Chapter 8 Sizhen
Wu Xiaojun smiled slightly and said tentatively, "This is very compatible with the major you are studying, and you can give full play to your professional expertise." β
Qin Meixiang's face suddenly darkened, and she said sadly, "I feel cold when I mention that I go to college, when others sit happily in the classroom and complete their studies without worry, I wander around to make ends meet, and I have become an off-campus special student who is taken care of everywhere to complete my studies." Once all is over, mentioning these things again can only add more sadness. β
Wu Xiaojun said bitterly, "I know that you have suffered a lot and suffered a lot of sins over the years, and it is not something that ordinary people can do if you can persevere. β
Qin Meixiang sighed and said, "People are forced to that point, only by persisting can they survive, and not persisting can only be a dead end." After all, I saw the rainbow after the wind and rain, and inadvertently walked into the multinational company Taikesen, which made me meet Mr. Feng. Maybe because of your relationship, Mr. Feng took care of me, so that I ended my wandering life and let me have a stable home. β
Wu Xiaojun felt very pleased that these two favorite women could coincidentally walk together, display their respective talents, and create their own careers, but also had an indescribable sadness. Thinking of what he had done before, he felt very ridiculous, naΓ―ve and stupid, and said with a solemn expression, "I haven't seen you for a few years, you and Mr. Feng have impressed me, not only have their own families, but also have a thriving career." I'm so happy to see you all here today and I'm so proud of you. You are both very good women of the times, and I am ashamed of myself in front of you both. β
Qin Meixiang smiled reluctantly with a depressed face, "Family and career are not important to me, the only important thing is my son, who is all my hope and sustenance for the future." β
Wu Xiaojun saw that Qin Meixiang was so loving when she mentioned her son, and said with concern, "You haven't told me what my child's name is." β
"My mother named the child Sizhen."
"Sizhen! Thinking of Yuanzhen, this name is beautiful and has a unique meaning. You sent me a photo before, it looks very cute, has his bone injury completely healed? Are there any after-effects? β
"Healed, no stupid sequelae. Now I'm taller and fatter than in that photo, and I've become very naughty. β
"Can you bring him over for me to see?"
"Thank you for your concern for the child, you will see you in the future."
"Is everything done, I haven't come back for a few years, can you stay for a few more days?"
"Yesterday I went to Xiangzhou to go through the procedures for the relocation of the hukou, and today I opened a few certificates in the county, and the matter has been completed. I have children to worry about, and I must go back as soon as possible. At half past five, I will go to the Dong'an railway station to catch the train to the deep sea at seven o'clock. β
Qin Meixiang left Xiangzhou University, and her hukou has not moved, and when she came back this time, she mainly moved her hukou to Xiangzhou, and at the same time, she also had to move her mother Zhao Shuting's hukou out together. After a few years of beating outside, Zhao Shuting gradually adapted to the ever-changing modern life in the city, although she is in her fifties, but the charm still exists, the heritage is profound, and she is quite popular with successful men, and there are still many people who pursue her. Half a year ago, I met a retired second-line cadre in his fifties during a morning exercise in the park, and the two often danced together, played badminton, and ran for a run. Ten days ago, the two traveled to Singapore together on a whim.
After Zhao Shuting left, the child was unattended, and Qin Meixiang was anxious to go back to the plains to move her household registration, so she was not at ease for others to see, so she had to take the child with her. After all, the child is young and has never been far away, after thousands of miles of bumps along the way, coupled with the unadaptability to the dry climate in the north, he suddenly had an emergency last night. This scared Qin Meixiang enough, and hurriedly sent the child to the county hospital, the doctor on duty was Wu Xiaosen, the third brother of Wu Xiaojun, in order not to let him recognize him, he talked to him with a southern accent.
Wu Xiaosen saw Qin Meixiang once when his father was hospitalized for gastric perforation surgery, and the family was noisy and messy at that time, and he didn't care if he was upset. After so many years, he didn't have any impression, and he couldn't recognize Qin Meixiang at all.
Qin Meixiang knew very well in her heart that Sizhen was the crystallization and bond of her innocent love with Wu Xiaojun, his own flesh and blood, and it was also the feeling and expectation for the future that she insisted on staying despite her mother's strong opposition.
Recalling that four years ago, when her father had an accident and her mother went crazy, she took her mother to Shanghai to see her mother with hatred, but unexpectedly found out that she was pregnant. At that time, I felt that I was in extreme darkness, and after more than a month of treatment, my mother was still crazy and stupid, and her condition never improved, and it was unknown whether it could be cured, which became her biggest heart disease. Thinking that no one would want to marry a woman with a crazy woman back home in the future, thinking about her future life, thinking about the difficult days, she was lonely, helpless, confused, and confused. Perhaps fate destined him to endure the punishment of torment and pain, and to spend his youth and even his whole life alone with his mother. She gently stroked her lower abdomen in a distraction, imagining what the child would look like after birth, imagining the picture of the child talking, walking, learning and living in the future. A sense of responsibility and mission as a mother and child prompted her to make up her mind to give birth to her child no matter how hard it is, as a source of motivation to support herself to cherish life and forbearance to move forward.
