turmoil.
"The other box also has your father's relics, you take them all." Ji Yun said to Ji Xuan, "That box has a security lock, and the code is your birthday." ”
"Auntie, is my father and mother on good terms?" He couldn't help but ask.
"It's not good or bad, your father is not a talkative person, and your mother is also very strong, so it can only be said that they respect each other like ice." Ji Yun replied, "She disappeared after divorcing your father, and she never came back or called. From this point of view, she is quite ruthless. No matter what happened to your father, you were her child, and she seemed to have forgotten about you, and she didn't even think to come back to see you. ”
Hi Hang didn't speak, if it was her biological mother, it was indeed too ruthless, but what if she was not her child at all! Ji was so worried that he thought that after Yan Yan came to Qingyang, he did everything possible not to let him get engaged to Tu Yu.
He opened another box, and there was a set of jade jewelry inside, high ice red jade, the jade was delicate and without lines, which should have been worn by Yan Yan.
He and his aunt went downstairs, and he saw that Tu Yu and Ma Sen were having a good time, and she was learning to cut rose branches, and she was learning to do a good job.
"Tu, you're really smart, you learned so quickly." When Masson looked at Tu, his eyes were full of love.
Tu Yu smiled, saw that Ji was hanging, and beckoned to him.
Ji Xuan walked over slowly, and Tu Yu said happily: "Brother Xuan, this flower garden is all repaired by me, if I don't gamble on stones in the future, I can also be a good gardener, right?" ”
Ji Xuan smiled: "You've always been great. ”
"Of course." Tu Yu gave the scissors to Ma Sen, "I think there seems to be a lake in front of me, shall we go for a walk over there?" ”
"Okay." He put his arms around her waist.
"Masson, let's go for a walk and come back in a moment." As she spoke, she left with her.
“OK!” Sentimental in my heart, do young girls like uncles? Isn't he going to make himself old too?
The two of them walked along the path, and the scenery here was extremely beautiful, with large forests, green and red patches touching each other, and it looked like a very beautiful oil painting from a distance. Tu Yu really likes it here, she wants to spend her old age here when she is old, and her life will be complete.
"Brother Hanging, let's come and live here when we are old in the future. The life here is leisurely and easy, and it is really the life of the gods. ”
"Okay!" He was full of worries, but the girl looked fascinated, and he couldn't help but yearn for it. If you can live here in the future, only she and him, don't bother with the disturbances outside, why not.
"Masson told me that the lake in front of me is called Lover's Lake, and the lake is not big, but it has a beautiful story." Tu Yu said.
"What's the story?" He lived here for several years when he was a child, and he didn't hear a story.
"There was a woman and a man who were in love, and they made a promise of love by the lake. But then the war broke out, and the man joined the army as a pilot. The woman lived by the lake with her child in her arms and waited for the man to return. Later, the war was won, and people came back one after another, but the man never returned. Years later, the woman raised her son, and in another country she found that her lover had a broken foot and forgot about her lover, where he was married and had children. She was disheartened and died by the lake. Masson said he had met the woman, who lived in the town ahead and had passed away only a few years earlier. Her grandson is a well-known pilot. ”
Tu Yu was very sad when he heard this story, and he couldn't blame that man for his chaos and abandonment, he could only say that the world made people.
She turned her head to look at the man, who was thoughtful and didn't speak.
"Don't you feel sad? Do you say that one day we will be separated, and finally live separately, and we will grow old separately, and we will not be able to stay together. Tu Yu said in a low voice, and just thinking about that might make me feel terrible.