Zhao Shuting has been in a privileged environment for a long time, and it is difficult to withstand the sudden blow for a while, and her spirit is severely traumatized. After more than three months of treatment in the Shanghai Psychiatric Hospital, he slowly returned to normal.
The home where Yuan Zhen lived for a long time was raided, and there was no place to live when he went back, and he had to suffer from the spurning and cynicism of others, and the two were unwilling to return to that sad place. After several setbacks, he rented a house in a farmhouse in the suburbs and lived there.
Zhao Shuting learned that Qin Meixiang was already pregnant with Wu Xiaojun's child, she gritted her teeth with hatred, and almost fainted to death in anger, forcing Qin Meixiang to go to the hospital to get rid of the child.
After a few months of worrying and running to support her mother's affairs, she was strict in nutrition and lacked nutrition, and she had already made Qin Meixiang physically and mentally exhausted, and her face was yellow and thin. After examination, the doctor found that she could not bear the damage caused by the early termination of pregnancy, and her life was likely to be in danger.
Zhao Shuting had no choice but to accept the cruel and ruthless reality.
Qin Meixiang works as a salesperson in a supermarket, and Zhao Shuting helps people brush dishes and bowls in a nearby restaurant, cleaning and cleaning, and the mother and son can earn more than 2,000 yuan a month, and their lives can barely last.
When Xiao Sizhen was born, Qin Meixiang was less than eight months pregnant, and there was diffuse disseminated intravascular coagulation (DIC), which made Qin Meixiang experience a test of life and death. Since then, Xiao Sizhen's body has been weak, unable to withstand the wind and cold, and there are constant patients all year round, so Qin Meixiang and Zhao Shuting have been worried about this matter. After more than a year of age, the body stabilized, and it grew faster and better day by day. As Xiao Sizhen grew up little by little, it added a lot of happiness to her and her mother, no matter how much she was wronged outside, as long as she saw Sizhen, her mood was naturally open, and she completely forgot about the back of her mind.
Qin Meixiang didn't dare to imagine what Wu Xiaojun would feel when he learned the news. When I saw Wu Xiaojun in the morning, I was very entangled in whether I could let him see my child, and now it was a particularly difficult period for Wu Xiaojun, how many years have passed, how many difficulties I have survived, I can't bear to add psychological pressure to him, I think about it or swallow the grievances and pain in my stomach, put the child's affairs on hold and can't let him know, so I lied that I wanted to do something else and left in a hurry.
After coming out of the hotel, she returned to the hospital, seeing that the child's condition was stable and much better than when she came, she privately asked a small nurse to help take care of her, and left to meet Wu Xiaojun. In order to prevent Wu Xiaojun from continuing to entangle herself, she talked about the child lightly, and asked Wu Xiaojun to dispel his thoughts and leave him quietly on the grounds that the child was in a hurry to go home at home.
Wu Xiaojun said reluctantly, "It's hard to come back, it's too sudden to leave so soon!" β
Qin Meixiang said bitterly, "No way, the child is still waiting for me at home." Seeing that other people's children have already gone to kindergarten, I feel anxious. When I go back to get his household registration done, I will send him to kindergarten, no matter what, I have to take him well, and I can't let him lose at the starting line of children of the same age. β
Wu Xiaojun said, "Yes, no matter how bitter the adult is, he can't be bitter to the child." You must take good care of the child, and in the future I will see a healthy, happy nephew standing in front of me. β
Qin Meixiang glanced at Wu Xiaojun with sour eyes, lowered her head and muttered for a long time before she said softly, "Please rest assured, I will take good care of the child and will not let you down." Now that you've graduated, what's next? β
Wu Xiaojun said faintly, "I originally wanted to go out for a walk after the National Day and go to the deep sea to find you, but a few days ago, Bai Lingyan asked an acquaintance to contact a hospital in Pingxi for me. The unit is smooth, that is, the official procedures are more tricky, and when you really get to the formal work, you will encounter a lot of insurmountable thresholds, and there is still a lot of work to be done, and a lot of procedures to run. I have to go to Pingxi after the festival. β
"So you still keep in touch with Bai Lingyan?"
"How can you forget the relationship for many years! What's more, she not only completely turned her face with her family for me, but also drank medicine in a fit of anger and rescued her for three or four days before waking up. I have the heart to ignore it, but I can't get over it with my conscience. β
"It's rare that she has such true feelings for you, and she is indeed a good girl worthy of your pursuit."
"Hi, if it's not ......"
A strange expression suddenly flashed across Qin Meixiang's face, and she said in a cold voice, "Don't go on, I know what you're going to say." The time is coming, and I won't talk to you more about it today, I'm going to the station. You have to cherish it, be sincere to her, and wish you all a safe and happy life! β
Wu Xiaojun suddenly felt extremely empty and lost in his heart, and said sadly. Seeing that Qin Meixiang was still lukewarm and wanted to drive herself away, she said very painfully, "Meixiang, I know that your time is precious, and I don't want to delay your time too much." Don't you want to say something to me when you're leaving? β